And If I regret.
I am afraid I have waisted your time.
All the times I pictured, holding you, loving you and studying you, desiring you
never did I allow freedom for us.
I will let you go, all of you and the part of me with you.
You are free

And If I regret,
I have waisted my thoughts.
All the time reminiscing, engaging in the memory.
Unaware

Before,
I have forgotten to love
Because I have regretted.
And now,  
I love.
and forget to regret.

allowing my mind to break free from the thought that he truly loved me.
Did he not beg on his knees
in total surrender ?
Did he not break free from thoughts binding him to lies
Did he not fight for all that is pure and right....
... To truly demonstrate ones pure desire.

Water fall.
you taught me how to be calm.
But still go.
To be beautiful in motion.
Ever since I saw life I could never see beauty in letting go.
For I thought so little of the beauty was holding on with what I see from him.
Abstinence  of my mind.
as I wandered with pure curiousity. I met absolute divinity.

And I was free.
For when I was not looking at control I lost it.  
Peace reigned and my heart was renewed.
I see you fall, and my mind falls for you
with absolute awe.

And as time flew,
Our story lingers on.
I was into you.
You were into me.
I flew away and then you did.
And as I still speak to you from far.
You are still here.
and yet your love is gone.

And what is left,
the idea of what was.

Often, I forget we are done.
Since I still find myself answering to your call.