Rest in peace to the legend.*
You'll be *always remembered Professor Severus Snape. Rest In Peace.

For I was awake and still wondering if she's still into me. For the memories we cherished, you will always be missed.

Its been a while since I left, now Im over it.

My pain and misery fall from the sky
So hard I try to ignore it, but it still gets by
Surrounds with memories of what could have been
The hatred screams under my skin
Pulsing through my veins is the anger I feel
Wounds break open as soon as they seal
Darkness surrounds me with every step I take
I manage a smile, but do you know it's a fake?
I laugh when people talk to me
But inside I'm dying, wishing they could see
I'm as different inside as I am the same
Wish they could see they're not to blame
I know the truth, but it's locked in my heart
And now more than ever, it's tearing me apart.

I have to be strong not for me
But for everyone else
I want to cry I want to scream
But no one can see my hollow tears
I keep you near to keep me sane
But the thought of you makes me sad
I want to hide and cry alone
But you are here and it keeps me real
I know you've left this solid ground
But in my heart you still live
You've kept me together for so long
So I will stay strong for everyone else

I walk through the garden,
On this warm summer's day,
To smell the flowers,
That grandma raised.

In the middle,
Of this garden of gold,
Stood this one,
Single red stem rose,
The rose means so many things,
From the ones you receive on your wedding day,
To the one you get on Valentine's Day,
But this single rose standing here today,
Represents the love grandma gave.

From the love she gave,
When she planted it that day,
To the love she gave us,
Each and every day,
So when you pass this garden of gold,
Remember the love that this rose holds.

The roaring of thunder
Sent forth within your hand
Creating your image
In the likeness of man

Your eyes radiant with fire
Your mouth is the sword
We will rejoice and proclaim
Our Savior and our Lord

A love that reveals eternity
With abundance of mercy and grace
Search my whole heart
I'll continue seeking your face

I run upon your mountain
Where you always set me free
Your words laid upon my heart
A revealing love you have shown me

A bucket list,
We all should record.
To give us goals,
To work towards.

Make a list,
From one to twenty.
You can have more,
If you want to have plenty.

You're bucket list,
Will hold your dreams.
That one day,
Won't be a dream.

Setting goals
Is good to do,
To make your dreams
Come true for you.

I feel like a fool cos you're not even there, I'm writing a poem and you don't even care.
Throw me a lifeline and open the door,
And pick up my heart that you left on the floor.

Which words will craddle my soul and my future for the rest of those years ?

I know you don't want to be annoyed

I held a moment in my hand,
Brilliant as a star,
Fragile as a flower,
A shiny silver out of one hour.
I dropped it carelessly.
Oh God! I knew not
I held opportunity.

I testify that God is good – He was all through the year
During the times of great success, and moments of despair.

He’s kept me on the road of right – He’d gently give a ****
If anything should make a try to shake my faith in God.

You all would know temptations that would tend to come our way;
But were it not for love and grace – where would I be today?

The many times God’s shielded me from accidents and death;
When careless drivers drive too close, and I can’t catch my breath.

You know the times I stopped the car for one minute or so;
And laughingly would ask the Lord “But why you love me so?

For day by day you’re shielding me along these tortuous roads;
From drivers who just cannot wait, and trucks with heavy loads.”

Financially, God has been there – I am no millionaire;
But God provided day by day – I did not have to fear.

The strangest thing is - as I gave to church and charity:
I found the more I gave for God, the more came back to me.

Some days my body was not well, some days I felt so low.
That’s when I would repeat the promises of God I know.

His words are reassuring – whether spoken or in song;
It’s always gratifying when the right words come along.

So, I can testify today that God is good to me;
As long as I keep faith in Him, my Rock He’ll always be.

They say next year will not be bright that it will start out dim
Don’t let that shake your faith in God – just put your trust in him.

And as we press on day by day let’s motivate a friend
To join this wondrous race, and then, to hold on to the end.

Happy Valentines Day Poets! ♡♡♡

As I sit here and wonder how things would have turned out,
Not to have been part of your life was there ever a doubt.
I would see you again, just didn't know when.
A long time has passed, wondering how you have been.
Just to see your face one last time is something I never would have thought,
You have been on my mind all this time, something that I had always and never forgot.
The lessons that I learned from you, made each day more pleasant,
Your teachings of everyday life were such a warm and needed present.
I leave you now knowing you are safe in his arms,
No more pain or suffering, away from all harm.
Rest with the angels, until we all will see you once more.
We love and have missed you, things we will always adore.
Watch over us now, for one day it will come.
When we are laughing and talking and having oh so much fun.
We miss you mom, but we are glad that you made it home.
We wouldn't have wanted it any other way even if it meant for us to be alone.

"Will you ever still be mad at me?"
So please be ease and let's start a new beggining for our journey ..