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Somewhere, amongst the debris
of cigarettes after ***,
chemicals to induce sleep,
I forgot what it means to love.

I forgot what it means to breathe,
to sit still, and just be.

Somewhere, beneath these hooded seams
of solitude and well-versed grief,
beats a heart less cynical,
less tamed by vague distraction.

My nervous ticks and bad habits,
line of best fit for a near-hit
of satisfaction:

This is not enough, I know.
This is not nearly enough
to cool the bray of life
that still rattles meaning in my bones.

I forgot what it means to love,
what separates a house from a home.

Somewhere beyond this thirst
for brand-new words
is a gratitude for all that has been.
Every cliché holds a truth.

Every sentiment, a cocoon,
that I should lie so still inside

until I am wholesome,
until I am new.
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let's be alone together ...

would love to be ...
your every dreams ...
your all thoughts ...
your all nights ...
and every day ...
to be always ...
alone lonely ...
only with you ...

i wish ...
i really wish ...
only this wish ...
that we could change ...
our fate ...
to draw it as we both need ...
as we always dreamed ...
to live our destiny ...
with no apart ...

wish we are ...
sweetheart ...

what more to tell...

what to tell you ...
while you know ...
every feelings ...
that i got about you ...
since i knew you ...
what should i say ...
more than the love ...
that i sent ...
and still sending ...
as i will always do ...
never to give up ...
from the love ...
which i housed my heart ...
since my heart start ...
beating only within your heart ...
what should more ...
to say sweetheart ...
about you ...
and how i do feel ...

good morning ...

hazem al ...
You have been ...

sweetheart ...
as i'm been thinking ..
so much about you ..
i been drew you ..
into my eyes...
as an amazing picture ...
just to kiss you ..
yes my lovely lady ...
you have been ..
kissed by me ..
by my lips ..
which it so thirsty ...
only for you ..
yes i kissed you ..
did you felt ...
how much kisses..
i did ...

so ,..
will you please ...
do as i did ...
and send me ...
lot of kisses ...
as i did..
draw me now ..
and kiss me ..
kiss all of me ...
as i do always ...
when i think of you ...

hazem al ..
Where you gone...






why you left...

why you traveled....

its not easy to live into this world...

not easy to be here while you not...

so hard i am suffering right now...

your absence i can't bear...

can't stand with...

so dark days and nights...

even when i am among all...



sweetheart...

we are in love...

and its not a guess...

its a reality which we lived...

we promised each others...

there is a covenant between our hearts...

its an agreement forever...

no one can repeal it..

we promised on that...

even its carved into our hearts both...



so ,,,

why you traveled...

why you left...

did you really meant it...

i can't bear those nights after you...

long darkest nights,your absence...

long they are ,no life ,no air...

only tears eyes....

weary body and mind...

and so pains into my heart...



sweetheart...

here i am waiting as i promised you...

here waiting to your coming back...

come sweetheart..

take me away from my darkest night...

and hug me so tight...

i am missing you so much...

Hazem Al Jaber ...
 Feb 2017 fasika berhane
Angel
you don’t see,
for who I really am,
and i know that sounds,
cliche and over said,
but it true ,
when it rolls right off my tongue,
and it kills me,
that these words have to be sung,

Brown haired green eyed girl,
my body,
cant be misunderstood,
but its,
when I look inside ,
how i feel on what I see,
Its why others,
cant know what its like to be me,

They think I’m stuck up,
because I care bout I look,
But what they don’t know,
are all the times I cried,
oh how i shook,
when my mama,
yelled at me,
greasy hair,
overweight,
“your not pretty”

They think I’m stupid,
I don’t know anything,
all that I’m good for,
is acting ditzy,
and they dont see,
the hours i spend,
locked my room,
book open,
hand numb,
instead of out,
having fun,

brown haired,
green eyed girl,
my body,
cant be misunderstood
Just want to tell you ...            

i love you ...







and will keep loving you ...

how long i wait for ...

because you are my fate ...

and the choice of my heart ...

i love you ...



Just want to tell you ...

i love you ...

and will keep do ...

however distance and years parting between us ...

and will never forget the smile which you gave ...

the smile which changed my life all ...

i love you ...



