you once told me that I make you feel the most alive
but that i have an amazing ability to make you feel really alone
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I understand now

How fleeting is the sound of the neighbours hammering
And how sustained is our rage at the sound of it

why can't I shake this terrible feeling
of feeling so lost and stuck
I don't know what to do with myself\I can't even think straight anymore

I've never felt more confused about everything and i think i've just shut down

I just don't see a way out
I just don't know what to do

Life has a light that never fades but we just keep closing our eyes for too long

I think my wasted potential is really a heartbreak
I have so much to give to the world but nothing useful wills to pour out of me
I feel frozen

I don’t know how to unlock myself at all

You know things are bad when Dostoyevsky says something and you can relate

When I think about me I think about him