eve - Hello Poetry

Jan 2022

Lazarus Bertsch

i miss ur touch..
can we repeat?..
i miss ur smile..
it made my heart beat..
i wish i told u everything that we could be...
but instead u left me at 12:00 on new years eve,,,
you burned down the bridges
that kept ahold
the very bridges that helped my soul
only for to here that u hate me..
i miss ur touch..
can we repeat?..
i miss ur smile..
it made my heart beat..
i wish i told u everything that we could be...
but instead u left me at 12:00 on new years eve,,,

#sad

eve Jan 2022

being loved and loving

yesterday i didnt think of you

until i did again.
until i realized that i never stopped.

i miss the way you loved me
the way we looked at each other
the reassurance
the closure
i miss the time where it was enough for you

we reached our end
you left a big scar in my heart
and it still hurts
but being loved and loving is too big of a difference for me

eve Sep 2021

the sun and the moon

is the sun lonely?
jealous of the moon?
the moon has all the stars
everywhere there are hundreds of stars around it

the sun has only the sky
however it wants more
the sun chases the moon
and it's never fast enough
the moon moves away

then there are the clouds
even if they move
they always come back
but still sometimes,
the clouds aren't what the sun craves for

and maybe that's us
I'm the moon you're the sun
I'm the sun you're the moon
we're too different
to exist side by side

#moon #sun #clouds #stars #relationship

eve Aug 2021

four letter word

𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦
how could a random four letter word
have such a deep meaning
everyone knows that it's a strong word
but nobody does something about it
because words are supposed to mean

then you introduced me to something
it was the complete opposite
and now I know you didn't mean it
while I always thought words are supposed to
it was another random four letter word for you
𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦

eve Aug 2021

being a writer

being a writer
is it a blessing or a curse?
I think it's both of them
at the same time

we feel things so deeply
just to write about it
to hope that someone is there
to listen
and to understand

eve Aug 2021

tired soul

one day she realized
that she couldn't use sleep as an escape anymore

because it wasn't her body
that was tired all the time
it was her soul.

and she asks herself
would she still be tired
if she would close her eyes and never open them again?

eve Aug 2021

my best friend anna

anna and I have been friends for one year
and she has 2 different personalities:
quiet in public - loud in only my presence
whispering in public - screaming in only my presence
hiding in public - exposing in only my presence

we fight a lot, but she always understands me
I mean she was my best friend
she should help me, shouldn't she?
she didn't
she slowly killed me
and I couldn't let her go

it was me that gave her the nickname anna
I never cared about her real name
but my doctor told me that he knows it
and that I should stop talking to her
her real name is anorexia nervosa
unfortunately, my anna looked a lot like her