I am an endless ribbon of words
muttering on about how much I love you,
how fearful I’ve become,
and how deep misery runs
And in these pages,
I’ve made you undying
If I could ask three things from a man
they would be
to often pour me a tall glass of wine,
to love me,
and to help me clean up his messes.
Thank you for all that you give to me-
I found Happiness
when I found you
It’s easy to love you,
But hard to believe it is possible
for you to allow it
The brighter a woman shines,
the faster she may burn
You’ll know I’ll love you
‘till the moons upside down
Did you find your way out of that pretty dark place and the strong alcohol?
Still wondering, when do I get my phone call—
There’s nothing joyful about this Christmas
Nothing other than the memory
I have of the one spent with you
I want it to be you,
******* I want it to be you
I have loved you
with a kind of desperation
I still cannot justify
Bring me dead roses and old love
I thought I needed you,
I just needed myself
I wonder if you think you’re a *******
for fighting with yourself
about the love you have for me
and for sabotaging it all
There’s a hole inside me,
so deep you can probably see the depths of Hell.
I wish I knew you were going to be something else I had to survive—
I’ve never been a half-assed lover to you,
I’d rather lay on the train tracks
I know how to put my ego aside..
My loyalty never broke,
Everything I have,
I would exchange for You—
The lack of you
feels like ice in my veins—
I’ve turned cold,
I’ll love you ‘till I have nothing left
The air feels just as crisp as that night,
it smells the same.
The trees seem to be moving the same direction.
for a perfect meeting.
It was my favorite month before I knew you,
now it’s my favorite
and my most hated
all in the same—
You are still the best decision I’ve ever made—
4 months of going in circles,
trying to figure out which way to go.
I know the pressure has been getting to you lately.
I know things have changed.
You don’t have to be stuck in your ways again.
Your mistakes don’t make you less of a man..
All the stars lead me to you—
I miss you,
I Wish You Knew How True This Was—
I can still feel your presence here;
I wonder if it’s the same for you—
You’re still my favorite.
I miss you
I’d rather be with you and all your *******—
Now you got part of my soul now—
You ****** my life up
and you went,
and just like that,
I knew a full
and empty soul—
Just trying to show you
this is not temporary,
nor is it an ordinary love—
I knew happiness,
only when I found you—
Loneliness bites the soul—
One thing I know;
you got all my love—
This Autumn breeze
hits my skin,
reminds me of what was,
and what could have been—
****, I miss us
can’t you see?
All I ever wanted was you,
battered or broken,
with empty promises and empty hands.
Just plain old you.
Nothing more, nothing less—
You’re killing me with silence,
You’re killing me with time—
how could you leave me here alone in the dark?
Haven’t I already shown
what it’s like
to treat a life
like it were my own?
The love I hold for you
permeates my body—
Don’t ask me again,
why I love him.
You will never see
how I see—
He saw 𝓶𝓮, (for who I was meant to be)
He pushed 𝓶𝓮, (out of complacencies)
He moved 𝓶𝓮,
The woman who can’t be moved.
Not even The Parallels could give me the growth
I had from losing him,
and from loving him.
I will love Him always.
I found a home in His bones,
and Myself in his absence.
Now that I know both,
I won’t stop until I have them at once—
Does you heart still belong to me?
I‘ll be here when you come back to me—
Wish I was there to uplift you—
My love for you will never fade,
My love for you will never die,
I’ll wait for you—
I never really was good at goodbyes
Is it Love?
Or is it You?
I’d rip you up,
like the book I wrote of Us,
if I could