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~INFINITE
Drugs guns attempts and ****** one roll off this urban griots tongue, I'm a sun from the slums that chased redrum funds, I walked the dark path of prison and gore, stopped at the end, then walked back to the beginning to become a verbal detour pointing man women and children in the right direction before the feel the heat and go through spontaneous combustion. The lemniscate ink spiller swings his pen back and forth to counter decapitation scythe swings courtesy of the reaper. I'm a five star general from New York, I was fantasizing on owning islands like rourke, I know the life well chefed ye for color coordinated residuals, ya know that **** that'll make ya lean or have a bobby b jaw with dilated pupils. in order to educate I have to spit with no filter, the life i lived was similar to helter skelter, it wasn't war for race it was war for boy or the contents of a Pyrex being burnt to a gooey paste. I got more friends dead than alive, so i use phonics mixed with Ebonics verse to explain the pain of sending kites to men bidding forever or the pain of following a hearse to release doves and throw flowers over the casket of eternal resting brothers. Money came in...so did those nine elevens saying another life came to an end. The facade doesn't show the downs of the game, you see the foreign wips, the chics, hear about all the chips, high grain ammo and xtra clips, you don't see mothers crying holding daily news clips explaining how her son died because of chips chics and foreign wips, they don't see the cheddar spent on retainers to prevent predict felons from becoming three time losers, The streets don't come with a fine print, it leaves out the particulars.

Infinite the poet 2014

~THE REB
Behind the madness I came to a conclusion of the humen world. The streets caged me in bars with no ability to pull comfort of a drink together with equality in communication with society. Understanding the diversity of life in corners made me believe struting my fist was the way of life. There were no hands to hold onto tomorrow. No space in alleys to run but to dead end vortex duplicity. Uniform authority confined my freedom to be humen. An animal to sociaty but I did no crime. Just to get from one ave to the blv these popo's be trippen down my ****** lines to the creases over my thieghs. Feeling for a high by touch to get that high in a remote area of their private sources. Age nine I stood in the ghettos near home. What I thought was a dream of doom I wome to a high with tracks down my arms proving this confusion. Colors to claim, and colors to flag, I kept pushing away congregations of street wars and bet on my own revolutionary independence. Pistol on my inner thigh I tred lightly in a walk of shame. I found no glory till one day my tears fell on paper. On the walls of East Chapmen Ave California were monumental master pieces of anger and sadness from one end on the wall to the other... I felt something twitch in me... Inspiration of something unfamiliarly bright over the darkness. And for each time I enter back home to family, there was rebirth, and I could not conceive knowledge until one day, the madness got me. I took that pen, and wrote the illustrations of my lack of pigment on every line.. These demons left me in wilderness. No caution about what life had ahead for me. I knew nothing beyond these streets. I lost the innocence in my adolescnce. All the agony and weakness and fears I had hidden for so long, later became exuberant effect. If there was no God, if he didn't love me.. my existence wouldn't have been standing here today to speak behind the madness.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Truth behind the pen
He drew tears out from
my eyes today
and the threads of my jeans got dark

So I wrinkled my jeans out
in parallel

              free...

just so I avoid the force
a plunge to my face when he
felt compelled

... answers that could not be
bought to his senses
it was lost
I love him madly
yet his paw had crossed me

...and all I could do was sit
there and know better, but -

yet-

I am not a bird that can fly
out an open window
to anywhere but here.
    
© S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
The head may be gone a while, but the neck ain't broken.. yet.
Earth is sleep in sound tonight
Yet in the eyes of stars well up oceans of sadness
The streets are filled with undenying yern to live
The smells of blood courses the air
In the young and old
Not a silent completion
Not a singal comfort in a drink nor a shot of ****** to behave lively
Only death awaits in alleys
Darkness falls in dead end roads
The earth is sound in sleep tonight
It tells stories of humen nature changing and exchanging gifts for the weak
No child lay still in thier beds
No mothers arms are full but empty with weary heartbreaks
Fathers cry in rage of self pitty and drive to another rage to prison bars
No glory here In the sound of night
No hope nor will to dream but to **** the sun
And all that is left are the stars that shed little light
Still not giving up on these children who cry in the night.

© Copyright 2013 S.T. PARISH Rebel of Eden
Unauthorized copying is prohibited.
Now that our royal head has gone
You are left with a single note in your song
You are now the upholastery
the carraige left to still carry on
In rivers plastered above faith and will
Righteously your love has grown in
deeper roots bright and strong
I know no other humen on earth
who loved her womb much more than her own
The corinthian covered in lime stone
stand strong forever
So when I open this final book
of proverbs and revolation
I know you are the mother
I ache to keep a lifetime as my salvation.

I love you mom.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
... but she is what defines, woman of phenomenal existence.
Soaking in the calvery hills,
I am pressed againts..

bearing the gethsemene of my heart

.... he surrounds me

that dévil..
I know where it leads me
Drowned in chest below
and head

[useless]

and weary above water

...I feel nothing

Piering my eyes across the surface of the water
dark walls play an abstract to my empty dreams
left me optionless but I am not dying

...Not just yet

...But I am already gone

I have seeped my veins
I have wept the countless moons
But it wont end my fears

...it's cold in here

But I am still numb
Reaching deep on the inside not
to find anything emotional
I just want... life

...to never end
in the ones I love so much
more than I am supposed
to have loved myself.

