I want your love
just the way I wish
but I don't need you
in my little lonely life
just realize
what you've missed
while holding up your ego
I want you to know
how it feels
to be ignored
completely.........

I still love you
with those every little pieces
that you left bleeding
I still remember
every little thing
I used to do
to remember you
You are the only one
Who makes me
the happiest
and the saddest
but
honestly
Deeply
I want to say
I don't need you

The more we have,
the more we want.

Don't let this self-effacing exterior fool you
I am meglo-maniac in the making
Social media the perfect introvert's mask
Reinventing myself daily
Vanessa Ives, girl-about-town, quirky geek
An attention *****
******* in the digital wind
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