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Jan 2017 · 361
From A Heart Jan 2017
So this is what it feels like.
You have introduced
it to me in no way
I have never been shown it before.
So this is what people **** for, die for,
live for, cheat for, fight for, cry for,
wish for, dream for, wait for, lie for...
So this is love.
And I'm pleased to finally be acquainted with it.
Jan 2017 · 964
From A Heart Jan 2017
A place that reminds me
of the softer memories buried deep,
deep inside my head.
Those indistinct blurs of pine
and nothingness once again
gain meaning as memories from
a thousand miles away,
from another land,
come rushing home.
*What the time fades,
the cold brings back.
Jul 2016 · 866
My Stupid Phone
From A Heart Jul 2016
My stupid phone doesn't work properly. It's old and it's slow and its battery dies a lot. The thing is, when I don't know what to do or who to talk to, and all I have to pull out is my phone, I can't play games or surf the net, because of my phone's inabilities. I need to look busy so instead I end up going back to all my message conversations. And then your name appears and I notice your group texts again and begin scrolling up and back into time and get to the point where my replies start and becomes more and more frequent. And then words start appearing that I had never said to anyone else before. And just like that I'm thrown back to that time, the butterflies and confusion. While everyone else around me is bored with Facebook. Joke's on them? No, joke's on me. My stupid phone's inabilities have a way of playing with me you see, so that boredom turns into reliving our memories. And then I don't feel like being around people with their phones out anymore.
Jul 2016 · 4.2k
Tula 2
From A Heart Jul 2016
Tama pala
Ang sabi nila,
Ang bawal ay mas masarap nga!

Ba't dito ako napadpad?
Hirap umusad.
Mata laging sayo lumilipad.

Gustong kausapin
Ngunit walang sasabihin
Ikaw na unang pumansin sa akin.

Ako ba'y umaasa
Ikaw na nga ba ang aking tala?

Deretsyohin mo ako
Ano'ng saloobin mo?
Ng maka-move na sa damdaming ito.
Jun 2016 · 290
Stars 2
From A Heart Jun 2016
Never been a dull thing,
But you stared at the stars more than me.

So I'll sit here and watch them for you.
And maybe learn a thing or two,

From the beings who need not do anything to be noticed,
Except* be.
May 2016 · 1.2k
From A Heart May 2016
Tititigan kita,
Aaralin ko ang hugis ng iyong mukha,
Tatandaan ang bilog ng ilaw sa iyong mga mata.

Tititigan kita,
Huhulaan ko ang tumatakbo sa iyong isipan,
Huhugot ng kahulugan sa iyong ekspresyon.

Tititigan kita,
At mangangarap ng tayo sa kinabukasan,
Hahayaang madala ng imahinasyon.

Tititigan kita,
*Habang may tinititigan kang iba.
May 2016 · 361
Dear God,
From A Heart May 2016

Get me out of this hole,
That I so willing dug for myself
And make deeper everyday.
May 2016 · 846
From A Heart May 2016
This is what I feared would happen.
That you would prove me wrong,
And by wrong I mean right.

That all the doubts I had in the beginning,
Would make themselves come true.

That I would set my eyes on you,
And begin to see a glow.

That you would feed off of my emotions,
And make me forget for more than a second,
Black holes don't turn into stars.
But then again, what's wrong with being a black hole?
May 2016 · 226
From A Heart May 2016
When I say I understand you,
It doesn't mean you we're right and I was wrong.
It means even though I stand by what I said or did,
I will choose to ignore my feelings,
In favor of yours.
because I love you.
May 2016 · 918
From A Heart May 2016
Aalis ako.
Gusto mo ba akong samahan?
Alam kong nasasaktan ka,
oras na para lumisan.
***** tayo sa kalawakan.
May 2016 · 1.1k
From A Heart May 2016
Naiinis ako sa mga hipokrito
Na ginagawa sa iba
Ang ayaw nilang gawin sa kanila.

Naiinis ako sa mga makasarili
Na kaya kong unawain
Ngunit hind magbibigay ng oras na intindihin ako.

Naiinis ako sa kanya
Dahil nalilito ako.

Naiinis ako sa kanya
Dahil nililito ako.

