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Nov 26 · 152
overtime
mads Nov 26
i keep looking back at our messages
re-reading where you told me
you were in love with me

what happened
im still in love with you, do you feel the same?
Nov 21 · 438
i know
mads Nov 21
I didnt mean to stare
but you were looking at the bright lights
and you just looked so
there
I know im in love with you
we don't talk much anymore but if you ever asked id be willing. I love you.
Oct 20 · 400
do you
mads Oct 20
do you remember me yelling
I love you too
out of the car window when
I dropped you off for the last time


I wish I would have let you kiss me.
mads Oct 7
hope you turn out okay

if you ever feel like it


give me a call
not sure when i will stop missing you and i don't  know if i want to
Oct 7 · 244
make it make sense
mads Oct 7
you always said
"no sense makes sense"
and maybe you're right
but what will never
is the way that every time
i think i have you
i don't
as much as i hate to admit
you're my person.
Sep 27 · 97
we
mads Sep 27
we
5 days ago we were kissing


now im not sure how much longer
      we
will be a thing.
I wish you would stick around but im tired of asking for something you cant give
Sep 25 · 43
stay
mads Sep 25
just when I think I have you
you're gone
one day you're right there
I can feel it
the next you're so distant
I forget the feeling
just come stay
Sep 22 · 221
1st time
mads Sep 22
maybe
just maybe
I should have
believed you
when you said,
that you couldn't give it your all
the
first time.
Aug 11 · 118
listen
mads Aug 11
please stay
i've said it about 100 times
moreover
at this point im probably the girl screaming
over the music from the other side of the room
please stay
I'll keep saying it in hopes that you're listening
please
I don't think I can lose you again the second time around
stay.
Jul 29 · 123
ihateit
mads Jul 29
here I go again
wasting space
on another poem for
you.
I dont know what to do I love u too much to let u go but it hurts so much wirh you around
Jul 26 · 400
us
mads Jul 26
us
I think I would do this over and over again
just to feel the happiness it brings


this being
us
Jul 26 · 471
lost
mads Jul 26
I'm scared  
                
                        do you know what you want this time?
        


                            or
are
        you
                still
              



lost
ur back and im scared ur gonna hurt me without even knowing
Jul 14 · 267
salt in a wound
mads Jul 14
bringing you back
has been like
putting salt in a wound
just making my hurt,
hurt worse
I miss you SO MUCH EVEN THOUGH I TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY
Jul 13 · 579
so, so
mads Jul 13
your smile is so, so pretty



please let me be the cause of it again
I miss u the most. I love you.
Jun 25 · 188
content
mads Jun 25
i finally found my nice balance
somewhere in between great and okay
im so content
i hope i can sit and stay
im so happy to be happy
Jun 14 · 222
far
mads Jun 14
far
its never been this hard
this missing thing
usually I can deal with you being far
but its getting harder and harder
May 27 · 148
un-stuck
mads May 27
went back and read my poems about you
I thought I would never get rid of the memories
but here we are
your a distant image
I dont plan on looking for
im finally un-stuck
from you
I finally let myself let go of you.
Apr 17 · 578
too much
mads Apr 17
i did it again
                                                              let someone have t
                                                                                        o
                                                                                      o
much of me

left remnants of myself with  
                                                                                  her


please bring me back.
i let you affect me so much
Apr 6 · 103
conflicted
mads Apr 6
i'll love you forever and always
and this may sound selfish
but i don't know how to
keep you around
without letting you
pull me down with you.
i can't be without you but what am i if i stay around.
Mar 9 · 254
distractions
mads Mar 9
I thought maybe
that I was getting
b e t t e r
turns out that
I just got good
at d
       i
         s
            t
               r
                 a
                    c
                       t
                         i
                           o
                              n
but now they're gone
and im stuck here
with everything
I say things are getting worse but maybe they've always been this way and I just couldn't tell
Mar 4 · 219
away
mads Mar 4
soon i'll drive you away
you'll be with the rest
maybe not by choice
it never really is
make your promises to me but I'll make you break them
Feb 20 · 129
hallow
mads Feb 20
this body of mine
an empty shell
filled with nothingness
sad thoughts seep through

