fueledbysadness: Poems

Jun 2017 · 477

You

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

You

(a  tanka)

My lovely sweet pill,
    In this ocean you're my gill.
In dull you're my thrill
    Always knew a dose could ****
    But willing to do it, still.

Do you have someone in mind? I bet you do.

#love #overdose #tanka

Jun 2017 · 504

Waves

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Waves

All is well but then you walked
And swept in like a wind
Once uncluttered
Now messy-piled

Once a greyscale county
Now a lit-up scenery
Once a lit-up scenery
Now a greyscale memory

I loved this guy once
Blew everything in it's place
Walking in without effort
And left

—with ease.

#wave #tsunami #hurricane

Jun 2017 · 358

Daybreak

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Daybreak

The sun struck his sleeping guise
Making his features glow
Gentle smile spreads on your face
With a hint of question how
Him being a desire in the past
The same him in your arms now

As the sun struck your sleeping face
How waking makes you chest ache
For in your dreams he's still yours
But in reality all he left you—heartache.

#life #coping #heartache

Jun 2017 · 288

Locked

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Locked

what i once thought
is life serves best,
those who come first

and life taught me,
you may be first
and still be hurt

for once i picked
your lock to see,
i cannot be

—your loving key.

First Love.

#life #love #first

Jun 2017 · 446

Scurillous orb

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Scurillous orb

(a tanka)

Cruel realm indeed,
This cold, marble land we breed,
With mishaps of greed
In dreary torture, we bleed
—Wretched souls to feed.

#tanka #earth #nature

Jun 2017 · 331

Home

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Home

There's this place
Where you can be anyone,
Anything, even
Princess or a Prince
Santa even Pan
Flying with the stars and moon

Where you'll meet the nicest ones
Down to Satan's closest relatives
A place where lying is permanent,
Being fake is constant

Where you can cheat reality,
And fool yourself endlessly
And this
—My haven.

Can you guess this place?

#home #haven

Jun 2017 · 257

Hurtle

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Hurtle

I fell
Not in love,
But for you.

#love

Jun 2017 · 520

Andromedae

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Andromedae

She loved how he traced her freckles,
Connecting those tiny blemishes with his fingers
Patching her pieces little by little, her precious tinker

And he loved how she never knew,
How he memorized them and traced Andromedae like a tatoo
Picking her chains, hoping to unclog her soon.

#constellation #stars #starrysky #night #andromeda

Jun 2017 · 483

Blue pencil

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Blue pencil

I was asked how
To forget a person you know
Down their deepest core
Up to every small gesture,
From those lethal touch
To those addicting smooch;

I answered, you can't
You may press delete
But your mind will always
Find ways,
Backing up deleted memories.

#memory #nostagia #reminiscing #past #over

Jun 2017 · 292

Ecchymosis

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

Ecchymosis

For a girl who writes
   Body filled with fresh-picked scabs
   Brand from you, as price

You melted her ice,
   Taking a sly aim and stabs
   Severing a splice

She forgave you twice
   Nick, slit and **** you gave thrice,
   Gives you one more chance.

#wounded #selfless

Jun 2017 · 293

star-crossed

fueledbysadness Jun 2017

star-crossed

Do you
Look at
The star-lit sky
And think
Of me
Like how
I think
Of you
Right now?

I hope you do.

#stars #night #twinkle #thoughts

Jun 2017 · 305

Amorfia