Just want to tell you ...

i love you ...

and will forever do ...

because no one means to me as you ...

you are the lover who changed my darkness world ...

the lover who lighted this world and its nights ...

i love you ...



Just want to tell you ...

i love you ...

and never to be able to live without you ...

never to get a happiness without your soul...

never to be a lover without your loving heart ...

never to feel comfort and will nothing do ...

so ,...

sweetheart ...

you  ...

i love you ...



Just want to tell you ...

i love you ...

my life all belongs to you ...

my breathes all came in to me from you ...

my nights dreams all are about you ...

my days happiness are because of you ...

my only wish,is to be with you ...

my waiting only for you ...

so,...

i love you ...



Just want to tell you ...

i love you ...

you are my destiny ...

you are the choice of my heart ...

i love you ...

yes i really do ...

by : hazem al jaber
Happy Love's Day...



today is the love's day...
love's day as they called it Valentine's day....
but our love is not just this day...
its yesterday...
its today...
and every day....
started from the day...
that day when our eyes read one the other's language...
since they connected for the first time...
and felt both the love through those eyes...
those eyes which got well how to read this eye's language...
that language which got translated to an especial love...
this love which we still live till now...
and forever we will keep do....

Sweetheart...
its our day....
our love's day...
today...
tomorrow...
day by day...
and every day...
happy love's day ...
Happy Valentine's  Day...

hazem al...
My book...




its my book ...

loving book...

book with my words...

created only just for you...



here i am sending from my place...

where i used to write about you all my poems...

here is the book which is only talks about you...



when you open this book with your soft hands...

to read those pages...

which talks about you...

you will see me through my words...

my loving words which they loves you as me...

their into its lines...

you will realize that ,no one lucky as you...

no one has a rights to be into its lines...

only you and my words ...

and the love which we both granted...


lived all my life, just to live this dream...

dream about our love...

to make is love ,ageless...

lasting always forever...

never die...

stands only just to give us more happiness ...

famous,steady as a great pyramids...

a great history that never die...

every one wish to have this what we are in...



here is my book my sweetheart...

make is so warm in a cold days...

and pleasant as an air condition in a summer...

just to happy you and your eyes...

every words is a song...

and every song wrote and created for you...

to get a beautiful song...

so babe sweet angel...

come lets compose its words...

and lets play on its tone...

through our strings' love...


here is the book...

enjoy your eyes...

and feel my love...


hazem al jaber ...
Maybe...



maybe you created for me...
maybe i created for you...
and also maybe we will never meet..
maybe i am your another half...
maybe, you are my another half...
and also maybe never to be one...
maybe each one of us....
has his another path...

maybe you are not for me...
but you created for my...
maybe i am not yours...
but you i created for you...
maybe we have a same feelings...
same dreams...
same wishes..
but we have a different path...

so, ,
maybe...
a love and a feelings gathered us...
but the path separated us...
maybe...
maybe it was a love...
maybe not...
maybe...
perhaps...
i thought is was a love...
but in another way...
maybe i created to be yours..
but never to be with you...
maybe...
you created for me...
but never to be with me...
maybe...
maybe...

hazem al jaber ...
Breath your breathes....





let me breath you...

warm smoothly breathes...

poetic windy breathes give me...

and let me melt as a missing candle into your lap...

to warm your chest , to give me more sweet love...

oh the great you are...

great lover for me you are...



sweet lover...

i am a man..

loving man..

fell in love and touched the high sky...

reached love with no limit...

love that never sensed its savor, only with you...

love that never touched me,only when i am with you...



be close to me sweetheart...

more close be with me...

let me breath your sweet breathes...

let me touch your hands...

and lay my head on your chest...

to hear your hearts' beats...

to hear it calls with my name...

be close...

let me melt into your lap...

be close...

let me kindle with my heart, your darkness...

be close...

have no life without you and after you...

be close...

make me alive again through your breathes...

to irrigate me and my heart after a happiness left me..



O sweet liver lover

liver into my deepness...

living there inside me,even when you there...

sharing me ,my heart...

feels and makes me always feel with here...

because of you...

and only for you...

giving you all my life...

my soul...

my years...

just only be close now...

let me breath and smell your breathes...


by : hazem al jaber ...
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