Here i am
all alone
no one to love
no one to hold

Here i am
scared and afraid
no more light
no more sunny days

Here i am
in the darkness
feeling only love
not hearing the silence

Here i am
Happy as can be
Holding onto the darkness
Because it loves me for me

Kiss me,
Under the stars, right when I think you won't
Tell me,
what you think, of me, of you, of us

Just speak,
Fill the silence, ramble, chat and stray
Show me,
who you are, your soul, your mind, your way

I HOPE SOMEONE
HOOKS YOU.
I HOPE THEY TAKE
YOUR HEART WITHOUT
ASKING.
I HOPE THEY KEEP
YOU WAITING.
I HOPE THEY MAKE
YOU FEEL SPECIAL.
I HOPE THEY ARE
"THE ONE" FOR YOU.
I HOPE YOU FALL
IN LOVE WITH THEM
LIKE NO OTHER.
AND I HOPE,
GOD I HOPE,
THEY TREAT YOU
EXACTLY HOW
YOU TREATED ME.

My life seems ****** up but it's really not bad.
My heart seems broken, but it's really just sad.

Nothing
looks familiar
anymore and
I want to go home
but nowhere
feels like
it anymore.

When bluffs
get boring
I trade them
for fields.

When two
lakes aren’t enough
I leave for
a forest of them.

Maybe it’s true
that home isn’t
a place but
a feeling.

Maybe
home
is me.

But
what if
home isn’t
a feeling,
but a person.

Maybe
home
is You.

For now
I’ll have to
carry all that
makes a home
in my bones
until I find
someone I can
unpack into

Illuminating
Vivid
Blinding
Gone

Like headlights of a passing car

I enjoyed it
Somewhat
Running up and down the court
Playing by rules that I concocted
Due to my inability to play correctly

It was all right

But while the air in my lungs depleted
I couldn’t help but ask
What’s the point of it all?
You run around and hit a ball
To another opposite you
That’s it

They don’t even want the ball
They are just going to give it right back
The game is just trying to force
Unwanted objects upon the enemy
Repeated again and again
Until one ends up giving in
Becoming the oppressed

Engrossed in their failure
The defeated is left to stand there
Gasping for air in a sea of oxygen

It is just animalistic behavior
Created by the insignificant