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 Nov 2020 Gudden
Dead lover
My poems
 Nov 2020 Gudden
Dead lover
I bleed through words,
From the cuts given by the society.

I want to escape and fly like birds,
With a hope, it all ends my agony.
 Aug 2017 Gudden
Dead lover
Untitled
 Aug 2017 Gudden
Dead lover
Give me an opportunity,
To walk with responsibility
And you.
For my best :-)
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
In the forest of dead,
I keep walking,
I keep exploring..

I love to be here
I love this suffocating air..

Not a man alive visits this deadly place,
It's a tree grave, dead bodies are its grace..

They were killed to be turned into books,
A man killed a tree, for another man you see..
But I see them filled up with dust,
And the bookshelf's rust..

Termites have residential blocks,
No man I ever saw, if here walks..

No proper seating, no proper lightening,
But do the ones who create darkness, need any brightening?

Every book's cover has been torn,
Every book's corner has been worn (out),
But not by those who were supposed to read,
But the ones who in these do breed..

Its a grave, a unkempt one,
Spiders, bats, rats, Termites, ants, dogs, cats,
All live with peace and harmony,
Even the dead trees are doing good you see....

That's a view of a public library,
Our world after D-Day probably
Books, I love books don't you do?
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
Oh my darling bestie..
I have no mood to be around you.
But that doesn't mean that I don't want you as a friend,
Or if our terms are approaching dead end..

But I have no mood to be around,
I don't know even if idiotic I sound..

You are my bestie, and always meant to be,
But currently I have some different plans with more priority.

I love talking to you, but I have no time anymore,
I am either tired, or exhausted.
And you somehow happen to demoralise me..
I told you many a times indirectly ,
But no good it did...

You don't want to hear what's going on in my life,
You don't want to hear my views about anything..
Correct me if am wrong, but I ain't your diary..

I don't want to meet you, when you cannot come to see me,
Don't expect me to be so crazy about meeting you..

You maybe going abroad for years four,
Doesn't matter the distance I promised Our relationship won't turn sour..
But dear, what's wrong with you?
Why don't you understand?

You are purely selfish, and tell me that am selfish..
You disturb me during the exams, to clarify your so called doubts..
You don't let me sleep, make me weep,
And tell me, that you are my bestie..

I don't feel like keeping contacts with you,
You think all your misconceptions are true,
You don't want to hear me, and am not a dummy to hear you..

My life is boring, yeah well accepted,
But I don't want you to make it more boring..
I don't wish to be around you,
I don't care about you..

Stop imposing such restrictions on me,
Which you too can't even do..

I am sorry, but I can't travel to be around you,
If everytime it has to be me..
Some people are highly ridiculous, and I just don't want to be around them. Don't want such additions who think its necessary to meet every month, and don't understand your condition, don't want to hear what you are going through.. And most importantly who don't respect your decision and judgement and are already highly preoccupied..
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
Prayer
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
I believe in God, i believe in his greatness,
I love the way he helps me,
I love the way he cares for me..
Sometimes as a friend, sometimes as a sibling,
Sometimes as a parent, sometimes as just another stranger  
Sometimes as a  teacher, sometimes as a book,
Sometimes as a quote, sometimes as a thought..

He's always there to guide me,
I love the way he guides me..
I love him, i love him, i really love him..

I feel so grateful for whatever he has given me,
What I don't have, wasn't meant for me..
Everybody has a purpose and a reason for its existence,
Everybody has everything, but God blesses only some with persistence..

I beg you for persistence to be able to love you forever..

I love you God, i beg for your mercy,
Please make me capable enough to get your love,
Please fill the void within me, that demands for your guidance,
Please make me a good human being..

Love you, oh all merciful, oh meant to stay forever,
I love you Lord, you are the supreme truth,
I love your existence, I love your power...

Thanks for all your love till date, Oh Lord!
Please make me capable enough to appreciate it..
God is great!
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
Oh God, visit the Earth, we'll pay for your visit,
Look at the condition of people, you too won't resist..
Every religion has aim, the same.
Then why wars cause of your name?

Come on the heavenly Earth, oh Great Lord,
Answer why history gazed at your name's sword?
Who eventually won those wars, oh father of all, let us know!
What benefit it did to humanity, oh creator of all, let us know!

There are so many religions, and religion has become a political ornament,
Kindly tell, if the humanity was supposed to go, wherever it went..
Every religion claims that, oh all pervading, you are everywhere,
But I looked up at all possible places, you weren't there...

Religion has adapted to changes - some good, some not so good..
The beginning concept, today has been misunderstood..
Some people have made religion a business,
Some have made it a war, we demand a recess!

God loves all, and let him-  the all understanding, Judge everybody,
And let the wrong doers, suffer for their deed,
Why are we doing the job, that oh ever existing is supposed to do?
None of us is a messenger of God, then why we're fighting for religion the true?


Oh creator, oh ever lasting, oh ever existing, oh all merciful, oh all loving,
Please oh God, come and meet the work of your seemingly long forgotten creation,
**We'll pay for your visit, there's a lot of money with the ones, who ask for donation...
I pity the number of  results Google provided me with for the term, " Religious Violence ".... May God bless them All...
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
You have so many restrictions applied upon - Freedom of speech, that instead of being taught about it, you  need to be taught about ' restriction on speech '..

Seriously pathetic. I can't really see people blaming the politically elected government for vague reasons.

This is literally hundreds time worse than hell.
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
I  bought another dog,
And my dog left talking to me..
Been 8 days..
I sob,
He stares at me...
Tried all ways..
Now, Tired of all ways..

He still doesn't agree,
I love him a lot,
I love him too much,
But he doesn't see,
And has forgot,
All my love as such...
Shiro is a family member from a long time, where as Kuro is a new addition.. Both don't like each other.

It is becoming painful for me.
I love both of them, but both are arrogant and not willing to accept each other.
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
5-7-5
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
FATHER'S DAY**

Dearest father, of all beloved,
Father's day, too reminds me of you..
Does it matter to you?

Dearest father, of all loveliest,
I really do wish to wish you,
But how do I do?

Dearest father, of all sweetest,
I wish if you could hear me,
But dad is busy bee...

Dearest father, of all cutest,
I wish if I could sing along -
For you, father's day song...

Dearest of all father dearest,
Did you bother to see my greetings?
Or still lost in meetings?

Still..

My father is the bestest,
The bestest of all friends and family,
The best of all actuality..

My father is the sweetest,
He does try getting free, you see,
Well, never that for me..

My father is highly intellectual,
He knows, a father he would remain..
So no time he drains..

But dad, you know what,
You don't treat your child any well,
you make my life hell..

Miss you so much papa,
You would have no time to hear..
At least tomorrow, be here...
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
But me..
 Dec 2016 Gudden
Dead lover
My existence matters to none,
Am but, someone long forgotten.
None ever wondered where I am.
None ever wondered how I am

My reality matters to none,
Am but, someone long forgotten.
Someday try to talk to the sun rays,
I did complain to him in numerous ways..


My capability matters to none,
Am but, someone long forgotten.
Sometime, try to understand the star's rhyme,
Saw them changing, I recalled you everytime..

My name no more matters to none,
Am but, someone long forgotten.
Dear, All the time I miss you Oh my fear!
I miss you everybody, I swear...

My existence matters to none,
But to me.
My reality matters to none,
But to me.
My capability matters to none,
But to me.
My name matters to none,
But to me.
Miss you all so much..
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