My hearts riddled with bullet holes of hatred
And rips and shards of the bitter glass of lies
The savage destruction of hope
And dilapidated state of daydream
And an absent mind lost in another time
In another life
I wish I could close my eyes and never feel this pain again
Never deal with the gaping wound in my chest
Time can't heal this empty feeling of loneliness
Nothing could

I could never forgive you,

For all the pain you put me through,

For all the words you spewed,

For the ones that cut so deep,

I bled inwardly.

The demolition of the forgiveness of my soul,

That wretched wound buried further than the iron core,

The blood bubbled and simmered,

That volcanic eruption of hatred,

It spooled over,

The feelings of animosity.

Those months doomed to recycle,

It will remain a part of my being,

Until the day we raise,

From the dust we have lain.

They may have all forgotten those words,

But I shall never forget,

I shall NEVER forgive you.

Who do you think you are?
Digging through the rubble of history
Rearranging it to make YOU look like the innocent one

Who do you think you are?
Stringing together venomous lies
Twisting the truth to spearhead your crusade of destruction

Who do you think you are?
Playing the innocent, wronged victim
When we all know you’re the malicious instigator

Who do you think you are?
Hiding behind a honey mask
When we all know it is not sweet, but sickly

What gave you the right?
To walk into my life
To unravel the our hearts
Mould your self into it

And then pick way at the joints
With your malevolent thoughts
And walk away acting like the martyr
Acting like the innocent victim

And then worm your way back into there
Because their hearts were like Flubber
Willing malleably for your Kruger fingers
Ready to rip us all to shreds

Just who the hell do you think you are?

time

Death Be Knocking
28 December 2009 at 00:21
Death be knocking in your sleep
While you lay there peacefully in a dream
The Angels came and took out your soul
Now your rest in peace in your eternal abode
The struggles you went through
Those painful headaches of yours grew
Your complaints and worries you told me so often
Which made my heart soften
You made me laugh so much
For your character id always vouch
You were my big brother to me
Despite all your anarchy
The way you made my blood boil
When you'd say I smelt of desi oil
I'd get into a hefty frenzy about it
Then you'd always make me sit
Tell me to calm down
And don't frown
You made me happy and sad
Sometimes you'd make me a little mad
But most of all, I just want to say;
'I miss you so much , I just wish you'd stay
Just one more day
Even just for word play
I'd tell you how great you are
To me you are a star
Death came knocking in your sleep



Inshallah your in a better place
away from the stressful day to day race

Everyday,in every shape and form I see you and you see me,
and forever in my heart you will always be,
forever in my memories you shall reside,
and time i shall bind,
till the moment i can see u once again,
on the day where the human race will rise from the dust we have lain

and so he said, ' What's on your mind?',
'The purpose of life I must find,
and yet the quest seemed to riddle the heart,
on to which place do i start ?.'
' Look deep within your soul,
there you shall find the truth, the path to your eternal goal.
Open you heart to me,
and you shall see.'