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Jan 2016 · 948
Untitled
Amy Jan 2016
I give so much that most times I don't even have enough left for myself.
Dec 2015 · 881
Alright
Amy Dec 2015
I was pouring my heart out and all you could say was "Ok."
May 2015 · 1.0k
Early Morning Thoughts
Amy May 2015
Maybe I'm just over emotional
Or blowing things out of proportion.

Maybe I'm just in denial
Unwilling to face the facts.

Maybe I just care to much
Blinded by the love I feel.

Maybe I'm wrong
For feeling the way I do.

But, Maybe I'm Right.
May 2015 · 1.6k
Remember This
Amy May 2015
You have been, and will always be, good enough.
May 2015 · 1.1k
Zen
Amy May 2015
Zen
It wasn't until I was 20,
feeling down and out,
that I realized something important.

Self Worth Matters.

I had spent so many days
drawing my worth from others
wasting my time for 20 years.

Life does not offer a guarantee
that everyone we encounter will stay.
The only one we live with forever,
is ourselves.

I realize now that I shouldn't have spent all that time
all of those years
putting my happiness into other people's pockets.
Happiness comes from within, not without.
Never forget it.
Mar 2015 · 730
Untitled
Amy Mar 2015
I'd pour my soul out
in this poem,
but it's already gone.
I gave it to you.
Mar 2015 · 860
Waiting Game
Amy Mar 2015
I'm always hopeful.
I think, Maybe today will finally be the day.
Maybe you'll call,
Tell me you miss me,
Tell me that you've changed your mind.

With each passing hour,
That hope slips away.
Oh well,

There's always tomorrow.
Feb 2015 · 1.1k
Wishing, Waiting
Amy Feb 2015
I love too deeply.
Willing to hold onto the last thread of hope, no matter how small.
Even if you push me way,
Tell me you hate me,
Ignore me.
There's always going to be that fraction of a chance
that one day maybe you'll come back to me.
And we can go back to how we used to be.
Back to that place where I was happy.
So here I'll wait,
Counting the days until I'm whole agin.
Feb 2015 · 446
Spoke To Me
Amy Feb 2015
it's so much easier
to act like none of this matters
and to pretend to wear a smile
than to confess
my heart is nearly broken
from losing someone
who was never even mine.

A.M.
This is not my own work, nor do I own the rights to it. It just spoke to me enough to want to see if every time I looked at my poetry. All credit for this beautiful work goes to the original author.
Jan 2015 · 445
11:44 PM
Amy Jan 2015
I have such a deep appreciation for some people. For the walls they're able to build, for the emotions they're able to conceal. How do they manage keeping everything in while I'm sitting here like a **** dam that has burst, forceful waves of emotion spilling over on all sides. An open book that I'm forcing people to read wether they want to or not. Unable to be shut.
Dec 2014 · 906
11:12 PM
Amy Dec 2014
Sometimes we're too much,
and not enough,
for people who are everything,
and nothing at all.
Dec 2014 · 2.0k
Ode to the Greats.
Amy Dec 2014
Hemingway said,
There is quite the difference
between kissing goodbye
and kissing goodnight.

I wanted a
"See you later",
but instead got the
"Goodbye".

Steinbeck stated that
Nothing good gets away,
If it's right, it happens.

If that's the case
how did we always end up feeling so
wrong?

Salinger suggested
that after falling in love
you never know
where the hell you are.

This, I can say is true.
Where the hell are we?

Dickens declared that
The truest wisdom
comes from a loving heart.

Yet a heart in love
can sometimes turn out to be
the least wise.

My friend, I think I'll just stick with
Orson Welles' theory:
"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone."

Anything else is simply illusion.
1st draft
Dec 2014 · 9.2k
The sun
Amy Dec 2014
Even on my darkest days,
I'll always make sure you can see the sun.
Dec 2014 · 1.1k
Worthy
Amy Dec 2014
he would always tell me that he loved me,
and i believed him.
but the fact that he never showed me he loved me,
should have been a dead give away.

his words were just that: words.
lies that kept me off his back
out of sight, out of mind
until the next time he needed me.

i don't know whats worse:
being lied to,
or knowing that in his eyes
i wasn't worthy of the truth.

my own worth,
i saw his words.
without him,
i was nothing

I Am Nothing.
Dec 2014 · 765
Infected (10w)
Amy Dec 2014
You're my illness,
and my cure,
at the same time.
Nov 2014 · 487
Words (10w)
Amy Nov 2014
All I've come to expect now:
Words and Broken Promises.
Nov 2014 · 543
3 AM Thoughts
Amy Nov 2014
You were always good enough for me.
Too bad you can't say the same about me.
Nov 2014 · 657
11:46 PM
Amy Nov 2014
All I hope is that I'll never make anybody feel as worthless as you make me feel. I hope I never forget that everybody is worthy of the truth.
Nov 2014 · 442
Untitled
Amy Nov 2014
If he cries, will you cry too?
If he falls, will you fall too?
Alone, in silence, he sits in fear.
His last thread of hope disappears.

