teni - Hello Poetry

teni Oct 15

a part of you still exists somewhere in me
maybe that's the curse of the first love
gone but not forgotten
blocked but still soul tied

i wonder if you still feel it too
or if i just can't let go

teni Sep 2021

resurrection.

staring at your name;
seeing it on my screen
for the first time in years

trying to find a different name
than the one i was reading

i had always been skeptical
about resurrection,
tonight you proved it true

i wonder

teni Apr 2021

fruitless fate.

dreaming of your embrace,
blind to the sight
of the inevitable burns
you have been cursed with
through my touch.

we love like the sun
and the moon.
a beautifully
hopeful love;
a despicably
fruitless fate.

we knew it would burn

#love #loss #young #twinflame

teni Aug 2020

f1v3 s3v3n f1v3

i don't know whats real
its like ill never find peace
within my own head

teni Jul 2020

a dance with dissociation.

i fear what is true
and find comfort in the folds of reality.
lurking between material and abstract,
i find your outstretched hand.
pull me back into your world
and teach me to love.

a letter to you, thought you'll never read it

#dissociation #depression #love #fear

teni Mar 2020

two.

can i miss you?
can i kiss you?
                                                             strike a match.
i cant miss you
i cant kiss you
                                                                     let it burn.
but i do
i really want to
                                                                 throw it out.

#lost #love #goodbye

teni Mar 2020

construct.

cadence cadence cadence cadence
cadence cadence cadence.

rhythm rhythm rhythm rhythm
rhythm rhythm rhythm.

patience patience patience patience
patience patience patience.

hidden hidden hidden hidden
hidden hidden hidden.

everything in the universe is constructed the same way. we refuse to make a change. safety is in comfort, fear comes from the unknown.

#universe #patterns