(CRITICAL INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. PARISH Rebel of Eden
When he leaves, he leaves to be better. When he stays, his world becomes concrete, when I fall upon his crown, everyday.
Absent
resting on a crippled pillar
bringing back words-
from your mouth
and rain
sprung in
so I brainstormed you
residing in secret of
raindrops.

tumbling like envy
whereas the smoke is clear
of all memory
that hope is colorless
but clear of design

words that belonged to you
squint in doubt
in vascular pressure
like fidelity was found scared
from heart to bone I'm shaking

in a brief time period
yet, you are the storm
descending
in the vicinity around me.

and out on crippled pillars.
hair soaked in deep shallows
I'd be banished in present
-calculating
one plunge after another
of water in reunion with salt
feeling you submerge
right through my skin.

- it's the kind of lost
I have grown accustomed to.

(INCREDIBLE INK)
© 2015 S.T. Rebel of Eden
DO YOU KNOW THE SANDMAN?:
(writing/poetry)

Shhhh...

Do you know the sandman..
.. the sandman?

Do you know the sandman..
.. the sandman?

well, I do

hightailing in your vagary
like whip lashes to your backside

he is what dreams cannot give your eyes

what a lonely surprise
he and the shadows combined

but he is spelling your dreams
sleeping beside you

in waves of moonlight

and he snatches away the lucent

in wake beside you he is whispering....

... shhhh

do you known the sandman...
... the sandman?

do you know the sandman...
... the sandman?

If you do well then,
he knows you too..

once upon many dreams you've met

and on one too many wheels turning... he crept

while it spins you're in an abominable threat

he'll tare down your sunlight
thinking he was the moonlight

ringing in your ears yet he huggs you in tighter to never awake

he loves to stay still
and never likes to move on

he poke's at ever membrain
holding in all what's meant

in his palms hold your soul,
in control

cities in your mind in abominiation
destruction and fear

there, standing in the shadows
he is waiting.

Do you know the sandman..
.. the sadnman?

Do you know the sandman?

.. well, I do.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Rebel of Eden
HAPPY HALLOWEEN WEEKDAY!
Twisted thorns point, and ***** my lips

touched me like, bee stings at the tip

like the fallen eclips, travel the lukeworm

formed fluffy pillows, touched by your storm.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
A fish and a Grizzly, fall so sweetly, one in mouth, the other, rule her lake.
If I could find the Proverbs
arranging them accordingly
Inside these lucid creases
I would die happy, just to
concieve metrical composition

... for all time

I'd scribble heartbreaks and
rescue missions of my soul
to clarify empathy of baptism
that my love is more than love

If I had a key with a heart
bleeding at the crown
I would unlock the poison
So much I allowed myself
in suffering
I am languishing
rib cages, shutting in
all my reasoning to breathe...

where to be found another day

I'd scribe in scrolls
of my 15 yrs of sorrows
hoping your eyes can see
I am just as damaged as
a vehicle wreck
Yet a mother of 1
who was lost
on a sad occasion

3 yrs ago when I first
decided to bare my deepest
and thickest out pour
of my poetry,
I wrote about you

Mathias Ti'avasu'e

..I became the whipping
motherless girl beneath Zues..

Conveyed the impression
at first glance
Writing my storms delicately
as when mommy first held you
helped me describe my
inner workings
so that you might understand

… exactly the mother I
could have been

I love you in all of your grace, your
purity, and your precious life.
And when that time comes that
I may write of you
I could find the words I need
to create heavenly for you
and to conquer

... and if this makes perfect poetry,
then why does it still hurt so bad?

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
for unborn lil one.. say hi to you brother for mommy.
Go ahead
and hold your arms out
open them up for me
you become soul exertion
searching for creed in me
running to me
finding that you transcend
into nothing of me
delight is the remedy
and you wonder sober
in wilderness treading tears
but arrogant your heart is
your palms had lived arsenal
bleeding in solitaire
so alone is your mind
because you still
can't find me
somewhere in here
the elixir of your dreams
and yet cryptic outside my doorway
I harbor my luxuries
where it once was dust
where many times
you taunted
many times you've doubted me
and now the rose has ascended
you long to trace my sent
I will transcend
leaving you scentless, def, and blind.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. PARISH Rebel of Eden
Love is like litmus paper. Tred carefully.
High hopes on high ropes
Swinging dreams back
pushing forth, life is d•o•p•e
come full swing, me and you
Tip toeing the pebbles
ever so carefully in rain dew
Sometimes on my tip toes
I feel someone a seether
Only in my breath knows
I treaded not for very long
But as harsh to please
To comfort, with ol song
On my fingers touch my lips
The tire of replicated movement
Made God and the devil pist
Tomorrow, crossed out my name
The merry-go-round that spin
The fire in my skin is pain
all the people know her name
Back and forth I rock my chair
thinking and going, stoping,
And time is not ticking
time is looking for rest, dropping
killing every move my toes make
Unchaste paragon I make rebel of,
and off they will go... my orgen
To a valkyrie's back who will slane
the shame of me..

~I am still hanging on. I love you mom.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
The pressure of love, executed
on every angle, corners wrap
round a trivial error in my mind
thoughts tucked in   -strapped
wallowed in the limits of the herth
against these stone walls cold
smudged on my face like a warrior
I wait for the smoke to clear
putting trust over judgment
vibes make music in my belly
so my mind is free of poison
At ease- you dance the hysteria
a groan man -spider in my web
and my heat is growing weaker
my mouth is silent, a monster
a beast, being that in my eyes
I am now troublesome
losing strength to pass by you
and my heart drops to the floor
glaring at the most visiously
beautiful disaster
standing in my way.
(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© 2015 S.T. Rebel of Eden
Weakness in the eye is hard to maintain. Never let it blind your own convictions.
Twining
these wings in diversion

I've elapsed..

there Is no misreading

these wings exhaust

breaking away

to the milky way moon
and dark ivory sea
with swaying hips
glowing by the glint
in a raven vault of heaven

..

