do you realize how much you hurt me. choosing other people over me. doing things that would change your life forever. for the worst. as you took drinks of those things, you knew you where doing something wrong. in your eyes it was “cool” but in your friends, it was nothing but pure torture. to see you hang out with those people. do those things. and hide it from your parents. i can’t even imagine the guilt you must feel. you told me that “sometimes friendships drift apart and maybe that’s what needs to happen to ours”. after a friendship of three years you still didn’t seem to care. never pulling your weight in anything. you always chose other people over me. someone who was labeled as your “best friend”. you started to only talk to when it was convenient for you. you always found someone else to talk to and tell all your secrets too. you got what you wanted out of me and then left me. you just wanted the attention and the sympathy. you found her. your new “best friend” who you ended up doing the exact same thing to. you then found a boy who you swore was your “true love”. you loved him while he did things to you and then you stopped after he stopped. you always chose other people over me. always saying that you loved me and that our friendship would last forever. that was the biggest lie anyone has ever told me. leaving me made you feel accomplished and like you had something to show off. you took all of my friends away from me and claimed them as yours. you turned everyone who i could potentially have a friendship with and told them lies about me. and through all of this, you felt like the best person, like someone who won a million bucks. and i learned something. that not everyone will like me. not everyone will appreciate what i do for them. and that under all the lies one may tell you, when you find the true them, they will leave.