Bella Anima

Dec 2014

Marian

Dallas

You were probably my very best friend
So far in all my life
We would cuddle together on the porch
There was no need for words
But if there was something I wanted to say
I would whisper it in your ears
You’re not here now
And summer days are spent reminiscing you

**~Marian~

For the neighbor’s dog. (He was a Dalmatian.) I wrote this today! I really miss him since he was hit on the road. It didn’t really hurt me until years later. He really was my best friend. RIP, Dallas. <3

Dec 2014

Eris

Playback

In my sleep
I dream of what can never be
This fantasy I hold so dearly
Has caused me too much misery
But wishing,
Will never bring you back
So I'm stuck in these faded memories
Playing back

#broken #memories #memory #lostdreamsdreaminglove #hesrtbroken

Dec 2014

Marshall CB Hiatt

December Leaves

How do you expect me sleep
With you circling every thought.

Like the leaves of autumn,
You're everywhere I walk.

And stepping on these leaves of yours
Produces my favorite sound.

Tonight that sound is too loud to sleep through.

Dec 2014

Chaos

Sometimes

Sometimes I can't stop
The tears, the pain, the lies
Or the thoughts, the words
That trap me
Sometimes I can't stop
Playing the same song
Over and over and over
Until it's all I hear
The words resonating
Through my soul
Capturing how I feel
Sometimes I can't stop
Losing myself in my sorrow
Falling again and again
Into the darkness
That creeps along
On the edges of my vision
Just sometimes I can't stop
Being the disappointing mess I am
Broken and unfixable
Unreliable
Until I can get a grip
And replace my mask
It only happens sometimes

Dec 2014

Ally

Daydream

I've been too busy writing my fantasies
that I forgot how to make you my own
in reality.

how?

#love #reality #fantasy #daydream