vapor
lanced inside me
like a helix

and your lambent visage
is etched by our waves

you endure
emptiness with you

except
the delicate rosey interior you
had coveted in the passed

you had set free the anchor

and forsakened the charity

depleted blue reflections
grow vaguely in my hand

so i bandaged up my box
of its battered soul ,
and i stitched myself shut

and i abandoned your escape
of memory

[ ||. ]

hostile. incisive. and sunkened
in this entity i revered
you will somehow
breathe me into exaultaion
for the final time
-before all else maybe-

you and I
two serpants intertwine
we brutaly encircle as one

you are the zeal
no more

in the act of the dying beat

i lay it to rest
as you dreamed

one of these nights
it will shatter skyward
it will tred lightly in your inkling
in baptizems of sand
in torrents of blood

~

in each other

languishing

missing you.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Kiss me
I'm falling
Hold me down
I'm so in love
Confine me
So I can fly
Want me
our lamina

..white heat..

Keep me
before
and after
Take me
So I may
take you
Remember me
my voice
Feel me
deep inside
Walk with me
I will give you
my mind
Run with me
but...
wait right here
...

Are you ready
to go to
Forever??

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
LOVE. JUST DO IT.
I can't stop smoking...

For 19 yrs of clean air
I breathed in the insults of nature
And I kept in the moisture left
Penitrating loud conscience

Like the time my brother couldn't breathe
During his back sugery for 2 hrs
When docters placed his spine
With a rod in hopes to straighten his back to keep him from leaning sideways but his fix didn't stop there
In telescopes he is reaching perpendicular up north so the dreams of angels swoon amongst his sight
Condescending, patronizing what may come of the future
Tomorrow is a riddle that seeps the curiosity of what will be
And my love and patience for him to overcome pain stand strong

But I can't stop smoking...

Like the time I thought I was going out of my mind wondering why this cute kid wouldn't like me in class
Never guessing the young seed I was stuck in a crusifix shame
Like I needed his amo to pierce me Shooting ahead of time to tell me I will never be that girl when I grow up to fall in hell
I got what I asked for
in back seats of ***** power and  authority misty incubus
I was plunged into regret

To think that when I was told so many times at home to stop eating because no guy will ever choose me
And I'm hanging by desolation
With not the need, but the wants

I won't stop smoking the ******* effect feeling it asleep or awake
Beating pass the bruises on my chest because the S was a snake that swamped my entire confidence and bone
Hurting each time the main man of the house corrected me for each inch of my flaws

I can't stop smoking... Pondering on forgiveness

Confused and anxious like a dog on his/her down days tucking their tail in the corner waiting to be loved the right way
But I wait for the madness to give me a break and I'm begging for time to wait but the tides bash the stupidity upon my face when I kept pushing to betray my identity to embrase true colors
But my color is one.. tranaslucent
Justified and run through
By-passed and neglected all for me to devour and gag

I am still smoking... not breathing
Locking in chaotic hypnosis
Dodging the scent of excellence
Keeping pain alive as a way to get by and I envy it like Oxy
Holding me down bedding in gravity
But for now, fear is testing me but she is glass and I am the brick
Letting it know I am up and I am about to happen
In the words of Dr. Mya Angelou

"YOU MAY ENCOUNTER MANY DEFEATS, BUT YOU MUST NOT BE DEFEATED"

No challenge is well excessive
So the next time the ones who doubted me
The next time you see me breathing
It will be for life.

© 2015 S.T. Rebel of Eden
In the mean time
while it's raining in my head
I will blanket the only stars that lit in your sleep at night
beacause in my nights were restless in all my troubled worries of your burning sun
In the mean time
I will hide what I could not hold back from you all these times
... love
Where I can bring my worth up to strangrh
turn the pages and scibble about some kind of "grattitude" and other beautiful things that I can find
other than scribbling about heart aches and heart breaks of you
In the mean time
I will keep on going on with a weary head dugg down in the gutter somewhere wishing you can suffer all emotions suffered and transffer them unto you
In the meant time I will do the ******* do's and throw away the do nots so I may be at peace with myself
In the mean time when you search for me again like you normal had done before my gesture will change about you in that time
In the meant time I will hate in order to love again
but not for you
In the mean time men will swander compliment of taste of me while I suffer loyalty of mind, body, thought, and heart of you
In the mean time I will dissapoint God by doing my own will as to drowning in strong drink just to have the strength to finally drop you
In the mean time I will confide in air and space to cry and ache and toss and turn to cure this desease
which is you
In the mean time I will learn to forgive how you laughed at me because "I ain't ****" and for threatning to get another ***** at me.. what?!! just for ******* loving you?
so in the meant time...
in the mean time
I pray that God will help me through this burn
because I am so tired
of loving you.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
I see deep
inside,
the world.
My vision
is an eagle.
Even if I
went blind.
I can still see.
My heart
bleeds,
seeing
the young
so desperate.
Because love
is the hardest
feeling to find,
or to even
keep.
Like an A.
You may begin,
but to keep it,
you have to
do the work.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
~SPANISH HUGGZ
Years of denial and anguish
Have succumbed my emotions
Nights full of loneliness
Days in total darkness
Tear drops fallen
Unspeakable pain
Heart wrenching thoughts
When will it End

The lies I still heart
The pain I still feel
The blood I still taste
The bruises I still see
Oh when will it end

I'm down,
Hit rock bottom
Stepped on like dirt
Thrown aside like garbage

I won't stay down
I refuse
I don't deserve this
I will stand once again
I need to find my inner peace
I need to find my strength

I'm stronger than this
I can rise once again
I can find my light again
No more self hatred
This is the End
I WILL RISE

~REBEL OF EDEN
And my shadow was his blanket
like the silver spoon in his mouth
the reeses he bit like a beast
and the milk was smooth to his lips
he drank of my soul down south
my curtains he swayed openly
where light had shed on his eyes
yet against my will he drank
of my wine he licked, my lips down low as if the candy store were miles away
I pushed and cried and tried to brush his mannish longing off of me
tried closing my curtains for calming thoughts and dulled razor blades
I can't put down the damage denied to have erased
beneath or upon my skin sizzle in teeth marks of the beasts
mirrors, blasted into pieces shared
for every man who stuck me
and every mark of the beasts only turned to memory
that I am allowed now
to forget and never repeat
and in wake, the curtains lay open for a new day
and this time, the curtains are the ones on my window, and not mines
.. I WILL RISE.

