You illuminated the night with your blue eyes as bright as the North Star. You invaded the smallest parts of my life with your calm voice and your faint smile.
You let me fall for you faster than I can resist.
You held my hand tightly with the thought of you never letting it go.
You whispered sweet nothings into my ear as if it was the only language you spoke.
You engraved your touch onto my skin and eventually your presence became a tattoo.
Your shadow lingers as it follows me wherever I go.
You filled my head with thoughts of eternity with you, and with a blink of an eye, you consumed my mind.
Your laughter echoes through places you and I have been in.
You have left an everlasting mark on me.
A mark I will always carry.
A mark I will forever hold onto but just like that, you left like a rush of wind and disappeared right before my eyes.

No, don’t tell me I’m perfect.
A lie is never a compliment.
Tell me exactly who I am.
Tell me I’m a pain in the ***,
an uptight, control-freak Asian,
a sarcastic *****,
an emotional wreck,
a nerdy, dorky, silly, insecure girl.
Then tell me you love me for it.

They asked me if
I'd ever done drugs.
And I told them about
Your eyes.

I guess it's true.
Drugs always have a price.

The ******* took my sense of smell and voice,
The ***** my sense of sight, judgement, and reality,
The marijuana got rid of my beauty.

But you, you took away
My soul,
My heart,
My mind,
My heart.

You are the most expensive drug of them all.
I gave you all this and it still wasn't enough,
Loans were made, never returned,
And here I am.
An empty carcass addicted to you.