At school, he has no friends.
The names they call him, they never end.
In the bathroom stall he eats his lunch,
Hiding from the ones who gave him a punch.

At home, things aren't much better.
The little boy can barely slumber.
With a mother and father who constantly fight,
He wonders sometimes, if he'll make it through the night.

But then, one day, something changes.
The boy and a girl share exchanges
Of glances during class.
She sends a smile his way, full of ***** and sass.

To most, it may not have been much
but to the boy, it was more than enough.
The shining light at the end of the tunnel,
The hope he needed, before his world crumbled.
I was asked to write this poem about bullying by a close friend so she could perform it.
Nov 2014 · 391
The Trap (10w)
Amy Nov 2014
Finally over it,
until you pull me right back in.
Nov 2014 · 7.8k
Society is Messed Up
Amy Nov 2014
To get a job, you need experience.
To get experience, you need a job.
To be wealthy, you need a four year degree.
To afford a four year degree, you need to be wealthy.
It's a never ending cycle.

Society tells us that if we work hard, it will pay off.
Yet, if that's the case
Why did my parents work hard their whole life
Yet could still barely afford to put food on the table 1/2 the time?

Hard work doesn't pay off.
Privilege does.
Not the most poetic thing I've ever written, but society is really ******* me off these days.
Nov 2014 · 3.1k
Rain (10w)
Amy Nov 2014
Listening to the rain...*
A little comfort for the pain.
Nov 2014 · 369
10:59 PM
Amy Nov 2014
I'm not even mad at them. I'm mad at myself for becoming so dependent on people who couldn't give a **** about me. They say they'll be the one person who will alway be there, yet in time they prove to be just like everyone else: leaving me in the dust. I get that I'm not good enough, but stop making promises you have no intention of keeping. No hope is better than false hope.
Nov 2014 · 11.6k
Sunshine
Amy Nov 2014
Be Someone's Light.
Even if you can't be your own.
Nov 2014 · 343
Untitled
Amy Nov 2014
I'd rather have 1,000,000 bad days
than feel nothing at all.
Nov 2014 · 1.0k
You'd Be Cooler If You...
Amy Nov 2014
Took this shot.
Hit this bowl.
Weren't such a tease.
Lived a little.
Stopped caring about what other girls think of you.
****** me.
Were a stoner.
Embraced your "ratchet-ness".
Stopped acting so emotional.
Stopped over-reacting.
Stopped Being Who You Are.

You might not have said that last one out-loud...
But you might as well have.
Sometimes the people that are closest to us, are the ones the end up hurting us the most.
Nov 2014 · 579
The Truth
Amy Nov 2014
Just because you love someone
doesn't meant you're meant to be together.
Nov 2014 · 3.3k
9:20 PM
Amy Nov 2014
I'm sitting here thinking about all of the productive things I could be doing at this time of night, instead of sitting here watching Netflix and writing poetry that you won't ever read. But then I remember that there's nothing productive that I'd want to do without you here.
Nov 2014 · 463
625 (Light)
Amy Nov 2014
I've always been slightly obsessed
with the human mind.
It just fascinates me.

How is it that one second
a person can be a stranger.
And yet, one second later,
they become your whole life.

I'm not sure if it's the way you first looked at me,
like for once in my life
I was being looked at and not through.
Or maybe it's how you made me feel like finally,
I wasn't so alone.

It's been 625 days
since that first look.
And I am happier than ever.

For you, I would wait forever
If it meant eventually
getting to spend the rest of my days
With You.

Finally at Peace.
This poem is an alternate ending to a poem I wrote titled 625 (Dark).
Nov 2014 · 2.2k
The Relation"ship"
Amy Nov 2014
As silly as it may seem
Our Love,
Is lost at sea.

No where to be found.
Nov 2014 · 804
625 (Dark)
Amy Nov 2014
I've always been slightly obsessed
with the human mind.
It just fascinates me.

How is it that one second
a person can be a stranger.
And yet, one second later,
they become your whole life.

I'm not sure if it's the way you first looked at me,
like for once in my life
I was being looked at and not through.
Or maybe it's how you made me feel like finally,
I wasn't so alone.

It's been 625 days
since that first look.
And now I'm right back where I started.

Transparent.
Oct 2014 · 438
Thinking Outloud
Amy Oct 2014
In that position again...
You know,
the one where I need you
way more than
You Need Me.

— The End —