Cultivated feelings,
and falling tears.
already passed 140 days,
and I’m counting daily.
Don’t know why?,
But, it feels like,
You are pulling me silently.

Your presence is my strength;
And, I am weak minus you.
Want to live and die with you.
Waiting for you my Love
No more second guess.
Innocent soul and you.

She was almost ethereal.
I think she had the purest heart
I have even seen.
So naturally beautiful and simple.
She loved to fix broken things.
A birds wing,
A broken doll,
A China vase,
Me.

When she found me
i was sdamaged and broken.
And yet she fixed me
just like she
promised she would.
I was as good as new once more.

I loved her beyond everything.
i would follow her forever
to the ends of the earth.

But once I was repaired.
She let me go and set me free.
like the bird with a mended wing.

And my heart shattered into
A million pieces.
So badly broken.
That it can never
be repaired again.

.

Maybe...we are not meant to be together,
Maybe, we are not as rich as they are,
Maybe we're not enough.
Maybe we're better-off alone.
Maybe, we are perfect strangers.
Maybe we are supposed to meet the wrong people,
Maybe we are satellites!
Maybe we're meant to think wrong.
We are the lucky ones?
Maybe we're friends, maybe more?
Maybe we are all cabinets of wonder.
Maybe we're each others soulmates?
Maybe we're from the same star.
Maybe...

My death will be liberating.

And I do not say that in the sense
that I am going to find a cliff
and take a good jump off.

No.

I am just trying to find a
clever way to tell you

that I do not know what is going
to happen next.

You see,

there is a
fine line
between
dreaming and
mortality

and

I am finding out for myself
that being in love
does not always
involve

being awake.

And for my sake
I fall in love with daydreams,
nightmares,
hazy realities
and

the hung-over idea

of not being enough.

It is all out of my hands.
                 It is all out of time.

And the only thing I have left to do,
now,


is decide.

Eyes closed and
I am frozen.
Thinking and waiting,
To see the brightest smile of her.

Not only for today
Or tomorrow.
Can say, It be until my existence
and forever.