~JENNIE SULRZYCKI (Poetess Starr)
The dark grey skies
Consumed me
The tears in my eyes
Confused me.
My legs gave way
Collapsed
There I lay....
But death surely refused me!

On my back I laid
As regret
pricked my spine.
Daydreams
of nightmares
Poisoned my mind....
What have I done
with this life of mine!?

A small frightened girl
Cried out in the dark space,
I don't know her voice
I couldn't see her face...
Anxiety and anguish
Caused my heart to race!

In the shadows of the dark
Her silhouette
Shined bright...
Like thunder,
she spoke with authority...
"FIGHT!!!"

Slowly and wearily
I stood to my feet.
This little girl
This little person
She's the inner me!

No where left
To fall to from here
Nothing left
To fear....
But fear.

Calling upon my God
I remember!
His love is generous
His mercy,
Lasts forever!

The pains of this world,
Were placed here
for me.
To strengthen
my faith.
To set me free!

I will not be oppressed!
I refuse to be depressed!
This stress....
Just a test.
To prepare me
For what's next!
All the anxiety,
Laid to rest...
Finally realized the power
I possessed!
No longer feel cursed,
I know I am blessed!

I am stronger
Than this!
I'm my own person,
Not his!
Tired of receiving
His fist!
Look out baby,
I'm ******!

I opened my eyes,
Cleared the tears
I had cried.
A new chapter
In life.
No longer a victim
to the lies.
I WILL RISE!!!
We were once victems. We are not anymore. We once were affraid, Not anymore. We felt and we're touched by hands that raged us, not anymore. We were scorned for being simply a woman, not anymore.
...NO THAT'S WHERE YOU'RE WRONG
YOU'RE REPPIN THE WRONG SONG
AS A MATTER OF FACT
THE FACT IS THE MAXIM TACK
I MATTER
PEOPLE MATTER
WE
EVEN MAKE EXCEPTIONS FOR THE MAD-HATTERS
I DECLINE ISSUES OF OPINIONS UNNECESSARY
WHERE THE DOORS CLOSE ON YOUR POISON BERRIES

WHAT A SHAME...

PIERCED BY YOUR JUVENILE DELINQUENT MOUTH
THAT HAD SPENT SO MUCH TIME YAPPING DOWN SOUTH
YOU
YOUR FOGGED UP WINDOWS NEED WINDEX TO WIPE
ALL THE RUST WHERE MAGGOTS RELAX THIER EXHAUST PIPES
CAUSE I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE WHO BURST IN WITH
ALL THAT I LIVED MORE THAN YOUR GLOBAL TITTYS AND YOUNG BOY HOOD SPIT

IT'S A **** SHAME...

THEY- YOU
THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT
THE GOVERNMENT
THE CHANGE FOR A NO DOUGHT
I AIN'T MAD BUT I DO APPRECIATE THE PUBLIC DISTURBENCE
STIRED UP IN CRITCAL FIELD DISCUSSIONS LACKING INTELLIGENTCE
I INSTIST
~NO~
I ENCOURAGE
I FORGIVE
I STILL THINK
YOU'RE WAISTING TIME ON
DEVOURING THE ONES
WHO HAD ALREADY TASTED
THIS POISON IN YOUR CUP
RIPPLING
*******

WHAT A SHAME...

MAKE YOUR SPEECH PRESENT
I CAN HEAR YOU
RIGHT THROUGH YOUR FEARS
ERASE THEM
WHAT MATTERS MOST
NO ONE IS BETTER
THAN THE OTHER
LEADERSHIP IS NOT IN A SUITE
IS IT IN SOMEONE WHO NEEDS
NOT WANTS
FOR EQUALITY TO JUSTIFY
WHAT WARS CANT PREVAIL
IN HATE CRIMES.

#justiceforvictems

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
#justiceforvictems
Inside my head there is a place
awaking the purpose to write
like incisions on a platter of a golden sizzor
Cutting in time wasted where it could be used in skills practice
to free a prisoner of rest
Like legos we stack purpose
And speeches never frail
There are times of a nothingness
for ink flows and poetic thoughts
yet naturaly words yell at my window for spills

a welcoming and re-entering

Paving for my souls exertion
editing exact details
carrying in a song in my psalms

I dont live in the gift
the gift lives in me
touring like a concert to sooth
or even to feel
Like a record playing on repeat
This is my mental obsession

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
When I lost you
It was like
I lost the moon
and the sky

..(sighing)..

yeah..
that's what it was like

or even like
losing my keys
or a home to the fire
and even when
I had lost
my muse to write

..(lingering)..

wandering
today what you'd be like
my eyes you'd have
no doubt
my smile you'd wear
very real
wondering

..Nostalgic..

it was the worst thing

but all these similies
can either be rebuilt
or be better
But what God is not ready
to give back to me no more

is you son.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T  PARISH
Rebel of Eden
LOVE
IS HIS HOLY ROBE
REGAL THAN AN OPPOSITE
A KISS OF LIFE

