I've been thinking about this lately,
What might be the future is,
Is it nice? Is it just fine?
Or is it just like the usual?

I've been seeking for answers,
And I still haven't got any,
I'm wearing this beautiful shoes,
But I don't know which way it'll lead me.

I've been picking up every pieces of petals,
Seems like there's gotta be a surprise,
If only there's a map of your own destination,
Then things would be less complicated.

I've been praying that someday I wouldn't be so lost like this,
To know exactly what's your main purpose in life,
When you don't need others' critics and judgements,
But yourself to find what's real inside of you.

Why oh why am I lonely?
I used to be really clingy,
And now I feel unhappy.

Why oh why do I miss you?
You make me feel so blue,
And you ain't even got a clue.

Why oh why do I feel unappreciated?
This thing is so complicated,
And it leaves us distracted.

Why oh why it feels so wrong?
When we know how to get along,
And that could mean we belong.

I was looking for a reason not to admire you,
but everything you do seems magical to me.
I was looking for a reason not to look for you,
but all I can see is your face in every corner.

I was looking for a reason not to think of you,
but you're the center of my mind.
I was looking for a reason not to talk to you,
but every time that you're near,
I'm dying for you to notice me.

I was looking for a reason not to be lonely,
but I shuffle my playlist and it's a sad song.
I was looking for a reason not to love you,
but you're name is all over my heart.

When I come to think about life,
I couldn't help but to notice that I was really different back then.
There were nights when I thought I don't know who I am anymore,
and I remember I changed for the better in the most beautiful way possible.

Life is short, as they always said,
but for me there's no life without the people who really matters.
For things have its own rightful places,
and I believe my direction will always lead me back to you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm fine",
it's complicated as nine,
easy to draw in line,
but it aches into this heart of mine.

Sometimes when I say "Go ahead",
it's something that leads me to bed,
not to go to sleep nor up to read,
but it's my heart that needs to be mend.

Sometimes when I say "I hate you",
even if I'll stop calling you "my boo",
you'll probably get mad at me too,
but it simply mean "I love you".

Meeting you was so enchanting,
it's like I'm finally done with waiting.
There was something about my feelings,
it's like I'm a butterfly with beautiful wings.

I love the way you talk to me,
it's like I'm getting chocolates for free.
I knew that you are the best,
it's like I'm receiving A+ from a test.

Loving you will always be a pleasure,
it's like a gold, you're my treasure.
You are the reason for this poem,
it's like the sound of guitar, solemn.

To be loved by you is magical,
it's like I'm in a broadway musical.
Cause with you everything feels so right,
it's like the sun bright,
you're my everyday light.