this body of mine
so so fragile
could give in anytime
cobwebbs fill the corners

this body of mine
that has began refusing
to take care of me back
what am I to do
I feel I may just be floating around and im constantly just passing by
Feb 18 · 149
girl i dream of
mads Feb 18
i hope i find you one day
the person i can keep around
and write pretty things about
Feb 16 · 252
pieces
mads Feb 16
i continue to rattle and shake
one day i'll just fall apart
Feb 13 · 727
I can't fix you
mads Feb 13
maybe if I would've fought to stay
it was on you
maybe if I said things differently
it was on you
if I would've said 'I care' more
it was on you


maybe if I would've put myself first

I wouldn't be stuck wondering
of all the things I could've done different
to help y o u

things would be different
if I would realise that
it was on you
Ive spent so long wondering why I couldn't make you love yourself the way I thought you should
Feb 7 · 2.0k
suns out
mads Feb 7
it's so cold today
the suns shining but I feel no heat
a few days ago when it felt like spring
it was snowing for you
maybe that was the problem
bad weather
I miss you so much. I hope one day you'll be okay enough that someone can love you.
Jan 28 · 247
don't think
mads Jan 28
choke it down
don't think don't think
tell yourself it's no harm
don't think don't think
it makes me feel so gross
Jan 27 · 543
letting go
mads Jan 27
I don't know how to do it
how to let people go
people who I don't need
I'm too worried about them
I know I should be worried
for me
Jan 22 · 166
just a bad day
mads Jan 22
I'll tell you in different ways
never say what I mean
maybe tell you
today wasn't the best or
I'm feeling down
maybe it's easier that way
maybe I feel like I'm running out
of ways to translate what I mean
I don't want to burden with the way
I really feel
so I'll sum it up
in a few words or less
and tuck them away
and get on with my
bad day
I don't know how to say what I mean without you worrying.
Jan 9 · 197
spilling out
mads Jan 9
my supportive words flowing out to you like a river
the dam just broke in the back of my throat
here comes the inflow of how to helps
but here i am stuck at square one
still doing the same thing
feeling the same way
when will I listen
to the words
spilling
out
i seem to be able to help everyone but myself
Jan 8 · 108
hope
mads Jan 8
I hope with all the hope left in me
that I make it out of here
I can only be here for so much longer
Jan 2 · 113
i'll stay
mads Jan 2
we both know no matter how bad it gets i won't leave
i know you need someone to be there
so here i am
i should't stick around but i feel like i need to
Jan 2 · 253
can't say
mads Jan 2
i don't want to tell anyone
i don't want to talk about it
if i talk about it that means it's real
i don't want it to be.
i know what this is but i can't say it im sorry
Jan 2 · 223
what do I believe
mads Jan 2
I have to see you again soon
im scared
you're not anything like I thought you were
you're one of the people I thought I knew the most about
but turns out I know nothing
who am I too believe
only telling me enough truth to keep me around
not any more than that because
to know the truth may make me leave
maybe I know nothing
who are you
thinking about this hurts my head
Dec 2018 · 204
please
mads Dec 2018
its a never ending fight
don't think ill ever win
its a constant cycle
make it stop
Dec 2018 · 401
talking
mads Dec 2018
all the I love you's and cant wait to see you's
the constant keep me around forever
well what happens when forever is only till tomorrow
why the sudden stop of messages
i no longer hear from you
what happend to us
talking
I hope to see you soon
Dec 2018 · 185
I
mads Dec 2018
I
I miss you
I say it constantly, I miss you
I don't know if the day will come if I ever stop
I hope one day I do
im sorry but
well you know

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