Erin Knight Feb 8

Falling
fingers crossed
even though
there's no
hope.
You were living a wonderful lie.
Silly, silly, girl.
Silly, silly, girl.
You screamed for help but
it
never came....
you want to cry
but you still smile.
You're still living a
wonderful lie...
Silly, silly, girl.
SILLY, SILLY, GIRL!
Can't you realize
they
never
really
loved
you.

I'm leaving it blank today...
too many things on my mind right now-
I'm still trying to figure them out.
Erin Knight Oct 2016

Her black hair draped over her eyes.
Her small lips parted into an eerie smile, and she reached out.
"You..." her voice like a child's whisper, but full of agony.
She grabbed the boy next to me's neck.
After a few minutes of choking him, she grabbed a knife.
In fear, I stepped back.
She started to talk to the knife.
After some murmuring, she stabbed the boy's dead body three times.
The blood formed a puddle around him.
She stabbed him once more, then sat down and stared at his lifeless body for a long time.
Finally, she smiled an eerie smile once again.
She pushed the hair out of her face, folded her hands neatly,
then sand a child-like paean to his
bloodied remains.

Based off of my friend's nightmare. Enjoy!
Erin Knight Sep 2016

My mother always told me
"Don't let them see you cry."
So I never cried in public.
Only by myself,
in my room.
But later, I learned
It's okay to share your pain.
Just don't overdo it.

Last week was the first time I cried on someone else's shoulder.
Erin Knight Sep 2016

I held your hand.
We were as close as could be.
Telling each other everything,
and never hiding anything.
But one day,
you let go.
In alarm, I felt the warm touch from your hand
fading.
And I am still searching for that touch,
that hand that I held so close.
Even though.
I know.
I will never find it.

Sadness.
Erin Knight Sep 2016

When I needed your help
when I needed a friend
you let me down now
like I let you down then.
But I still manage
a fake smile.
So, now,

EMOTIONALLY, I'm done.
MENTALLY, I'm drained.
SPIRITUALLY, I have little hope.
PHYSICALLY, I smile.

I have nothing.
Erin Knight Sep 2016

Wounds.
Time.
Time can heal wounds.
But
there are some
wounds
no one
and nothing
not even time
will be able
to
heal.

The pain doesn't stop. I'm sorry I write such depressing things. I can't help it. My life is a hell right now.
Erin Knight Sep 2016

Reckless.
Scars.
Meaning.
Pain.

You stomped on my heart mercilessly.
Threw the pieces in the trash.
Then left me there to die.
When all I really wanted
was to be loved.

I wrote this while crying.
Next page
Message