fustypetals

fustypetals Oct 2018

friends

the day they left me
they think that I was the one
who's getting away

then I got no friends to talk
to share
to walk around

I hate my life in that days
feel so alone and lonely
sometimes I can't even feel that I'm alive

but after times passes
I build my confidence
think I don't really need them

why don't I make the new one?
start from saying "hi let's be friend"
now I got all the loves that I need

these power of new friends
makes me feel alive
and now;

I forgot how it feels to be lonely

/f.r/

thank you for all of my friends who always be there for me<3

#lonely #friends #friendship

fustypetals Jun 2018

the silent is loud

.

. fr.

for those empty heart,
I know what it feels

#the #silent #is #loud #empty #heart #feel

fustypetals Jun 2018

for every boy,

when you already got her,
don't you ever find another "her".

one is enough.

#notes #boy #dont #find #her

fustypetals Feb 2018

•benang•

ku tau ini tak mudah,
kau yg membuat ini sulit
seperti benang yg terlilit

tak ada alasan,
namun kau datang
tak ada penjelasan,
namun kemudian kau pergi

apa harus ku biarkan saja?
ah tidak!
sudah muak rasanya
begini saja terus rasa hatiku

membelit-belit
seperti benang,
yang jika dipaksakan untuk ditarik,
akan mati

—f.r

jika keinginanmu adalah pergi, maka pergilah;
jangan lagi kembali padaku, karena mungkin aku sudah menutup pintu hatiku ini untukmu.

#indonesian

fustypetals Jan 2018

;

i dont know
why your name is still
the prettiest thing to write about.

—f.r

#your #name #prettiest #write

fustypetals Jan 2018

how funny

do you ever think about
how funny we finally got used to it?
you with her,
me with myself,
and us,
with a high thick wall between us.

—f.r

but if you asked me
am i ok? probably (not).