JUICY

RED

AS SIMPLE
AS AN APPLE ON A TREE
RUBBING AWAY POISON
KISSED
PIERCED
GENTLY BY TEASING INCUBUS SLEEP
BUT IF CAREFUL
IT WILL NEVER LOSE IT'S SHINE.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Love is real.
LOVE
TASTES LIKE
A CLIPPED WING
FALLING FROM HEAVEN
THAT SPILLED
FROM MY MOUTH
LEAVE THE ROSE
IN PIXIE DUST AIR
ON THE THRONE
OF MY TONGUE- DANCING
SO MY WORDS CAN SEND
RAINBOWS TO HILLTOPS
REACHING THE SKY.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Locked in caps.
HER LIPS SPOKE OF
WISDOME FED BY SCIENCE BOOKS
AND HISTORY TEXT AND
PHILOSOPHY OF ASSUMPTIONS
CARRYING A STRICKING EYE
FOR STUDENTS THAT
WON'T SIT STILL
SHE CLAIMS SHE LIKE'S IT QUIET
DURING FREE TIME OF READING
BUT I'M STARING DOWN
AT TEEN MAGAZINS
CAUSE MICHAEL JACKSON
MAKES ME SHREEK IN MY SEAT
AND I SAY NOTHING NOR
READ NOTHING BUT
                               
STARE
                               
ADMIRINGLY AT HIS
                                
PUZZLING FEATURES

THEN HER VOICE RISES OVER
MY HEAD LIKE FLYING BULLETS
MISSING MY BRAIN AND EYE SOCKETS
BUT SHE PLUNGED INTO MY EARS
LIKE THUNDER BULT AND LIGHTNING
AND MY SEAT WENT HOT
WHEN SHE STARED DOWN AT ME
HER WORDS CUDDLED UP
AGAINTS MY IGNORANCE
AS I FIGHT OFF THE BALANCE
SHE NEVER

OBTAINED TO
                                 MAINTAINE
                                
MY ATTENTION
                                
                      ­           ONLY FEAR

MY HEART POUNDING

!!!STARTLED!!!

AT  HER
RATTLE SNAKE INTENSIONS
AND HER VENOMOUSE WORDS
FELL UPON MY

LOW IQ

SHAMED AT MY ABILITY
TO LEARN EVER SO SMALL
AND SHE COULDN'T MANAGE
TO STAND UP AGAINTS
MY DIFFICULT APPLE
BITTEN BY SO MANY
BITTEN AT THE BIRTH
AND EATEN BY THE BEAST
OF STUDENTS WHO
STAND EGO HIGH AGAINTS ME
TURNING HEADS AT ME
WITH A GLARE IN THEIR EYE
THAT ONLY HORROR MOVIES COULD DEPICT
SHE DECIDED TO

FAVOR
                             
THE WIDTH
                              
 THE DISTANCE

AND                     

 THE RISK

OF HAVING ME
HER STUDENT...  AT ALL...
AND TELLS ME

"YOU WILL NEVER WIN,
BUT I WILL"

??????????

WHY MRS. ANDERSON...
WHAT EVER DID YOU MEAN BY THAT
23 YRS AGO I WANNA KNOW????????

BUT I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE
OR PAY YOU THE FAME
BECAUSE YOU STAND UP THERE
LIKE SOME PRESIDENT OFFERING
NO LESS THAN A TOOL
I CAN'T GET TO A HIGHER LEVEL
LIKE THE OTHER KIDS
FEELING LIKE A ROBOT
STANDING IN LINE TO EAT
STANDING IN LINE TO PLAY
RAISE MY HAND LIKE A CONVICT
TO GO TO THE BATHROOM
AS IF THIS WERE THE MALICHA OR
A **** OR NOZI OR HOW EVER YOU SPELL
                              THE **** NAME

CAUSE IT AIN'T ENGLISH
YOUR RING TONE PHONIC VOICE
RINGS IN MY EAR TO THIS DAY
AND YOUR PIERCING DULL BLUE EYES
IS ALL I NEVER WANT MY CHILD
TO HAVE AFTER ME

A TEACHER WHO THINKS
SHE IS THERE JUST TO BEAT DOWN
A CHILD
                                        IN THIER MINDS.


© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Very elementary. Then again, so was she.
Sundays come 
and my thoughts run randonmly
they are strong and deep
but I pray for my spirit to push me

I frequently faulter far from my soul
and I can barely stand still
when I walk I keep falling deeper
in an endless hole

I am affraid of my mind
intimidated by my loose cannon
there is nothing holy here
no wing I spread nor a smile to find

I sit now without a push behind me
I can't seem to walk in his house
knowing my faith is down
screaming coast to coast for harmony

I have a want to break this curse
while the world is turning
and loving and living is on going
There will always be another burning verse.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII!!)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. PARISH Rebel of Eden.
She called me,
the King of her heart,
a Jack Rabbit,
Seneca of a legion
The angel of mercy with wings
propelling love letters from its bow
sharp like the Red Jacket in her chest
The ace in her heart and she
died many times before
casted aside
I'm the message in a bottle
to be found ashore...
a lost psalm

And although the tare of her brittle
hope to believe
that an angel of mercy
could enlighten her of this scar,
I'll be shooting aerrows to knees
collecting feathers in my palms
Killing soft melodies
Good or bad deeds
Perceptions of a woman
are no excuses.
No mercy for a man.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. PARISH Rebel of Eden
"MY MIND IS THICK, 

MY MOUTH IS OUT OF BUSINESS, 

AND MY HEART HAS GONE ON A VACATION 

TO COMMA LAND..

NUMB."

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Just tired...
"MY MIND IS THICK, 

MY MOUTH IS OUT OF BUSINESS, 

AND MY HEART HAS GONE ON A VACATION 

TO COMMA LAND..

