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Fine
She's letting you go

She knows
You were never hers
You knew
It will never work

Please don't give anymore hopes
Don't slide into her DM
Tell her how much you misses her
Cause at the end of the day
You'll never come
That breaks her so bad
She loves you
One which will never change

Yes, she's stupid
The most
I'm glad you came
I was happy
Truly happy

Until the day
You said clearly
You didn't come for me

This is sad
Pathetic
What did I do to deserve this
After everything
That we've been through

So here we are
You and I

In the same room
On the same bed

Skin to skin
Cuddling each other
Us
I don't know
Whether it's forever or temporary

I don't know
If you'll ever come back again or not

I don't know
But all I know is my heart is aching, again.

This is hard.
I never saw this coming.
Not even an inch.
We are never alone
Alone doesn't exists for us
There are witnesses
Guardians and angels
Watching over us
Never leaves us alone

They're not there for you
But they're watching over you
The sky and the stars too
That's the truth
In all time and space
We're protected
Everything is temporary
You'll get better
Have faith (:
That sight you gave
The smile was there
Every second of life
I was hoping for an end

An end with you
Your beautiful eyes
Your pretty smile
My beautiful soul

Telling you how much
You mean to me
How deep i fall into you
Now I'm at ease my darling
I'll be asking
Are we on the same page?
Are we giving the same energy?Cause if it's a no
We got a reason to go
Jika bersendirian itu lebih baik
Biarlah sendiri

Sabarlah sayang
Segalanya sementara

Tidak engkau
Mungkin aku

Siapa dahulu
Tidak aku tahu

Kita pasti akan pergi
Menghadap abadi

Membawa diri hina kepada yang pasti
Yang Maha Mencinta
Gasping for air
Cause everything was grey

Surrounded by the locos
Pretending like its okay

Walking forward
Searching for a new day

Tell me something
Something about your pray

Am I lost
Or it's just sorrow

Is there hope
Cause I see nothing for tomorrow

Not in the dark
But still I'm scared

Where's the love
Nor the forgiveness

Am I disqualified
To ask for kindness

Will my Lord listen
Cause these sins they're so black
You're like the wind
You're cold
It's cruel

I don't wanna miss you
But the weather
Forces me to

I never wanna hurt you
But you're hurting me too
Like a tattoo

My black lips
Praying so hard
Hoping that I'll hate you

Like you hate me
But our sweet scenes
That's all I remember

I hate me
Like you hate me
Anyone, help me!
Sometimes I wonder to myself
Is this one of Your way
To make me go back to you again

Was I so blind
To not realize this earlier
Was I too ******* myself

I know I can't turn back time
And I acknowledge
I'll be the happiest if You forgive me

All of my sins
Realising the fact
It falls easily
That scares me
Scares us

We thought
We could control it
We thought
The powers in our hands

Against the will
Again we hurt ourselves
Wasn't just a cut
Some they swelled

The pain
They're unexplainable
The hurt
They can't be heard

Buried
Deep
In our very soul
Forever
Beautiful yet fragile
All you do
Is fly

Like everything that
Lives
To die

Just so you know
It's a lie

When they say
Everyone likes you

When you fly around
Some they runaway

It's not true that
Everyone loves you

Its not your beauty that counts
It's what you do
It's true that some
They did mention em
On their online pages

But hey stranger
It has nothing
To do with you

It doesn't hurt you
It's not making you bleed

Hey stranger
Do you know
Does she or he
Really mean it or not

Come on stranger
Tell us about it
Do you really got the superpowers
To read our minds

Hey hold up stranger
We don't really care
Assume us like you always do
Act like you knew everything

Hey stranger
We don't really have to
Tell you everything

Remember
It doesn't make you bleed
Yes
It's Cold

Still covering myself
In a thick blanket

A mug of
Hot chocolate would be nice

Having you
Next to me would have been better

I wondered
Have you ever think of
Me at this kind of moment

Touching your skin
Gives me comfort

Having you close
Makes my heart feels ease

Looking at your smile
Never been better

Most of the time
I'm scared

Can't even imagine
How's my days

Without you
In it
None of it was for you
    It's for myself
My own pleasure

    Cherished what I had
But like I said
     None of it was for you

Every puff and each rolls
    They ain't for you
Never was for you

     Dancing in the rain
Synchronized the pain
      It was my choice
If overthinking kills
I'm literally dying
Still my heart choose to love you
The same person
Ever since
Dance in the rain again
Felt like a kid
Free and fresh
With a smile on my face

