Casper Alexander

Casper Alexander Oct 16

i say

God, you said that you would defend me when I was shamed that you would shame those that try to harm to me. I feel alone and that is not okay. I'm living the part you said you would do without obeying. I have been as obedient as I could, and I get it. I guess this is what is expected, the only thing is that did you not say, "for if I am with you who could be against you?" So then why am I still going through this? Have you turned away? What is in my mind drives me crazy, but what's in my heart draws me closer to God. My friends in my heart lead me to sin. Where are you holy spirit? I go and walk and you're not close enough. I miss you and I need you, come to me and stay close help me with my friends. I don't want to lose you. I love you and you're not close enough. Sin is bigger come to me get enormous, bigger than this sin. Amen

Casper Alexander Oct 16

Mara

Mara your name actually means bitter in Hebrew. Yourself righteous and I don't know your walls, but I feel your being very judgy. I don't know where you're coming from. It was supposed to be a photo shoot, instead in turned into something else. A share, with it disgrace. I see your photos of that day your beautiful and without disdain, they must have been before the bombshell that made you shift for the fallout that came this way. See you soon my friend.

Casper Alexander Oct 16

just saying

I don't know why I'm a loner here, I don't want to be like this. I want a lot of friends. Some of these people look so confused. I see haters and other curious but lost. God says don't hang out with fools, but I'm surrounded by them. This world is messed up. People all over walking talking like there better than everybody "love your enemies" this is so hard. How could I? how could I show that? Everyone is so distracting even I give a prideful look, and I know better. Let me see you today, I'm seeking your face, "love your enemies, love your neighbor, as you do yourself holding fast on the lord for guidance"

Casper Alexander Oct 16

fall

It's the season for pumpkin spice latte, Fall is here, we all get to get dressed in our winter gear, Starbucks are filled you guys know why, Pumpkin Spice latte!

Casper Alexander Oct 16

read somewhere

"Remove vanities and lies, give me neither poverty nor riches feed me with food convenient for me."

Casper Alexander Oct 16

October

What comedians and vampires have in common?
were strong, we come out at night, we **** the life out of people. were all very fancy like to the point where we pinch and smell before tasting. if you don't like that joke, I get it, it's pretty exhausting.

Casper Alexander Oct 16

chapters

I have worked in healthcare for a long time. It has been a desk job that has killed a lot of my creativity. I know that art imitates life, but healthcare and art is the most challenging combination A Doctor told me that the profession combines with art because of interpretation, if someone is ill then the art for the Doctor is them pondering what the illness can be. I joined the Army to escape, what I realized is that you cannot escape you find new ways to exist, and the Army makes you feel alive because your soul purpose there is to fight for your country. I was a driver for that part of my life. I learned physical and mental strength there and I parted ways with them when I felt my time there was done.