To begin a proper description
of the emotions brought fourth
by her beautiful, intelligent existence,
is not to be sold short.

The blame is all mine.
you were a lover then.
we shared feelings for short time.
i'd **** to share again.

Today I sit in a crowd,
alone in my apartment.
regret fills me now,
i had put one foot in
and left one foot out.

So of course she couldn't wait
decisions must be made.
after all she was a princess,
and a princess won't be played.

I wish I'd seen things clearer,
or new what blurred my vision.
what i'd give just to be near her,
"forgive my indecision"

I couldn't believe my very own eye's
though they cease to betray me yet.
the chilling sound's of my beating heart,
their deceitful silhouette.
My love for whom I'd slay the king
and work these endless hours.
was nothing more than hidden pain.
like a snake within the flowers.
A love lost is a lesson taught,
we all must sacrifice.
the time we waste with one isn't cheap.
but love comes at a price.

I could barely utilize
a cold winter night.
yet she looks up to the sky,
stating self-respective "like's" and
how she more than doesn't mind them.
Convincingly I find,
that I more than just liked them.

In spring, life's new.
New lessons to be learned.
The dew, the blue sky, the songs of the birds.
I'd think nothing of it,
If it werent for her.

Her glorifying eyes,
an approving smile,
laughter to turn tides
and can be heard for miles.
relations and fate
I've thought nothing of it.
but as of late,
If she likes it,
I love it.