Everything is happening now
Losing time while I'm laying down

Acceptance is the painful norm of bliss
I sink into my thoughts like an abyss

Staying home is such a pain
The only company is me and my brain

Absence of my dreams is my nemesis
I invest too much time in restlessness

I dream myself so far away
But I smile because it’s a grey day

I want to write
But I don't write anything
I want to create
But I don't create anything
I try to make a change
But I never win

I try to be as honest to myself as possible
But I'm the biggest liar I know

life is going to disappoint you

There's an uncontrollable feeling inside me
That desperatly want's to make a change
In this boring prison
I call everyday

I know
And you don't

You don't like me
And neither do I

I am yours
But you're not mine

I am happy
I am sad
I'm a happy kind of sad