NUMB."


(INCRDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
Sulking in exchange for a touch.
Him; his spirit
and smile
is beautiful
and sencire.
Flip the switch,
and for

[a moment],

or for a day,
all the arch of him
disappears.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Being in love and handling skitz is so hard to do. Especially when the one you love so much, will live it to the grave.
Black and ebony wings
of crippled suspension of
-consciousness
enduring into the great extant
-something

while your convoy of words left
in animation of wilted air
dine me your codex
because in your world
this is completion.

© 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel Flower
Black is beautiful just as much and no less.
Sleep my little Ángel
dont you weep
I am with you everyday
dont you see
Things of this world
are enough to plea
enough to make you curl,
lock in your knees
Trust in me angel
please don't look back
When you wake in new day
put your burdens upon the rack
Once you find yourself the will
faith to believe and trust
I'll be standing here to welcome you back.

Love, your Holy Brother
Jesus.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Take in what you can
And I take in nothing
Steal from me my soul
What your tongue can't
Lashing in the gaps
Olympus high of pain
Nothing sewn nothing saved
Sweat touches as sour scam
Convince me the distance
A stream of connection
No desert is this dry
No winter is this cold
I am not afraid still
To carry in patience
Because no one else can
Give you the eternal hold
When you speak lightning
Beating my every inspiration
Down my head falls
You build every so often
A wall you make of steal
Around my strength
Above my garden
Nailing me in a coffin
Like cancer you spread
All your poison
In my palms
On a cross I wither
Dowsing the top of my head
Stinging the cuts from glass
And my heart seeps
While yours I work to gather
Tomorrow will heal again
Yet tomorrow I will weep
I need to spare some time
Before I collaps without recovery.
© S.T. Rebel of Eden
I AM AT TIMES A POOL OF BROKEN HEAD SKULLS
AND RAZOR BLADE NINJA CHOPPING MADNESS
RAGE IS IMMENSE BUT CLEVERAPTURE
TEARS FALLING LIKE SHATTERED GLASS
FALLING FROM IT'S WINDOW PAINS
CONTROL HAS NO HOME HERE IN MY PALMS
ONLY A GYPSY'S VISIONS OF TRICKS TAKE PLAY THERE
BOARDER LINES ARE CROSSED AS VISIONS OF TITLE WAVES CRASH IN
TO MAKE A LOUD STATEMENT
THIS CORE OF MY HEART IS POINTLESS AND INDIRECT
I HAVE MEANT TO PUT MYSELF FIRST
LIFT MY HEAD UP DURING DRAGONS CROSS FIRE IN THIS LIVING ROOM
BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A BULLET CATCHING LIFE IN THERE
IN MY HEAD, TRAVELING DOWN MY HEART
WHERE THINGS ARE BROKEN EVEN MORE AND DROWNED IN LUKEWARM PUDDLES

DISGUSTING WHAT RAGE DOES TO YOU
IT CAN TURN DOWN VOLUMES AND SKIP SPRING TIME COLORS
EVERYTHING IS A REBOUND
YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO FIGHT TO GET BACK WHAT WAS ONCE SO BRIGHT

... YOUR SANITY.

© Copyright 2014 S.T. CSP Parish Rebel of Eden.
It pays to keep sane. Your head is all you got.
SHE
SHE
When she tells you
"your ocean is a wave
of titles trapped in pipelines"
she is steeling only truth
from the ocean floor
compassion on the surface
landing on the shore
but in the deep sea she is drowning
purpose lacking to find
surrenity
she; the pebble
looking for a rock
strong enough
to hold the tides crashing
wind bashing, and breathing the storms
along the sands lay fragile pieces of
of crystal stars
that fell down from blue landscapes
escaping from the light
landing on her palms: cringing
damp by collision
the fusion in dispare
reaching these stars back out
to touch home in the sky
after night fall
the gift of giving back
is a bright day coming
where she understands
how to swim back to self
faith to walk on water
and possibilities do exist...
here.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
I want to smile like the sunrise

sleep in the heavens like the high moon

be cradled aligned with the stars

and rise like a proud head of a woman

that turn the neck

of a stubborn man


I want to be the apple

shinning beside my consort

run for miles to the closest rainbow

reach out to the struggles of nature

and embrace the rain

where I am baptized in holy evaporation


I want to heal

a broken childs heart

after and abuse

after an attack

and make them feel found

and whole again


I want to run with the wild

and fly

with Roman and Greek mythology

where fantasys crown me queen

and they are my dream

cause it never dies

whatever is young in my mind


when crumbled

I want to succeed

when fallen

I want to stand back up

and look at the world

and hold on to it tightly

because it is all I got

to survive.


And the world smells good.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
Dreams are able to live and survive.. are you???
Atiquity are etched in lime granite
Telling non fable tales of blood
Flooding over the rivers of Jordan
to the deep rivers of Hudson
You could hear them in all four
Corners of the earth were inprinted
Valumes in there voices broke
Cracked like glass now there is silence
When the time came for refuge
The night was cool as hope was here

Still......

Settling with what is now

Still......

The war for change is still
being faught for.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© 2014 S.T. Rebel of Eden
Slavery is still visible in every core of the earth.
Deprive me not my idioms,
and capture to aspire
a juncture alongside them.

photographic images
captured
of astral heaven,
rabid tides, and
submerging benevolence  
in the sand.

twilight
and
dreamscapes

placed in parallel...

crashing tides

a still moment dances by

water color laments from
my eyes

there is no poetry
living in affliction

vacancy: a means to
take in the lam

yet every lament diving in
my palms
conquered

lightly held inside your grasp

affliction in your soul
a very sad spectacal....

still life
in the sand.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
I have been to the deep blue
Where my faith had tested my fears
Boundries were crossed
And I had raised my own waters
So high, the sun began to disappear
It was dark there in the shallow
My heart was racing, time running
As my body submerged into- suspence
While the deep I faced challenges
Many creature's in Adam's ale
Shark attacks and eel whip lash
Fish that snap and jelly fish stings
Not knowing there are lessons taught here
I earned trust in faith and I rise again
On the pier I lay sprawled
In all my glory to the sky
It started to pour showers of healing
I rose from drowning, losing breath
Now free to continue my journey
In this baptism on my crown
I had been ready for this world
And these storms blossemed rain showers
Over everything I had faced
Will continue to remind me again
It can't remain stromy forever.

