others wanted me
others hated me
honesty is my name
and it’s such a lonely word

i was falling fast and hard
i have to second think why
then i remembered, it started to rain
oh, i’m a raindrop!

there is us
and somebody told me
that it should be enough
but there is culture,
religion and perspective too
there are diffeences
and us would not be enough
there must be respect,
understanding, acceptance
there must be more than just an us
there must be more than just love

it must be
the shared loneliness
the craving for warmth
the longing for love
and then there is time
and distance too
but there is us
and i hope it’s enough

i used to look at myself in the mirror
and recognized myself
but one fine morning
when i sat and stared
i am very much different
much more different..

i wonder what you saw
when you loved me
and i wonder what you didn’t see
when you left me

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.
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tired but couldn’t sleep
i’m wondering if you’re worth to keep
this foolish heart is in pain
but still it beats your name