Swirling in a typhoon
Never wanting to be still again
For i have never felt so alive
So captivated by this natural force
A rush
A truth
A powerful pull
A true love

I AM the divine centre of this typhoon
Consumed by its very existence
Wanting to forever dance along with him
To be entwined with him
This typhoon of love i call --
*my soulmate

10:38am Wednesday,  20th May,  2015.

I seeketh one to seal mine labium with her succulent salt,
To locketh me tight in her vault,
And to throw away our key,

On mine knee's ,
I canvass to find one!!!!

Two to have children of many!!

Light of my eyes,
angel that saved my soul,
beauty so divine,
more precious to me than gold,
warmth so tender
my skin never feels cold,
pressed against yours
I can grow old with you by my side
I Fear no more,
The one I was searching for has finally come home.
Where she belongs is here with me,
Tahirih we were meant for eachother
-of that I am sure.


Scarlet red were your lips that night,
So tender to mine I can feel it so close, taste so good I can hardly control my desire for you,
holding back is the greatest challenge,
you are one of kind there is no rival,
you are my Queen Tahirih
.. There is no reason for us to part
any who interfere should be charged for treason.
For I am your king and you are my Queen, and we shall create our own dynasty
for we are both royalty


King of the seas,
Queen of the fires,
beauty that burns a hole through any attire,
strength so powerful all shall bow,
we were born to take this world for ours. Waking to destiny,
you and I have begun,
our journey has started,
Tahirih are you ready to fight with me by your side?
Any in sight we shall conquer,
for you my love,  
give me strength to lead,
let us strive forward and plant our seeds, that they may grow and become trees.

Abundance awaits with your belief,
you and I,
There is nothing we cannot defeat!

8:18pm, Sunday, 24th May,  2015

It was a hot summer night that I first thought about how you have lost me. And so here it goes.

You've lost me the first time you  tried finding happiness from someone else's touch.
Lost me the moment I saw those blueprints saved in your phone.

You've lost me the moment I first found out that you lied. You've lost me too, the second time around.

You've lost me the moment we fought and not give a **** about it just because you ran and leaped into a familiar embrace. You've lost me the moment you drew another artful deception.

You've lost me when I chose not leave you just because of the aforementioned reasons. You've lost me the moment I uncovered the truth.

You've lost me the moment i felt the warmth of your yesterday burning and causing pain in my chest.


You've lost me the moment you killed me. I can say that for a moment I was dead. Longing for that one kiss that could've kept me alive. The assurance of your never ending love. But then, I can't stay in that coffin for too long. For barely holding on to your seasoned presence. I can't stay dead anymore. And right there, the moment I first opened my eyes, I realized you've lost me.

I chose to walk on my broken hearted soul topped with the stems of love I was willing to bid. All because I thought I would be walking beside you.

But you took another road.

I thought I have lost you. But I realized it was you who have lost.