© S .T. Rebel of Eden
The beauty of
purity in ivory wings.
That which
an angel takes
leisure time,
bathing in empyrean
felicity.... Oh,
the coolness of a spirit,
is home sweet home.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. PARISH Rebel of Eden
I don't blame you
niether do I blame them
I don't blame history
though they are a scandalous
trend
I don't blame friends
niether I my family
but sometimes
my finger keeps poking on the enemy
I don't blame my job
cause my man yelps after I draw out his honey
I don't blame the government
for conspiracy theory and force of democrocy
But I can't seem to understand the not knowing of the ****** of Pac and Biggie

o_O

I don't blame God but I guess I am in total shame of denile
Politics are an excuse for judgement on oneself when all we need to do is get up off our donkey ***** and get a job.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
In my head
I am the Russian Roulatte
In a tee *** I beg for trust
When poured out
The foam becomes of your mouth
I do buisness in China
Shipped to Pueto Rico
Make tongues flip as sharp
as a Nurican Dominican
Jitter till hearts stop beating on top of Italian pool tables
I steal breathes from science who believe in what is not in the Bible
I am your Russian Roulette
Make a feline spray a *** spot in here ******
Make a King errect New Your late night star lights when they stu'n
Change the tune in your song
from spittin rap versus to singing to God that you was wrong
I beat the drugs
Put a end to your habbit
So when you feel you cant utter a verse I'll let you howl like a suffering rabbit
Because no one knows how to use me right
I am the only bullet tucked in to take away your life
As soon as I leap forward to your attention you will be adoment to a pension
Stire clear
I am here
No intentions but to terminate erosions
Respect what I may
Careful when you choose to play
You must reconsider the outcome
I am
The Russian Roulette.

© the Russian Roulette S.T. Rebel of Eden
Temper tantrums were my problem. To be classy and mature was a struggle to accomplish. So when someone hit the wrong button, I turned like a glock and handle that someone and pray for them. I knew how to use these fists. Its important to calm down. Physical violence brings out regret and shame at the end of the day. Results are ugly and endless. I been there so many times. So when you feel you have to lash out, hold yourself back, and walk away.
~Poet V-Ink (Viewtiful)
Inside my head
inspiration wars for
territory/ my eyes
inviting any and everything
in it's path inside with a story
that I'll tell it's story

My mood doesn't
always shelter my
desires to be creative
but my eyes never stop
working constantly supplying me
with inspiration...

some times I don't
wanna write.....

so what's inside
becomes impatient...

So things decide
to up and leave
through the crevices
in my face and....

It spills in its
desired form so
it's ink my skin is
tasting.... I apologize
ahead of time my gift
and it's vision care nothing
of your time it's wasting

~Rebel Flower
Inside my head there is a place
awaking the purpose to write
like incisions on a platter
like a golden sizzorr
Cutting in time wasted
where it could be
used in skills practice
to free a prisoner of rest
Like leggos we stack purpose
And speeches never frail
There are times of a nothingness
for ink flows and poetic thoughts
yet naturally words
yell at my window for spills

a welcoming and re-entering

Paving for my souls exertion
editing exact details
carrying in a song in my psalms

I don't live in the gift
the gift lives in me
touring like a concert to sooth
or even to feel
Like a record playing on repeat
This is my mental obsession.

~Poet V-Ink (Viewtiful)
I'm obsessed
with all the talent
god has left me to
possess but sometimes
I get upset at the lack
of control I have over
the information my mind
accepts/ granted a gift to
project messages hidden
in the mess life lessons usually
left but I stress because that gift
sometimes forces my tired hand
to respect

I struggle...

some much on my
mind absent the intention
to invest... How do I turn
off the switch to how my
registry was blessed..

~Rebel Flower
Blessings of such a skill
at times may be overwhelming
I picture the gift of words a performer
When need of pros we feed our drive
as well as the audience
We plumage into a well
of urgent tunes
then we tiré, and we are restless
poetry never dies
it will come back when need of a place
of itself to live again and again.
Every poet needs a light
and the switch will dim in any time
I'd worry more when it flips back on
How great the light will be.

© Copyright 2014 Poet V-Ink &
S.T. Rebel of Eden.
DISTURBIA
HYSTERIA
FOLDED
ROLLED IN THE BACK
OF MY EYELIDS FLUTTERED BY HAIL
BUT MY EYES DON'T BLINK
DRIED LIKE CONCREAT CRACKED
OPEN
FROM TEARS OVERDONE READNESS
CONTAGIOUS
IN MOUNT OLYMPUS
PALE LIKE*******
IT CONTAINS YOU
LIKE EVAPORATION
I CRAWL WHILE I
SLURR THE LIFE OF MY EYES
LIKE
CHECKING ON INTO IMMAGRATION
BOBB MY HEAD BACK
AND TWIST OPEN THE CAP OF EVERY BLOOD FLOW BEHIND THE SOCKET
AND IT GOES
IT FLOWS
LET GO
LOOSE LIKE A **** TO HER KNEES
PLEASE YOU
ME
INTO YOU
INTO ME
IN MY EYES
STAY OPEN
CAN'T PUT THEM
TO SLEEP
AND SHEEP DON'T COME ROUND HERE NO MORE AND MY SIGHT KEEP SEEING METEPHORES
OF HUMOR FORMING
INTO EVERY TRICK PLAYING OPTICAL ILLUSION
YOU WERE

