School makes me so happy,

Planning out my classes, thinking about all that I'm gonna absorb..

just being at school all day is going to be so refreshing and uplifting, I can hardly wait.

I understand that it's completely normal to not get along with all of your family members but this specifically hurt me the most. It's unfortunate and really quite sad that I now see you in a completely different way. I know you're supposed to love family unconditionally and I obviously do still love you but it's not the same at all.

With the world the way that it is now, I strongly refuse to accept anyone in my life that isn't kind, warm, or just doesn't treat others with basic human decency. There's enough ugliness in the world I do not need to purposely surround myself with it. Life is so much more beautiful when you center your surroundings with loving and giving people/situations.

Not everyday will be a great one, but I know that by removing the ugliness and coldness from my life, I am already able to guarantee myself brighter days.

Be friends with your family members, it's the most special bond you can have.

If you love someone tell them;

If you love yourself, say that as well.

I just want to know when it's gonna be right for me

You taught me how to be brave, you also taught me how to be confident and walk with poise. You taught me that it's never wrong to want to accomplish and do things for myself. You taught me that i CAN do whatever the **** I want. You taught me that I don't ever have to do things just because everyone else is doing them. You taught me that it's okay to be on my own, independent, and most importantly you taught me how to think for myself, and I will always thank you for that. You taught me how to love myself. You gave me the confidence to feel like I finally belong to something that I love, you make me feel welcomed, warm, and loved.

I wish I could tell you, you've done so much for me. I wish I could tell you and explain to you the confidence and inspiration you give me. You motivate me to never give up, you taught me everything I need to know to find my wings. I love you forever.

Jesus...what are we going to do now