   Chances are always there
   Whether you like it or not
   Sooner or later the time will come
   One day you'll have to decide

Maybe you're not even ready
Maybe you're well prepared
Maybe you'll love it
Maybe you'll hate it
I'll never force you to stay
And the last thing I'll do
Is to force my heart
To leave you there

Even when the truth is
It's so very heavy
To move away from you
From our dreams and memories

There's always a special spot
For you
In me
Maybe you'll never know that

Never.
Ego
Ego
So very messed up
The cloud's dark grey
Everyone's too tired
Hungry as in package

You're asking around
Maybe there's someone
Wants to share
Nor it will all go wasted

It's just frustrating
This ego is killing
What to wait
It's your call

These eyes met
Went all speechless
Plain and nothing
Again the ego wins
They were too clear
I could feel the hate
The regrets
It felt sad and once I woke up
I feel sick
Everything seems to show
This secret is a secret no more

When you go
You left without looking back

Not even a glance
Maybe everything's just a show

A made up
Made out of lust

Saddest part is when
Everything seems to be so true

Guess that all my friends
Was right since the very beginning

I was a fool
Fooled by you

Hey heartbreaker
Thanks for the memories
It is very disappointing
When we think it could end
Just by saying sorry

It is very saddening
How everything became nothing
Not like what it was because of misunderstanding

It is totally frightening
When we let our ego wins
And lose the ones we love

Does it worth?
Gf
Sometimes I caught myself

Thinking about you

Thinking about us

What we used to be

It was great

Maybe not everything

But most of it

Alhamdulillah

I'm grateful

Thank you
Whatever your devil whispered to you
About me that night
Doesn't represents me

Come and talk to my devil
When you have the guts to
No baby, you're not a ****

Just a coward
The handsome one
Still my favorite
I'm scared
But I had to ask
Before I regret
Before your next flight

It takes courage
For me to say it
To hide this shame
To accept the pain

Your answer
It leaves me hanging
Again
I'm hanging

Hoping to die
So soon

This pain
That makes me feel alive

Loving you
What makes me feel human

Kissing you
May ease the pain inside

I miss you
If only you feel the same
Sick and tired
Of myself
Never to you
Never us

Haru haru
It tasted bitter
So very bitter
Bitter us

No one
Nothing

Knew nor realising
Only mattress and pillows
Thru days and nights

This ain't bending
It's breaking

Beautiful sunny
Yet we felt cold
When it's winter
All you felt was hole

In the crowd
Wanting us

Not alone
Yet our hearts are lonely

Here
Now
Today
Haru haru means day by day
Will you try
To make me understand
Or you'll just leave me believe
That you hated me all along

Do you care
To make me understand
Or you'll just leave me alone
With these tears all night long
Him
Him
This is tiring
This is killing
This is unacceptable
This is slavery

Everything's about him
Everything's what he want
Everything's under his command
Everything's his dream

He's always right
He's this
He's that
It's always what he wants

He never listen
Never
Never did
He's not even deaf

So exhausted
Breaking apart
Into pieces but
He didn't care

He never
Never
Never really care
Nothing but him

Felt like drowning
Dying
But still living
In this hell that he creates
It's the first day
Of the Holy Month
Of Ramadan

I am happy
To be here
Among the chosen one

Thank you for this chance
Thank you for this day
Thank you for the food

There will be no words
That could discribe
How much thankful I really am

Happy Ramadan Kareem
To everyone who celebrates
Stay strong, it won't be long
Idk
Idk
I don't know
If this is the truth

I don't know
If this is real

I don't know
If you're not just my day dream

But it felt real
It felt honest
It felt hard

To just let it in
It's not as easy as it seems

To just accept the past
It's easier said than done

To just forget how bad everything was
Isn't that easy

I don't know
What to do
What to feel
Which is real

Will you help me?
From the first time
We fought like hell
I know you'll end up
Being my best friend
I like you
Since the first game together
Actually I knew you
Before we're in the battle
I'm not a stalker
I just knew that my heart likes you

