Eve: Favorites

Feb 2015 Eve

aflame

Feb 2015 Eve

mja

aflame

i fell in love with you
like fire

it was a flame at first
small and barely visible
but the warmth of its glow
replaced the crevices
where the darkness in my heart
resides

then suddenly-
it was wildfire.
it was passionate
and obsessive
the flames were getting out of control
not only the crevices burned
but my heart in its entirety.

i was blinded
by the blaze of the inferno
and the pungent smell of smoke
and when my vision cleared
i was nothing more
than futile ashes
scattering in the grim wind

-m.j.a

#love #fire #wind #mine #passionate #embers #grim #aflame #futile #mja

Feb 2015 Eve

That Feeling

Feb 2015 Eve

Adam Kobosky

That Feeling

I hate that feeling.
           that feeling when you're sad,
But you have no idea why.
           You feel so **** void,
but nothing has happened.
           They ask you what is wrong,
but you can not explain.
           Or they did not ask anything,
I do not know what is worse.
           It just feels like I miss someone,
someone I never met.
           I need someone who does not need me.
Loneliness hovers over me,
           takes control of me.
I do not even care.
           I extricate itself from the goals.
Sadness for now is my best and only friend.
           I begin to hate myself and
I want everyone to leave me alone.
          At the same time,
I want someone to hug me and
          told me that everything will be okay.

**I just hate that feeling.
That feeling,
when you do not even know what the hell you feel.

It's a feeling that only the heart and soul can feel.
Not your brain, because your pain will tell you are
okay when really your heart is altered by the world.
Someone please hold me, I really need it.

#love #heartbreak #feelings #sad #depression #life #heart #pain #thoughts #you

Feb 2015 Eve

Pebbles

Feb 2015 Eve

Haydn Swan

Pebbles

We throw lies into lives

like pebbles in a pool

watching the ripples disturb the calmness

then cascade off into the distance

Quite simply - cause and effect

Feb 2015 Eve

XXIV

Feb 2015 Eve

Shiennina Marae

XXIV

i gave in today
you are my worst
but best first impression
i gave in today
you were out of sight
but never out of my mind
i gave in today
you were out the door
with all my favorite books
like taking away all that's best in me
i gave in today
i gave in
you let out a sigh
and said you loved me
loved
loved
i gave in today
i gave in

#love #heartbreak #poem #poetry #sad #life #pain #thoughts #you

Feb 2015 Eve

For Future Reference

Feb 2015 Eve

Anniebell Lector

For Future Reference

If we end up angry, screaming reflections of who we are now,
Thank You for the butterflies.
If I end up choking
on tears I won't let you see
Just Know
I would never allow myself to mourn
for someone I didn't love.

Feb 2015 Eve

a love letter to myself

Feb 2015 Eve

anonymous999

a love letter to myself

please, i beg you, take care of yourself. when your stomach rumbles, eat. when your eyelids droop, sleep. and when your voice quivers, find a comfortable spot and cry, cry your little heart out. but when you're done, dry your eyes, occupy yourself, and know in your heart that you are better than that. do not be sad, be angry. become a roaring fire and burn the memory of all those who have wronged you.
do not let the leaky faucets **** you. do not drown in a bucket of tears. light it on fire. pour it out. throw it. scream "*******" to sadness because you are so much better than it.
let it out, let it out, let it out, then be done.

because yes love, right now your sadness feels quite heavy but the truth is that it is just a paperweight. learn to turn the page.

#love #depression #happiness #selflove #letter