Suicide,
Last in life,
Cannot find,
My own meaning.
Wish I knew,
What to do,
Cos I'm drowning.
I call her up,
Won't give up,
I know she's listening.
I left her a message,
On her machine.
I said I miss you,
Please save me.
I have these *awful thoughts,
In my head.
I'm the monster under my bed.
My own head is a trap,
And I know,
*She'd kick my *** if I thought about that.
She'd kick it good.