Naiinis ako sayo
Kasi ayaw mo akong tigilan.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko
Dahil ang mundo ay bilog nga
At alam kong lahat ng kinaiinisan ko
Sa akin din nagsisimula.
Apr 2016 · 2.9k
Istorya nating dalawa.
From A Heart Apr 2016
Nakakapagod makitang lagi kang may kasamang iba.
Nakakapagod pakinggan ang mga kwento mo tungkol sa kanya.
Nakakapagod isipin ang history ng love life mo.
Nakakapagod tanggapin na, sa ngayon, hindi ako ang para sa iyo.

Pero salamat sa tiwala.
Salamat sa tawanan.
Salamat sa mga panahong natutuwa kang makita ako.
Salamat sa pake mo sakin.

Na kahit pa ulit-ulit na nagagasgas ng mga salita at gawa mo ang puso ko,
Binigyan mo ako ng panahong makilala ka. At malaman ang mga saloobin mo.

At oportunidad na mahalin ka kahit masakit.
Ang tunay nga na pag-ibig ay walang hinihinging kapalit.

Kaya huwag kang mag-alala,
Anumang gawin mo,
Hindi ako lalayo.

Dahil alam kong kailangan kita,
Pero deep down
Kailangan mo rin ako.
Apr 2016 · 1.1k
From A Heart Apr 2016
Hay nako,
Bakit ganto?
Di makatulog dahil sa'yo.

Replyan mo 'ko please!
'Di ko na matiis!
Kelangan ko lang 'tong ma-release!

Gusto kita ,
Ngunit nahihiya.
Iniisip mo parin ba siya?

Pwede bang me nalang,
Poging nilalang?
Effort saki'y 'di masasayang!
me nalang pls
Apr 2016 · 256
But that's just me.
From A Heart Apr 2016
I'm not confrontational.
I can't deal with things in my life like I should.
Apr 2016 · 242
From A Heart Apr 2016
Don't worry lovely girl,
Your special words are not to be apologized for.
Apr 2016 · 197
From A Heart Apr 2016
Does me writing now
mean that I've once again gone and
purposely fallen into a new hole?

The feeling returns
in the pit of my everything
that I am suffocating, intentionally,
and frustrated for doing so.

Confusion, flusters, guilt, you.

Tell me,
how do you do it?
How do you let yourself
look someone in the eye,
and know with confidence
that your feelings cannot
bother you any longer?
How do you become
numb as you so often tell me you are?
Do you feed me your sweet words and
false hopes?

Or have you really, in fact, found the key
to immortality?
Apr 2016 · 204
Late Night Questions
From A Heart Apr 2016
Why do I always gotta go and ruin something beautiful?
antanga ko lang po.
Jan 2016 · 268
From A Heart Jan 2016
You and me
Sitting in the night
Stars speeding by
Never fading lights

Words spewing out
Speaking with eyes
Minds running wild
Silence on the rise

Time is all the same
No fear of running out
When I'm with you
The clock comes to a halt
Dec 2015 · 284
From A Heart Dec 2015
Now that things have calmed down,
I think of you less.

I fear the feelings
and words and poems
and feelings and emotions
and songs
were brought on by the rush of moments,

Nothing more than sweet escapes with consequences,
stress-relievers that came with their own stresses.
Dec 2015 · 232
From A Heart Dec 2015
There's nothing
quite like
revisiting the music
that releases you;
and having it
make you remember
that in spite of everything,

you are loved.
Dec 2015 · 251
From A Heart Dec 2015
Just like the day I turned the corner,
And came face to face
With the majesty suspended from the sky;
The huge white paint brush strokes
Gleaming brighter than their metallic counterparts,

Just like how everyday these soft lines
Grow prettier as the sun shifts;
With their colors providing what land cannot give,
The serenity of an uncleaned palette
In the never ending sky,

This is how you take my breath away.
Dec 2015 · 266
Attention Span
From A Heart Dec 2015
Stick rods in my brain and
Shock me awake;
To get my attention
I fear that's what it would take.
Dec 2015 · 529
From A Heart Dec 2015
I beg you, don't waste your pretty words on me.
You know who I am, but you don't know my name.
And trust me, *a name can change everything.
to a certain poet
Nov 2015 · 293
From A Heart Nov 2015
And so now here I am. Thinking about what you’ve done, and what I could’ve done instead - realizing that you told me all I needed to know in the beginning. I ignored what you said and chose to listen to what you did. Actions speak louder than words. The phrase slips into my mind yet again. What a fool I was. Statements like these can't become life quotes. Sometimes I guess the truth is in the form of words. Like I said you told me all I needed to know.

