You make me giggle,
You make me smile,
You make me wonder,
What have I been missing all this while?

You manage to break through the walls,
and even take the untimely calls.
For you, I will run a mile.
What have I missing all this while?

Am I worthy?
Am I pretty?
Am I kind?
Am I the one you had in mind?

This doesn't seem right.
This doesn't seem wrong.
But this won't be something I fight,
For maybe I deserve this all along

Calm yourself
its only the beginning
of an adventure that is life.

i really did love you
but you were an addict


and i am more than a cure

I wish I could
fall in love
and turn into
a constellation

moonlight shines
a conversation
splashing waves
a kiss goodnight

she awakens
   as  darkness                    
                   shields light
anxious serenity

When the sounds are gone,
the silence remains
When all the calls have ended,
the whispers drown the loneliness

Just as rivers flow,
so do tears
Just as clouds pass,
so come fears

Let go,
Let love,
Let life,
Let yourself.

She doesn't understand,
He doesn't understand,
They don't understand,
No one understands,

the crying,
the suffering,
the constant conversations,
the loneliness.

Overwhelming anger comes over me,
She says she is trying, "trying her best",
"But its not enough to try, sometimes," I want to say,
"I want you to help or get help.", That is what I want.

But no,
she doesn't hear,
he doesn't hear,
no one hears.

the silence,
the noise,
the pain,
the depression.

If love is not ***,
then what is between us?

a steady warm air
passing through ones hair
endlessly cool nights
and feelings of fright

the emptiness inside
nowhere to run or hide
overflowing sadness
underlying greatness

hope is nowhere
darkness everywhere
creeping loneliness
masked by happiness

questionable essence
endless existence
ultimately nonsense
*evanesce

For all her life eve walked alone
Blindly searching for her home
In darkness she roamed
As daybreak came she moaned

Whizzing, whirring the sounds pass
She wondered how long time will last

Words left unsaid
thoughts floating overhead.

what isn't when there is
what is when it isn't

Dooms, glooms, buzzing
deadly birds gleefully chirping.

where is when there was
when is when there wasn't

Lost in a maze,
search, stare and gaze.

*no sense, nonsense
present tense, past tense

Dear stranger,
I want to say I like you.
I want to say I like you
like no one I have ever liked before.

Dear stranger,
I want to but I won't.

Dear stranger,
I can't be sure it's you I like
or the thought of you
that just won't leave my mind.

Dear stranger,
I just can't
let myself hurt again
after what she did to me.

Dear stranger,
You & I are
in limbo.

Dear stranger,
You and I are
at different stages in our lives.
And many more excuses
of the impossibility of us.

Dear stranger,
I can't be
just another girl
for you.

Dear stranger,
I won't because I shouldn't

Dear stranger,
I shouldn't
be involved with you
when you just had a break up.

Dear stranger,
I shouldn't
love you this much
when we just met.

Dear stranger,
I shouldn't
feel this way
for another girl.

Dear stranger,
I won't
because you probably
don't know I exist

Dear stranger,
I exist
**I think

inner circles
Warm nights, Cool covers, serene muscles

outlanders
Cool nights, warm covers, throbbing muscles

your life
clean windows, open doors, soft beds

my life
broken windows, slamming doors, broken beds

possibilities
you, me, apart

*impossibilities
us, we, together