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Gage B Jan 2018
I don't want to see you anymore
because if being with me hurts you that badly,
then I don't want to see you hurt
because I love you.

And I will keep you in my sight,
and admire you from afar,
as you hold his cheek
and play with his hair
as you hardly did with me.
Gage B 2018

You ****, and I love you
Gage B Jan 2018
Like body, Like heart
Such is the way that one tenses
just as one crushes
and set aside your thoughts as only temporary
Until you exercise that muscle
and your heart
creates untemporary love

Like body, Like heart
Such is the way that tolls take within
that sacred temple you keep hidden
And bring her in secret to be alone
Until she leaves without notice
and your heart
aches for her return
You know that it was unconditional. Were you afraid? What did I do to have you decide that leaving was the better choice?

Gage B. 2018
Gage B Jan 2018
I have a bracelet made of black leather and a metal ring.
I've had it for two years.
I remember the day I first decided to wear it,
and I never took it off.

That bracelet became a part of me as I went through
family troubles and loneliness and the fact that
my friends were never my best friends.
But I will never forget my bracelet that stuck with me,
regardless of the circumstance.

It has been two years, and my bracelet is frayed
and tattered, but that metal ring still holds both ends together.

That metal ring, able to cope with all of that time,
held together probably one of the only things that
truly gave me character.

It wasn't about how that bracelet looked on me,
but rather what it resembled.

The black leather can no longer stay together,
and one day...

It fell off my wrist.

I will never be able to wear that perfect bracelet

ever

again.
An April Strand caught by the Grasp of My Eternal Will
Gage B Jan 2018
Hey, You
                                    absolutely gorgeous thing
Don't you know
                                    every guy is gonna want you?
                    
                    That's what I think is gonna happen.

You're always right
                                      I don't know everything about you.
But sometimes I think that
                                      You might not know a lot about me
        
                     Either.

Hey, You
                                     absolutely troubled thing
Everything is gonna be just fine
                                                                Right?

Hey, You
                                      Please answer me
You're gonna be okay. It's not the end.
                                                                        Right?

Hey, You... You're not gonna forget me?
                                       Even after all of the small things we did?
I know that they don't mean much to you, but
                                       it did to me

Sorry you didn't see it the same way. But, it was still nice.

Hey... You know that I'll always be there for You

                        for You
                                                                   for You

                                             For You
You will never stop loving something, even when time has brought it to an end. My love for you, Kit, is everlasting and unconditional. Never forget that.
Gage B Jan 2018
what do you think i am
angry about the people youre hanging out with
and not me? I'm mad because
of all this **** im going through
under the surface
you know about it
and I have to face it every day.

You know, I think i know what I am
and i figured it out because you
never want to look at me the same.
You're out with your friends
talking about stupid meaningless
garbage

*******
Im dying
oh my god
Im crying

I know you're not like them
maybe im in denial
I don't want you to be with them
I want you with me
but I am not controlling
so Ill have to live with the fact that
you're just another fake member

in my boring, unsatisfying

lonely

life.

I figured out what I am.
I'm lonely
and you made this loser the happiest loser,
until you left and he realized what he's always been

lonely
© Gage B. 2017
Please don't make me sit there by myself like this any longer
  Nov 2017 Gage B
Lexi
People
ask me why
I do not smile.
"I have a safe, full of emotions. That is where my smile is."
I tell them, and it confuses them. You can not have a safe full of emotions because emotions can not be held.
If they could be held I would have destroyed
every. Single. One.
Except:
Happiness and Love, Joy and Curiosity.
There would be no room
For heartache and sadness, anger and hopelessness.
Everyone would be happy.
That's right.
E  v  e  r  y  o  n  e
Gage B Nov 2017
Hi there
I believe we've met
I saw you sitting all the way over
                             next to me, quiet.
"Are you ok?" - I ask because I care
tearing apart myself
can't bear to not remember
I need to ask you better questions
questions like "Are you ok?"
                           Am I ok?
I'm so bad at conversation and I am
robotic and expressionless but
you help me express feeling that
           screams alive
I saw you sitting all the way over there
so I came closer and
put my arm around you
and you...
                   flinched
© Gage B. 2017
I wonder why she's like this when she loves me. Does she love me?
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