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Flame Apr 2018
You are my first love
The one that God sent from above
You are my last love
The one I asked of

I am your first
I gave you the love that eased your thirst
I was your last
The loud melody that moved your music into blast

You were my first
My last
I was your first
But never your last
Flame Apr 2018
I walked inside the room
All eyes on me
I noticed yours were warm
But I shrugged it off simply

I want to remember every bit of that day
The way you looked sideways
As if looking for someone
But I hid and act as if I was no one

You saw me sitting under a tree
You stared at me as if you really wanted me
You told me things that I wanted to hear
But why did you break my heart dear?

That day
You told me 'let's just run away'
But sideways you looked again
And mumured I don't want you more than just a friend
Flame Mar 2018
I'm broken. So broken.
Yet, I don't want to be fixed.
I was smiling while crying by looking at your pics.
Why do I feel so broken?
I ask myself this.
Your Eyes were the reason.
Now this girl's heart is in treason
Flame Mar 2018
I hate how good I am in pretending
I hate how good you are at fake smiling
I want to see those eyes
I want to get you off all these lies

I'm just making a fool of myself I know
Because the lie started from me beginning till now
I'm sorry I'm not the one for you
And that I keep wishing you all for myself too

I want to see your smile again
But our chapter ended before "WE" even begin
I guess I can't and won't see it now
'Cause it's my fault I'm trying somehow

I'm sorry I'm at fault I really am
Can you blame me? I'm not as worse as them
This is me saying I love you
I really do
It's just that you can't love me too
Flame Mar 2018
I want to look at you
I really want to
I want to talk to you
I really need to

Instead of doing those things
I smiled and fix my shoe strings
I decided to hide and smile
I knew you and her will last for a while

She was all yours
Im here at the back waiting you to fall
If I had the courage?
Would you even acknowledge?
Flame Mar 2018
It was such a good day
The lights were perfect
The sky a bit grey
Our roads intersect
But never met in any aspect
Flame Aug 2018
my hands trembled as I walk
You asked me if we could talk
of course I said yes
I never loved you less

You asked me about the weather today
I think of words to say
I know this will end bad
This talk is going to be the reason why I'll be sad

"what are we to talk about?"
that is what I wanted to shout
But I kept silent
Pretending that it didn't bother me

"I'm sorry"
that was your first line
"It's not you It's me"
I have heard that before

I hugged you one last time
I cried that night
As I turn my back on you
I silently whispered "I don't wanna lose you"
it was so hard for a girl to day the things she doesn't want to
Flame Mar 2018
I imagine you talking to me
I imagine you smiling at me
I imagine you holding me
Cause that is what you are,
Just a pigment of my imagination. A dream.
Flame Apr 2018
I want you to stay
The words I was begging you to say
You hold truth in your eyes
But then your mouth tell me lies

Maybe I missed the old days
The love is there I know
Maybe I missed our old ways
I closed my eyes and try to sleep in these dark days

There are voices in my head
I want myself dead
But I remembered the words you said

At the end of the day,

I love you still
I always will
Flame Apr 2018
With you I dreamt of flying
Funny though, I woke up crying
Why? Is the question I wanted to ask you for so long
But I can't, I ended up walking on my own

Am I hard to love?
Is the question I ask myself too
Maybe because Im stubborn
Or maybe because I'm not the one for you

Alone I kept walking
But then I smile
I try to forget even for a while
What I feel inside is another story Cause there, I was dying
Flame Apr 2018
I adored the rain
Maybe because it helps me wash away the pain
I thinks it's because it calms me
I believe its because it helps me

I want to become a rainbow
I want to be the reason you smile after the sorrow
I want to take the pain away from you
Even if you don't want me to

I want to scream and shout your name
I want to curse for falling in your stupid game
I want you to realize that you are to blame
Why this little spark turned into flame
Flame Mar 2018
Eyes closed I dream of you
Remembered that everything's too good to be true
Woken up by a nightmare
We aren't together, never were
Flame Aug 2018
we talked again these past few days
I then fell again in your stupid ways
I can't wait for everything to begin
As I lay in bed again

As I walk in corners of our school
I saw you with your friends sitting on a tool
You were laughing at what she said
I was shocked, My heart just bled

You saw me approaching you
"hey we we're just talking about you"
I smiled and pretend it was okay
Until she rolled her eyes and smirked in my way

As I lay in bed again tonight
I watched as the stars shine so bright
I cannot help but to agree
that we are not meant to be
this is for the one who broke my heart.
Flame Apr 2018
Our shoulders met
It was the start of something I'd regret
But then I look into your eyes
It made me forget how to be wise
Flame Apr 2018
I wish to see a shooting star
But I looked down and saw your car
You were driving
Inside with her laughing

I wish to see a shooting star
One I can command to erase the feelings I have for you so far.

I wish to see a shooting star
One I can use to never tear apart.

I wish to see a shooting star
One I can tell that I loved you
Even from afar.
Flame Mar 2018
My foolish heart you tore apart
I hate your guts
And all your "buts"

Here is one thing
Real or fling
My heart is yours
My Darling.
Flame Apr 2018
Its was all a lie
The way I smile
The things I try
The words I say, lie

It was all a lie
The way you looked at me with love
The things you are trying to prove
You, telling me you love me, lie

It was all a lie
The people around me
The expressions I see
The forever you promised me , lie

It was all a lie
My parents
My family
The way they treated me, lie
Flame Apr 2018
It was such a good day
The lights were perfect
The sky's a bit grey
Our roads intersect
But never met in any aspect
Flame Mar 2018
We were speaking through our eyes
I can't comprehend the truth amongst the lies
You say you don't wanna see me cry
But you can't even answer my question, Why?
Flame Mar 2018
You were stealing glances
While I was laughing with my friends
I freaked out but took my chances
Looking behind me
I saw her, very pretty
I realized you weren't even looking at me

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