Everything was going well -
or so I thought it was.
On the past it's hard to dwell
hits brake instead of gas.
Gloves are torn from holding on.
Feet are burnt from staying.
Eyes are swollen from the lesson.
Ears just can't stop bleeding.
I just want to be happy.
Why does it seem so hard?
So happy with a lady,
seeing that killed me with shard.
I am wishing to forget,
each of the memories.
Aiming it like a target
wishing to hit it, please.
I just want to move forward.
I just want to move on.
Wishing my mind be altered,
I want all of it to foregone.
You made me believe in love.
You showed me my worth.
You made my horizons move.
You inspired me to go forth.
Everything was well in the beginning -
i felt that all the puzzle pieces were complete.
I was assured that his back will never be turning,
and that his love for me won't deplete.
But just like a day - everything fades to black.
The sun rises and the sun sets.
Just like his love for me - every sweet words were taken back.
Every memories were stepped on just like used cigarettes.
But who can blame him?
Who can love someone like me?
A girl who still can't complete the harmony of the hymn,
a girl trapped in darkness and still misses a piece of her own puzzle.
I am brokenhearted. This is for the people who thinks that no one will ever accept them and make them feel loved for being their true selves. You deserve someone who will help you find the missing piece of yourself, who will be with you thru everything, who will have the courage to let you stay in their arms. We all deserve better and be happy.
Hey you, you made my heart flutter again.
when I am with you I feel no pain,
in fact I see you as my life's gain!
and you're the person I would want to walk with under the rain.
Scavenging through the memories
Trying to find for some meaningful one.
from that night you left me
I can't find any of it that'll make me happy.
Each memory I see,
is all about you and me.
That still aches,
it still breaks.
Everything about me was cold,
Especially my heart and my soul.
Became an ice, too cold to hold.
Because of that person, who left a hole.
It is kinda sad to be like this,
You can almost feel nothing.
But sometimes you're at ease,
Knowing that you can't be hurt and can't feel anything
I want to fall in love again,
But I'm not sure if someone can make me fall.
Because of my cold heart that can't be obtained.
And also my soul that's locked up and trying to crawl.
But then you came along and everything changed.
You held my soul and also my heart.
As you wrapped your arms around,
I felt the warmth of your love, I melted and felt like a new piece of art.
Im not aware that I would fall hard for you.
Because you're just like the other boys that I knew.
And It turned out you liked me too!
We became best friends, we two
Can never be separated,
Because if we were, we turn frustrated.
But after sometime you had our relationship wasted.
I thought It would have lasted.
But I guess I was wrong,
Thought we were going strong,
You just left me with our unfinished song.
Left me weak, but you left strong.
How come you were so unfair,
Our journey was free, didnt ask for any fare.
"Why did you give up?" Asked you as I look at you with glare.
Can't you see the spark in my eyes.. The flare.
My heart is shattered,
My mind is tampered-
Tampered with our memories..
I want to forget them, please...
I promised myself that I won't fall for you,
but I guess you can't teach your heart what to do.
As soon as I realised that I was falling for you-
I really fought with myself, believe me. I did argue.
But eventually I did,
Even tho it was not in my plan.
I tried to stop, so I hid.
I wanted to escape so I ran.
I thought I was strong enough to stop my feelings,
but then I fell for your actions.
I was so stupid in believing.
Got a mixed reactions.
Now please, I want to forget you.
Please get out of my life.
Thanks for making me realise,
that even my own promises are sometimes broken by me.
— The End —