The one time your words told the truth, you let your actions lie.

i need to seriously stop writing about you
Nov 2015 · 1.8k
Walang Titulo
From A Heart Nov 2015
Pasensya na kung akala mo ayaw kong makipag sayaw kasama ka.
Sadyang hindi lang ako karapatdapat na ma-pares sayo.
Nov 2015 · 235
Favorite Song
From A Heart Nov 2015
I won't let you sing me a song
Especially not that song.
Don't misinterpret me, my love,
Your voice isn't the problem,

It's just that I can be a pessimist you see,
And I fear that when what we have is over
and you have broken my heart,
You will have ruined my favorite song too.
Nov 2015 · 217
Know me first
From A Heart Nov 2015
You don't love me...
You just love the thought of loving me.
Nov 2015 · 868
From A Heart Nov 2015
Had a solid plan
You came out of nowhere; and
I'm back to square one.
Nov 2015 · 237
From A Heart Nov 2015
We both conversed
about our common
dislike of showing
vulnerability in
front of others.

I was moved
when I told you
my story,
holding back tears

And when I was done,
You cried for me.
Nov 2015 · 768
Things I Want More of
From A Heart Nov 2015
I want to make my own money.
I want my own job.
I want my own place.
I want my own friends.
I want to be independent.
I want to meet someone special.
I want to get heartbroken.
I want to be lost.
I want to be found.
I want to learn the value of things.
I want to experience on my own.
I want to feel comfortable being sad.
I want to know God.
I want to feel free.
I want to feel happy.
I want to be loved.
I want to feel ready to return Home.
Nov 2015 · 785
From A Heart Nov 2015
I merge clips.
I merge audio and video,
sound and pictures.

That's all I merge;
For fear of disrupting
this natural order
I have constructed.

But tonight I merged
two separate lives I owned
And to my surprise,
things turned out okay.
For once, it's nice not to feel torn.
Oct 2015 · 1.0k
Tunay nga ba?
From A Heart Oct 2015
Kung sabihin mo sa aking hindi seryoso ang paghalik mo sa kanya,
Paano pa kaya yung mga matamis na salitang pinaparinig mo sa akin?
Sabi nga nila diba,
*actions speak louder than words.
Oct 2015 · 614
Here's to the Moments
From A Heart Oct 2015
that take the life out of us,
that make us feel worthless,
that remind us we are imperfect,
that show people what's underneath.
the moments that let people in,
that force us to be humble,
that make us exercise trust,
that show we are vulnerable,
that give us more questions that answers;

here's to the moments that just seem to take without giving
that make us put everything on hold,
that let us take risks,
that make us rethink,
that let us be bold.

here's to the moments that make us feel alive.
Been having a lot of these moments.
Oct 2015 · 4.2k
From A Heart Oct 2015
Sabi mo sa akin, huwag kong sabihin na...

pati puso ko,
mo lang ako,
totoo yun,

Ang sagot ko sayo...
Oct 2015 · 1.2k
But then I'd be lying [10w]
From A Heart Oct 2015
I would like to say
I am not avoiding you...
Oct 2015 · 560
internet (haiku)
From A Heart Oct 2015
midnight lights, subdued
rainy nights last forever,
weary eyes consumed.
Oct 2015 · 420
Have I loved?
From A Heart Oct 2015
I have never fallen in love,
at least that's what I allow myself to believe.
I haven't gone mad for anyone or
done the crazy things that I should do if I were in love.

I've never had someone say they loved me.
I've never been fancied by someone I fancied.
I've thought, "He must like me"
I've been happy for weeks knowing he likes me...
I've fallen from the sky knowing how wrong I was.

I've thought he made me believe he loved me.
I'd like to believe he was playing with me,
or even playing me,
But not even that.

How could I have loved anyone then,
when there was no one to love?
No one I should have fallen for.

But why then do they say that I must
have fallen in love at some point of this life of mine?
After not allowing myself to believe I had,
I confronted myself.

Why do I see his face in the children
who merely lift their eyebrows?
Why do I always see that smile of his,
even when we never met up again?
Why do I feel pained and at the same time happy
that he is happy, with someone else?

And then I come to the realization
that I could have loved,
a long time ago
when he sat next to me.
And maybe even I did love.

For he didn't need to do
anything to receive this emotion.
His being was all he needed
for my inexperienced heart to turn towards him,
and not be his... but definitely turn towards him.

And with his ignorance,
or maybe not-so-ignorant self
He scarred my heart with his indifference.
Yet not a scar of hate or heartbreak--
but one of remembrance that won't leave.

