Driving to work I saw myself
how stupid I had been in my last three years
with my two lovely kids
my silent wife
my shining mistress
and above all, with myself

Coming and going from my pretty house
with flowers all around and lawn *******
with my finest books, waiting for me in my ***** room upstairs,
my long beautiful illness
& all kind of stuff
I was blessed every inch of these days
You are blessed, so ******* blessed, doctor Cozan

looking at stars with your boy through a shining telescope
in these silent nights of August
with fresh coffee sitting on Spinoza' s Ethic
and, sometimes,
listening to a deadly symphony of cows

and I never thought of myself as the happiest ******* on Earth
I've never cried for anybody
even now, when I' m waiting for nothing
(watching my daily ****)
and thinking of her, the luckiest strike I’d ever had.

Baby, I’m so drunk
I could do Michael’s moonwalk, backwards
And I can, please remember this, I can swear at all idiots in traffic

You know,
My wings
The ones that are dripping blood?

The others only see a knight on a white horse
The others only see a man in the light

And I am showing them the way
And say:
Oy, angels, darlings, drink only water
And pray to the fish!

Nobody should wait for nobody. I said nobody!
Let’s love again. Let’s
**** again. With our gaze.
Let’*****, come on! I know you can, excellent!
Let’s laugh again, scaring the fish.
Let’s rush under God’s hand like a field of ****.

Baby, have you got enough money?
And your colleagues? Still gay?
Baby, like a groom I tell you
One day I shall release  your hand
But
Now I am Caesar, and I’ve conquered you for life
You may say:
-tell me a story Caesar

And you say it

You want to kiss me in the end and your lips descend
where it hurts the most