I've never felt so unloved
I've been abandoned, forgotten
Been set aside, disregarded
But never felt this unloved

You're a good poison that I don't mind drinking everyday
You're a good drug to my soul
You're a medicine to my brain
A remedy to my drowning heart

Like an old branch
Withering, Scorning
Slowly and painfully
Festering out of time...

He had 5 years of love before me.
He was the love of her life.
He deeply wanted to be by her side.
They were in love.

It's going to take me a while;
To surpass that kind of love they had.
I can't reciprocate that love; I am not going to try.
I can only beat the time.

He had 5 years of love before me.
I'm going to surpass that length.
It's the only way to prove that I am the one.
I will stay by his side and not fade away.

Should I call you awful when you called me ingrateful?
Should I still stay in bed with you when I don’t feel belong?
Should I run to you to dry my tears when you were the cause?
Should I keep rising up when you keep bringing me down?

Or.. should I just stay quiet and not say a word;
Should I just still share bed with you and cry in silence;
Should I just dry my own tears;
And should I just keep going.

I don’t mind waking up next to you for the rest of my life
To see your bright blue eyes each day, each day
We’ll start our day with a coffee
Doesn’t matter if it gets cold
Maybe we could add frozen burritos and spicy Korean noodles, too

I’ll stick with you
You’ll stick with me, too
We’ll stay forever together
Happily stuck on each other

We’ll go hiking,  camping and fishing  until we get old
And maybe I’ll learn skiing too, for you, for you
As long as you hold my hand
Even on my unpleasant days
I know we’ll be good, we’ll be good

I have loved you the deepest and the longest
It is sincere and truthful kind of love
Suddenly, we're fading
Time to build walls again, I guessed
Breaking them weren't still good enough
We're so damaged now
Love could be noxious
It kills the art in us


But I still love you dearly.