I didn't tell you about that
Maybe I never will
But I figured that
One day you'll know
Once you read this writing

Hey, I like you.
I miss you

Deep down I wished you miss me too

I miss you

I honestly want to listen
to your voice again

I miss you

I know I messed things up

I miss you

I know saying sorry won't heal you

I miss you

I hope you're doing okay there

I miss you

I'm telling you cause it's true

I really really miss you

I hope to see you again at least before the world ends
It's killing me
To try not to think of you

It's killing me
To undo things i used to do with you

It's killing me
To try not to miss you
Did i **** you too?
I've lost my touch
You gave me some of yours
Called it grains of paradise
A reason to smile
For anyone who needs it

Your birth is a gift, kal
You knew that it's true
Today's your big day
When you never even asked for it
None of us ever did

You are you
No matter where you are
Happy birthday dearest friend
I'm thanking Him
For our first hello to everything

Keep on doing
The things you do
The words you used
They spread like germs
While you turn em to gems

Keep on going
Stay at your best
Like you always do
When we're talking
About breaking apart

Happy birthday dearest friend
Glad got to know you
Out of the blue
End of my words
You deserve nothing but the best

May God bless you
Your family
Our friends
You're not a ginie in a bottle
You're just one of a kind

Sincerely, piah of yours
#fiyyargggh
You came with a smile
As a friend
Brought me happiness
Shared the joy

You asked for a space
In my tiny heart
I'm scared
But because of trust

I gave you
What you asked for
Everything was good
We're madly in love

I'm thankful
I'm grateful
I'm happy
We're happy

We planned to keep everything
Everything since the very beginning
Somehow something's happening
We're still ignoring

People just hate us
They really hate us
Hates you
Hates me

We're good at ignoring
Very good at it
We're loving our best
But nothing stays forever

You left
Because of them
You really did
Because of them

It's hurting
Breaking
Total disaster
To this tiny heart

No blood
Not at all
Cause I'm dead
From the moment of your first touch
Lies are unexpected
You could have lie to others
But you can't lie to yourself

Lies are unnecessary
Why choose to tell lies
When you could just tell the truth

Lies are usually for the cowards
It doesn't make things better
They mess you up miserably
You are a lifesaver
You're around when I'm down
I never call out for you
But you're always there for me

I wonder why
I wonder to myself silently
I'm too shy to admit
That to me you're a lifesaver

You
Are
My
Lifesaver
Same place
Different faces
Same path
Different paces
Same promises
Different lips
Same heart
Different lovers
This is not the first
Not even the second
Honestly I lose count
So can I count on you

It's like we used to
Had a conversation
Calm and **** one
Yeah I'm into you

The grass turns greener
Everytime we're together
The cloud looks prettier
When your head's on my shoulder

I miss this
I miss us
I miss everything
Includes the taste of your lips
Lost touch
Lost sense of humour
Lost in time
Lost in between
Sometimes I see you
You're everywhere
Sometimes you're nowhere
Not even in my dreams

Maybe I just miss us
The old us
What we used to be
What we had

What we can't repeat
What we can't exchange
What we had was great
I treasure it here again

Maybe you'll never know this
Maybe you'll never notice
Everything that we had
Even the first kiss
There's a difference between
Wanting to be dead and
Feeling that one day
Your beat might just stop
A new day
A new year
Me waiting for my playday
And still waiting for you

It's dark brown
These warm feelings
Lingers around me
By knowing the fact

It's only me for me
I'll be around the corner
Under the sun
Above our dreams

And yes, it's true
It's only me
For me.
#me
I gave you my heart
You broke it
Now I take it back
Just to heal it
The last thing
In mind
Is to open up
For someone else

Push away
All our love
Replace with anew
Nor anything else

On the new year eve
We're all alone
We're good at this
Has always been

It's enough
For you
For me
To feel the presence

To forget
It could be
To regret
Never will

Didn't gave you up
Never did
We knew what's best
This will last

Have faith in
This lonely star
Not even words
Can't tell
May not be good in bed
Or maybe anything

But it's worth to try
To change

For the better
For future

Even when we knew
That nothing

Nothing lasts
Forever
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