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Negative Creep Dec 2015
I feel as if I shouldn't feel alone anymore,

but I do.

I feel as if I should jump off of my roof and

fly away.

So I wont have to feel anything.
Negative Creep Sep 2017
left alone with him
raw and null in
the toilet
beaming at my pain
crying and bleeding

he an astray cat
entered and left
scratched at the
walls
and
****** on the carpet

he left his mark
I flush him away
consciously drowning  
my botch
Negative Creep Dec 2015
Her face was a
disarray  
of smudged makeup and
dried tears.

Dear Emily,

I understand.

Dear Emily,

I'm sorry for ever
leaving you  at the
worst of times.

I'm sorry for ever
lying to you.
That's not what sisters do, well
did.

Dear Emily,

Take me back and
fix this broken mess of
a woman I call myself
today.

Take me back and
hold me close and
forget everything i've done.

Dear Emily,

I didn't mean to
abandon you,
I meant to save you from
me.

I didn't mean to
leave forever,
but I was long gone before either of us knew.

Dear Emily,

I wonder if you
miss me as much as I
do you

I wonder if I
ever cross your mind while
you're with your
new friends.

Dear Emily,

Forget that I wrote this and
move on with your
life.

Forget all the tears we shed in
each others arms and
the laughs we had at 2 in the morning.

Dear Emily,

Forget me.

It's as if neither of us existed in
each others lives

Dear Emily,

I still love you more than anyone else in the whole world.
A poem about a long lost friend
Negative Creep Jan 2017
My eyes look down
as we walk
glued to the ground
while you talk
Negative Creep Mar 2016
Sitting on this
Porch again
So I don´t face whats
Going on inside

You found my
alcohol and
you seemed mad but
now you want some

You drank
You got drunk
only for the sake of
having an excuse
not to make love to
me

At this point
I dont care
all I want is the rest of that bottle
and it better be waiting for me
tomorrow.
Negative Creep Dec 2015
My memory of you
stayed, but you
faded.

You faded away darling,
you became a
blur.

I had forgotten the
good times and
bad.

I had even forgotten
about
her.

The hole you
put in my heart
closed

And the anger you
gave me
subsided.

I'll forgive and
forget all of our
memories

Because I'll admit,
I was
blinded.

Remember me forever
or forget me
yesterday

I could give
a ****.

I just want
to be
okay.
It's crazy how easy it is to fall in love with someone and how difficult it is to fall out.
Negative Creep Jan 2016
I am

the drunken epitome of my mother.

I am

the anger that resides in my father.

I am

the fear in my sisters eyes.

I am

tearing us apart.
Negative Creep Dec 2015
Tall figures in black
guide me through the past

I remember now why i'm here
there's no need to ask

Satan sits there,
crossed legged,  staring right at me

I stare right back
waiting for his approval of entry
Negative Creep Dec 2015
I wish I could hold you all night.
I wish I could hold you all night and wake up just the same as we fell asleep.
Wraped in eachothers arms, damp with eachothers sweat,
naked and happy.
Negative Creep Mar 2016
Here you are again,
staring in this mirror.

It lies to you.

You shake with fear and
worry and
regret

like somethings going to happen
a consequence of the actions
you did not take yet.

Here you are again,
staring at your feet.

They  lie to you.

Throbbing with
blisters  
and pain

They lead you down the street
through the rain
but what you really want to do is
set yourself on fire and
jump off of that bridge

Here you are again,
looking into his eyes.

They lie to you.

Uncertain
enraged
and self centered.

They stare you down
and **** the life out of
you
like a leech
You surrender
Living out this life as
a pretender

Give it up.
Everyone has felt this way at least once, staring into the mirror and feeling as if the reflection looking back at you is a lie. That is what inspired me to write this.
Negative Creep Jan 2017
Of course he’s
A ******* musician

Let you tune into my soul
With melodies you
Have practiced over
And over again

They don’t sound like anything
You shake when you
Play
The strings
Don’t obey your
Weak complexities

You couldn’t serenade
A cow.
Negative Creep Feb 2016
I'm like an
orange.  
Peel my shell and
tear me open
   to find my
soft
sweet
insides.
Negative Creep Jan 2017
When going though
old photographs
you will
come across someone that
you used to love
You can't help but
look into their
big brown eyes
and fall in love
all over again.
If only for a moment
you will  remember how they once
made you feel.
Negative Creep Jan 2017
We didn't need to say
anything
to each other that
night.
The rain spoke for us
Pounding against our
bodies
Soaking us
to the bone.
The rain said
every unspoken word
you needed to hear.
On Venus, and other moons and planets, rain is made of sulfuric acid or methane.
Negative Creep Mar 2016
It's hard to die in springtime,
you know,
But I'm leaving for the flowers
with my eyes closed.

Whirligig birdies, oh you're so cute
you put up a good fight against the wind
blowing at you
Toy
Negative Creep Dec 2015
Toy
***** you.

You ungrateful
*******.

You tear me apart
then build me back
up.

Like a child's
building blocks.

Like some
stupid toy.

***** you.
A poem about an ex boyfriend of mine that I wrote a little while back.
Negative Creep Feb 2016
I walk away
so I know that I wont see you
but I know that you're still there
waiting
Negative Creep Mar 2016
we were taught we are disposable
and equipped with liquids, minerals and gold to preserve our fading beauty
because our charm is our only fluence
and it's a language with an expiration date

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