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Evan Jan 9
i’m not dead,

not yet.


though i wish to be,

i think i’ve found the one again.
Evan Dec 2019
I think about how you're doing.

I think about you in general,

I think about the possibilities.

Could I hang onto you like a koala because you're so **** tall?

What if I hugged you? Would my head reach your neck?

What if I slipped under your hoodie and hugged you?

Could I sit on your shoulders like a toddler?

I wanna hold your hand, could I hold your hand?
to: michael derose
Evan Dec 2019
THE ***** MY FAULT

I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU

I ******* LOVE YOU

SO MUCH

AND YOU JUST ENDED IT TODAY

DID THE KISS MEAN ANYTHING

DID THE LATE NIGHT FACETIME CALLS MEAN ANYTHING

DID THE HUGS MEAN ANYTHING

DID THE I LOVE YOUS MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU??!


I GUESS NOT.

I GUESS ******* NOT.


THAT'S FINE

BUT IM OVER YOU NOW.

I STILL LOVE YOU

BUT IM OVER IT.

IM SALTY NOW.


I JUST WANTED TO KEEP YOU UNTIL VALENTINES DAY


WE HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN ON A ******* DATE YET


3 DAYS BEFORE OUR 3 MONTHS

OUR DAYS.


*******-


i love you.

im so sorry
sh
Evan Dec 2019
I HATE HEARING YOUR VOICE WHEN I LISTEN TO MY MUSIC

JUST SHUP UP

SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP

I HATE IT

I GET IT

YOU LIKE TO SING

BUT ******* SHUT THE **** UP FOR ONCE

I HATE HEARING YOUR VOICE WHENEVER I LISTEN TO MY MUSIC

ITS SUPPOSED TO BE CALMING

BUT YOU

YOURE MAKING IT SO ******* STRESSFUL NOW


im sorry/
anr
Evan Dec 2019
inhale

exhale

nicotine chemicals ruin your brain.
Evan Dec 2019
Chugging beers like it's no one's business.


I'm feeling great.


I'm down to the last pack.
Evan Dec 2019
Smiling in delight.

Smiling in sorrow.

What's the difference?

You can't tell.
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