hindi ko rin alam kung kailan ko ba ito matutuldukan
dahil sa totoo lang natatakot ako na baka ito maging tutuldok-tutuldok
o baka madagdagan pa ng napakaraming tandang pananong
at akalain ko na tapos na ang lahat ngunit masusundan pa pala ng kuwit
o ng panibago pa ulit na tudlok-kuwit
aaminin ko na hanggang ngayon naman umaasa pa rin ako
na baka sakaling magamit mo rin saakin ang panipi
sa tuwing may ikukwento ka, na baka tungkol na saating dalawa
na kahit man lang sa pamamagitan ng panaklong
maranasan ko ang mayakap mo kahit papaano sa storya mo
na maidugtong man lang ng gitling ang pangalan mo sa pangalan ko
o kahit siguro malagyan lang ng kudlit ang pangalan ko
na para bang inaangkin mo ako
na dumating sa punto na magamit mo ang tandang padamdam
pero alam kong hanggang dito nalang dapat
na kahit kailan hindi ito magkaroroon ng tutuldok
upang maipaliwanag kung bakit hindi
o kahit sagot kung paano ito matatapos
na hindi ito ganoon kadali tulad ng pag-ubos ko sa mga bantas
sa pag-ubos ko sa nararamdaman kong ito
upang matapos ang piyesa na ito
tulad ng pagtapos ko sa naiisip kong 'to.

Do you still remember how we used to be?
Laughing and laughing beneath the sea
The thought of us being forever
I didn't realize that it was going to be over
Everytime my love for you grew
Now I realize, all of it wasn't true
Yet you realize that you're late
Well I'm sorry, but my feelings already fade

they hated her so much, to the point where she also hates herself.

nakikita ko ang pinaghalong sakit at galit sa kanyang mga mata, “nasaan ka nuong kailangan kita?”

nanlalabo na ang mga mata ko dahil sa mga namumuong luha na nagbabadyang bumagsak, “nuong panahong kailangan mo ako, kailangan ko rin ang sarili ko..”

was i the night sky not worth it to be looked at
or
you were just so scared of the dark, you chose her instead

the love that you will find within yourself will forever be yours. it will never fade nor go away. it will stay with you, it will always choose you.

I just hope that someday, someone will wipe all your tears away. Someone who will make you feel okay again, make you feel like you’ve never been lost at all. Someone who will hug you and all your broken pieces. Someone who will accept you, your past, and who you are right now. Someone who will understand where you’re coming from. Someone who will love you wholeheartedly and your flaws will never be a burden. Someone who understands, someone who will never leave you especially when you’re at your battlefield every midnight. Someone who listens, someone who you can share your thoughts with. Someone who will look at you like you’re his/her world. Someone who will appreciate you, who is proud of you. And lastly someone who you can be with at the end of the aisle exchanging your vows.

you deserve someone who knew your worth ever since the beginning than someone who barely knew it until you were gone