I'll *******,
If you want.
Cause I want it
Just as bad as you do.
But I also want to hear the rustle of the sheets
When you turn over in the middle of the night.
I want to feel your hot breath on my neck.
I want the stubble on your chin to graze my cheek
As you kiss me gently on the forehead.
And when I whisper "goodnight," you don't have to reply.
Just nudge me with your knee
Or poke me with your elbow.

I wonder if I knew you then,
I wonder how we met.
I wonder how we were torn apart —
How you exited my head.

I wonder if you knew me then,
I wonder how you saw me.
I wonder if you knew my gaze —
If you anxiously averted.

Did I gaze from afar?
Or no — did you?
Did we talk easy?
Or fantasize?
Did I make you out to be my groom
And you me, as your bride?

Were our childhood days
Filled with lives to come —
Were our existences
Exchanged?

I wonder if I know you now,
I wonder if we’ve met.
I wonder if we hate or love —
If our story’s written yet.

I wonder..
         If we
         know us.

No, I’m not going to tell you
How much I’ve fallen.
I’m not going to say
How little you had to try
To pry into my life,
The little fortress I reside in
How you just seeped in
In mere days’ time.

This is just infatuation,
No need to get flustered.
The words that are not meant for me
Shan’t make me stop and sigh.
No time to peer into a misty future
Molded by imagination’s crime.

No, I will not.
I won’t fall or tell you
How your voice lulls me to sleep at night,
The way it brings a soundtrack to my day.
You’ll never know how
In just six days’ time
You’ve tied me firmly to your side.

No, you won’t ever know.