Hot boiling anger
Angry because I still feel at home when you laugh
Angry that I can't hate you
Angry that you ignored my breaking heart
Angry that you won't just let me be alone
Angry that you are back and that it's too late
Angry that No matter how hard I try,
I feel nothing for you now,
But an empty vacuum.

Love is politics
The only difference is that its not ***** politics.
Both parties are invested and wont let go.
Its not zero-sum
But the sad thing is that the party who has invested more
Unlike commercial businesses and ***** politics
Is always on the losing side
Hoping that just maybe
The other party would lose with them too.

Its like a play in the threatre.
Its physical, almost real.
You could almost touch it,
The emotions, the indecisions
My life is a play that goes on forever
The end result so close
Yet forever out of my grasp.
                                                                       Umesi_jnr