Family you're born with, friends you choose.
do we really choose our friends?
do we conscientiously choose all of them?
i never know how i made the ones i have.
i just talk, they come to me, and become friends.
i don't know how it happens... so...
do i choose my friends?
or do they choose **me?

Life is a series of challenges, test, and obsticals.
The mistakes you make shalln't be invain if learned.
Everything you do and everyone you meet are here
Because something beyond our control allows it to be so.
these people can never be perfect unless they truly love themselves for who they truly are, despite what others say.
for no two people are the same we must respect and accept the differences we see in each other.
By treating others fairly  and as equals we in return will be,
yet that doesn't mean you will be treated the same.
What you put into life will be rewarded in the afterlife.
By doing good we in return will receive good, eventually.
Remember true beauty comes from within, personality is what really brings it out.
And learn you can't gain without sacrifice,
for anything done with reason is meaningless.

If mothers were flowers I'd pick you first
...Uh...you do *know flowers die faster if you pick them, right?
So... you're  saying if you're mother was a flower, you'd **** her?

If mothers were flowers, you know what I'd do?

I'd leave them in the ground, were they can grow.
I wouldn't pick, so they can live
I wouldn't care if I couldn't spend time with them,
I care about their life before my own.

There is no such thing as pure evil.
There is no such thing as pure good.
Nothing in life can be pure.
Everything must be in balance.
Purity is imbalance.
Yet there you stand.
Perfectly pure in heart,
all you can do is good,
not one thought of evil.
How do you do it I ask many times
You answer yet I never hear it.
You stand before me and I think,
Jesus Christ! You really are a son of God
I don't know how you do it. I don't think I should know.
But you are the one exception
you are *impossibly pure.

I have said there's no such thing as pure good and pure evil.
well I found something pure good,
to maintain the balance there must be something pure evil.
The question is who is pure evil?
Oh no,
I think I know who.
the person I don't every want to meet
he who hides in shadows,
who waits in darkness.
He who only seeks to destroy
somehow there is someone or something
that is *impossibly pure evil

The first year I knew I liked you.
The first year I liked you as a friend.
The first half of the second year's when it changed.
I still saw you as a friend, but something was different.
You stood out, I found you cute, but you were still just a friend.
At the end of the first half, I had to admit something.
I admitted that if you did ask me out, I would say yes.
But I wouldn't mind if you as some one else.
...
Now I kind of would.
...
Now I'd love you to ask me out, but at the same time I wouldn't
I wanna be with you, but I don't want a distraction from school.
I wanna know if you feel the same way, but I don't!
If you ask me out I'd say yes in a heartbeat.

What does this mean?
...
I think it means I like you.
I'm torn- I want a boyfriend, I want you!
I want to be your girlfriend, I want you to be my boyfriend.
But at the same time, I don't. I don't want to ruin our friendship.
So... if you ask me out... here's what I'd say:
*...
"Yes! but, school comes first. And... we'll always be friends right?"

The circle of life:*

We live, we die.
But life has yet to end.

All is One, One is All.
Without One, All is not existing
And without All, there can be no One

Therefore life is a circle;
with no start or end
And life is a river;
can only flow in one direction.

To live and die is to be apart of Life.
To be apart of Life is to learn and respect the flow of Life.
To respect the flow of life is to maintain balance.
To maintain the balance is to live and die.

To go against the flow of Life is to cause imbalance.
To cause imbalance is to create chaos.
To create chaos is to go against the flow of Life.

If you don't die you were never living.
Everything alive must eventually die.

It's the circle of life.

Our fandom, thou art awesome.
Fangirls gave you thy name.
Thy fangirls come, they'll never be done
on earth as it is on the pages.
Give us a fanfic for the OTPs,
and forgive us our dumb ships as we forgive those who ship 'em against us.
lead us from reality and deliver us form society.


our fandom.

King Oceanis; ruler of Sea,
we pray to thee for souls of white pearls,
and protect us from fire on ground above sea.
With pearl white souls, we shall protect and respect all creatures of the sea.
Grant us the will to help and save the black pearls of sea.
Lord and master of water,
we thank thee for our underwater breath.
Without you we are as lost as a stranded sailor.
We pray to you and only you; Great king Oceanis.

I can't forget what you did.
But I know you're truly sorry.
I can give you a second chance
I won't know if you changed
until I do.
I want you in my life
but only if you've changed
I don't want you if you don't care
I don't want you if you'll cheat
I'll only take you back if you show me you care
You know what I want, now please,
come back to me.
I still miss you, still love you,
but I can't take it, if you won't show the same.
so show me you care.
this is your second chance.

There is so much negativity in the world:
There're people lying, cheating, stealing,
People bullying others, betraying others,
Some deceive and neglect,
Others are self-centered and morally wrong.

If the world is so bad, why isn't every one miserable?
The world has negativity, but the world itself is not

There is much more posititivity in the world:
There're people confessing, helping, giving,
People standing up for others, giving others trust,
Some honest and caring,
Others are selfless and morally right.
There are people who love everyone,
People who go that extra mile to make a smile,
People that always have open arms and a shoulder to cry on.

*So sure there's a lot of bad in the world.
But there's a lot more good in it!

I hear the voices across the hall again.
I reach for my headphones,
I press play to drown them out.

What is it this time? What silly thing are they arguing about now?
Why do they even bother? They never come to a conclusion.
I hiding won't solve anything, but there's nothing I can do.
If I step in, violence will only happen sooner.

Why do you have to fight each other?
Can't you see it's going nowhere?
No wonder you hate each other.
you're never on the same page,
you both feel like the other doesn't care.

*SOS! STOP ARGUING!!!
SOS! make up already!
SOS! ...
...please... stop...

ISU: gotta finish, gotta be perfect,
hand them on time if not early.
EXAMS: gotta study, not time to play,
oh god help me. I'm drowning in stress.
help me though the next few days
keep me calm*

SOS.

rumble, rumble
I hear it;
that beautiful sound of destruction.
pitter patter
Hear that rhythm of rain.
It's the drums of the storm.
Listen to the wind's howl.
Oh how the sounds of the storm are so beautiful.
Nothing's like the drums of rain, the bass of thunder, the voice of wind and flashes of light.
Oh dear God. it's a thing of beauty.

Too bad their life's short

we are but a small fraction in this cycle of Life
yet we make such big deals of the smallest and pointless things in our lives

trust is something you must earn.
you cannot be given it at the drop of a hat.
to earn trust is to be trustworthy
once it's lost it's gone for good

the reason we cry for the dead is not that they left us behind,
but that they'll never come back
and we'll never see them again.

If I made quotes from the movies I've watched morals,
I'd have morals worth fallowing.
The sad thing is they're all from children's movies,
and I find children today won't fallow them.

our lives have happy moments,
they also have their sad moments,
yet all of our lives will end the same.
but is it a happy ending? or a sad ending?

ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?**
say the definition of 'religious'
and then i'll tell you if i am

being in a fandom is like life;
there's only one way out

I wish I could ignore it
but it's staring me right in the face.
something I want,
it seems so close.
but it's just out of arms reach.
it's standing there
taunting me,
it's making me act like a dog,
I know I can reach it,
and yet I still try,
try reaching for something I can never have.
it's sad
it's depressing,
it's making me angry.
it's driving me insane!
why can I reach it?
why is no one helping me?
can anyone even see and hear me?
can they hear me cry, weep?
can they see me suffer?
I bet they can
and they still do nothing
some friends you turned out to be