...AN ILLUSION

CREATING MADNESS
AND THE CORE OF MY HAIR ROOT RAISNG SKIN DEEPINING ICE BURGE SKIN FROZEN
THE BECONS ABOUVE THE SKULL TOP SPITTIN OUT PELE'S LAVA MELTING BURNING
TEARING APPART
THIS MASSACRE OF MY HEART
AND I AM LEFT TO HARVEST
HARBOR
WHAT'S LEFT OF THE UGLINESS IN MY EYE

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII )
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish CSP Rebel of Eden
What life had given me, was worth a lesson to overcome, my blindness.
DO YOU WANT THIS
THE INN AND OUT DRIVE THROUGH
PLUNGE INTO STARS –MY STARS
ME- DIPPING UPON YOUR NORTH POLE
TO EXCITE AN EXIT OF YOUR MILKY WAY
I’M YOUR VENUS
YOU ARE MARZ HITTEN ME LIKE -SHOOTING STARS
SEND THESE CLOUDS BELOW A HIGH 9
MAKE THE SUN STAY QUIET
……..
SHHHHHH
SHE IS SLEEPING
LEAVING THE FIRE BURNING IN HER SLEEP
AS WE WARM UP TO ANOTHER LEVEL OF OUR –STAR CLUSTER
AND WE ARE GALAXIES SCREAMING
TO A UNIVERSAL SOUL INSERTION
STRAIGHT INTO MY GALACTIC STARS
YOU –MARZ
THE KING OF ALL PLANETS –REVOLVING –CRASH
INTO HEAVENLY LOVE
WE CAN MAKE ANGULAR MOMENTUM
AS MANY AS YOU LIKE
YOUR HEAVAN IS COSMIC RAYS UPON MY SMILY SPACE
YOU ARE MY ABUNDANT HYDROGEN EMBRACING YOUR GIFTS
AND THE HEAVENS SMILE
CANDID BUT WILD
AND NOW-
THE SUN AWAKES
SHE AWAKES SWOONING TO OUR COMBUSTIONS
HER HEART RACES –WATCHING…..
SHHHH –BLUSH
AND WE'ER RUNNING WITH
SHOOTING STARS
SHOOTING UP STAR-WARS
SHOOTING INTO ME
SHOOTING UP UNIVERSAL -******.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
His touch is out of this planet.
C.O.D.

Love and amity
was an overwhelming flow-
exuberant, really.
A down, predatory, swaddled  
thing,
that conjested this valueless space.
Repressing me in it's hurry to maintain us together.

© S.T. Rebel of Eden
About the other.
Put me in a jar
and In you'r eye I will break that glass.
Bring me to my bones
and I will trap in your laugh.

Give me a rode to spare
and I will show you real love.
Strap my joy in the pierce- of my wrist
and you will be left alone to sew in together the spill of my conniptions I left behind.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
Spin the bottle. Hope its a foul.
Reverie-
slipping past the skylights
...after soul exursion
through my backside
tremble lightly
upon soft breezes.

Conveyd the paragon
mosaic in the spher,
to nap silently
with the stars.

They have that drive

Placid waves calmly
surge over me.

Tranquil my vitality.

Consum my nomadic head with serenity.

Catch a likeness
in my head trip
of blues and turqhouse.

So that I may
Laze towards
the same skies.

... finally hushed;

with the moon
and the night sky.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
Cupid is calling, from across the room.
Well well well time to tell Pandora box sparked from hell fire at close range click this phat
trophy for ****** up the madness open up the flyn' rat-tatz! and they thought they can kick it like ol skool Reeboks
This be Monday
Slap that Saterday
It's still payday American Inkstuh
Pens be sizzling like grills muthuh fuckuh
Wait... this ain't no street talk
I be better than a heated ham hawk
Critics help the senile
Hey I propose to you a young poetic juvenile
I threaten what is *******
Woop that with BOOTS TO ***** like The Rock got tired of them candy *****
Fortitude is non if you don't have the move to walk it ***
I chew fiber from your brain
Drain the intellect like the blood from the brother of Cain
School you to respect
Peel truth from your two face tongue one layer at a time
Feed you a plate of broken glass
to swallow that crime
If you know better don't waist time
Because that lie gone sit on your chest in repeat till you die.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish
Rebel of Eden
Honesty about ones self is the key. No question, come and come hard, or real. After darkness, there is always light.
I wrote star pearls
Like spiritless flames
Into debilitated breaths
Deftly scented letters
where truth live in death
but pluck at heartstrings
too worned out to feel for

I'd depict you in complexity
and although I walk past you
you still tuck on my temple

so I still keep standing over deep valleys
press up against the sun
for support bahind my back
because I don't wish to understand

... the power of weakness.

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright S2014 .T. Parish Rebel of Eden
WATCHING FOREVER
THE STORMS WE POURED OUT
EXTENSIVELY;HARMONY CRIES OUT
FOR A BELONGING
WATCHING FOREVER...
THE RAIN OUT MY EYES
MY CHEST TAKES EJECTIVE FLIGHT
CHASING AFTER THE STORMS
PASSING BY ALL THAT THEY ARE WATCHING

FOREVER

MY HEART IN HIS GRIZZLY HAND
HIS HEART, A ONE MAN BAND

FOREVER

WATCHING,

NEVER PARTING
NEVER PARTING...

(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
And a Crow underneath my skin speaks.
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