So did I ever love?

I really don't know.
Something I wrote in high school about a boy who remains dear to me.
Oct 2015 · 471
From A Heart Oct 2015
That's what I want, darling
To be recognized,
Selfish as it may sound.
From A Heart Oct 2015
I dreamed that things were not as they seem
That knives shone and glass did indeed gleam

I dreamed of a world of fairy tales,
Of magic, sparkle, and singing whales

I dreamed you were standing by the shore, so was I,
So were peach castles and the sound of a lullaby

I dreamed that you turned to me to say...
whisper in my ear, love on your fa--*

A sound jolts me awake, you hold a blade to my throat
And you have on your favorite mask and that coat

There is no one to hear my screams.
Next time I won't dream.
Things are not at all as they seem.
Wishing someone was different.

Justin case.
Oct 2015 · 412
Life's Question (10w)
From A Heart Oct 2015
Why do we want the things that we can't have?
Oct 2015 · 198
I was wrong.
From A Heart Oct 2015
I was wrong,
about you.
I'm sorry.
I thought you
were someone else.

and yet I should
have seen it coming.
The way you
put your arm
around me
but kept that smirk
on your lips.

Your laugh that
could have been so
easily misinterpreted,
was intended to do
just that.

Your words and games
had made me alive.
Your words and games
now make part of me
feel broken.

Why did you bother?
Tell me that.
Tell me what
your motives were.
I'm curious.

But still,
don't worry, dear,
all these are just words.
I'll get over you.
It's just that for now
all I can think about
is the fact that
I was wrong:
you didn't care.
Oct 2015 · 6.4k
Gusto kita.
From A Heart Oct 2015
Ngunit hindi ko maalis sa aking isip
ang katotohanan na ika'y umiiyak ng obra maestra,
At ako'y napupuwing lamang.

Gusto kita.

Ngunit paulit-ulit na pinapaalala sa akin ng utak ko
na ikaw ang malayang kalawakan,
At ako'y karagatan na may hangganan.

Gusto kita.

Ngunit tayo'y magkaiba ng mundo.
Tanawin mo ang mga planeta ng imahinasyon mo,
At akin naman ang bulalakaw dito sa lupa.

Gusto kita.

Ngunit patawad.
Natatakot ang aking puso na walang paraan
para magsama ang Hilaga't Timog.
Oct 2015 · 309
From A Heart Oct 2015
Ano pa ba ang aking masasabi, kung hindi ka makikinig?
Oct 2015 · 392
Let me
From A Heart Oct 2015
Let me show you colors.
Let me show you lights in the darkness of night.
I want you to see the vibrant reflections of water drops on glass,
The people whizzing by in blurs.

Lend me your ears.
I want you to hear the sounds of the streets.
The buzzes and beeps of a world far from sleep
Though the moon sits in simple silence.

Give me your hands.
I will guide you through the dark.
Past the brilliance of the the things you see,
And the resounding noise of the things you hear.

'Till you fear them no more.
inspired by my commutes home at night
Oct 2015 · 254
From A Heart Oct 2015
I want to know you, to see your words
And know they come from a place
Deep within you.

I want to know you, to understand
That you are the only you
There are mysteries only you can hide.

I want to know you, to hear your voice
To feel your passion and your pain
To see what you burn for.

I want to know you, to know you
Whether you want
To get to know me too, or not.
Oct 2015 · 755
Eternal Bliss (10w)
From A Heart Oct 2015
We don't belong to this world, something better awaits us.
Sep 2015 · 1.2k
From A Heart Sep 2015
I don't know how we got into this...
'cuz you and I are nothing alike.
And down the road my answer will be no.
So let's stop this
to save ourselves from
Prov. 22:3
Sep 2015 · 1.0k
From A Heart Sep 2015
Makikinig ba ako sa aking isip na dati pa namang magulo?
A line from one of my favorite songs.
Indak by Up Dharma Down
Sep 2015 · 1.2k
Just Remember
From A Heart Sep 2015
Anything's easy,
When you are anonymous.
Being named is hard.
A haiku.
Sep 2015 · 1.1k
Persisting Love
From A Heart Sep 2015
What is this love
That envelops me in my entirety?
The love of a perfect Savior
for a broken lamb.

*This love I so often dismiss.
This love that is not earned, but simply received.
This love that endures.
This love that forgives.
This love that persists.
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