you pinned my legs to the ground
                    with your feet
                         and demanded I stand up.

"Too often I don't tell people,
                                                people I love,
                                                                       I am sad.
Because I don't think
                    that's something
                              they want to hear,
                                        because they love me."

"I desire the things that will destroy me in the end."

"... a cold shower that has the power to awaken the soul."