"I love you."
those three sweet
meaningless words
always find their way into my head
and roll around like they're stuck
in a box
moving from house to house
never really finding a place
to call "home"
and i wish i could get the idea of you
and those three words out of my mind
but you’re stuck there
as much as we both hate it
and each other
day after day
you’re still there
in my veins
in my bloodstream
my pulse spells out your name
I haven’t washed you from my sheets
out of fear that my body
will miss your slight touch
or out of fear that
I may be forgetting you
and I don’t want to
but I need to
and if you look closely enough
to the scars on my arms
they tell a story
in chronological order
of how I fell in
and out
of love
with you
(a.k.)