Let's be honest
Why I'm fooling myself
Living on a planet that I'm not welcome
People all around
Claiming to be famous
Jobs are hopeless
Stress is high
Friends are few
So, what do I really have?
A fist full of dirt
Gravel full of pain
There is nowhere to go
But through someone
Every stepping stone
Has a glass bottom
Ready to be shattered or
Ready to be cut
Why work for free
To get paid in oats
Working as a mule doesn't seem right

A lather of impeccable ingredients
I encompass myself bathing in natural soil
If a mole tunnels the earth's crust
I said to myself just yesterday
Combining the affects to a sensitivity tease
Why have I not lost oomph?
Within the puzzles of a common mind
That burns a light with no stroke
What does make a person full of energy?
Finding myself loose
Which I don't know
What addiction can cause everything so natural?
A day and life of a babbling fool

Two men entering the arena
From different regions
Battling
For a precious beauty
Named Sabula
With weapons of choice
Bravery is thy game
Courage
I stand upon
Death is only misfortune
My record of victories
Speaks for itself
Challenging with my conning skills
Boldness and swiftness which involves
A competitor's stance
May the spirits hold me
As I slew
This ignorant runt
For a beauty
I must assassinate

A peddler on a mission
Entreating for loose change
deeking reserves that no other man wants
His expectations are low, but his heart is high
Roaming the streets for simple mementos
Can hardship be so enrich to one's soul
Gravel is his bed to sleep
Cardboard is his shelter to hide
Old blankets is his comfort
But happiness keeps him free
To be poor is not an endless journey
But a constant reminder
An everlasting pursue
Is nourishment to your spirit
Being able
To envision you

What a joyous morning smile
Waking up to beauty
Rolling out of bed
To find myself alone
Closets are empty as I search
Leaving me with shredded threads
And scraps of dispair
Hangers
Are her symbol of imprudent
Reackless cuts with scissors
We shared a magic moment
Pouring wine from the finest vintage
Across the land
Toasting
This magnificent creature
While I'm seduced as a drunk
We slumbered as one
But passionate as jackals
A night of remembrance
Has jeopardized me
How can I repay the apparels of a friend?

Immorality has incarcerated
My concentration
Cynical thoughts raging
Darkness awakens with lunacy
Disavow away to a lifeless residue
How can a man untrue attain himself?
Diabolical tactics
Twisting with no sudden moves
Chances to convert
As another being cleanses a bewildered soul
Tomorrow crease
Figures to be washed
Into ghostly purities of gold
May the spirits spare amuse of confusion

Strolling through the aisles
A decision I must make
Multiple selections
But only one choice
What shall I buy?
How much shall I spend?
Questions that I constantly repeat
To an inquisition
A gift
For strangers
Whom I never met
But cannot afford
As I leave them priceless

Resting upon a stone
While feeling calm
Bitterness
I questioned myself
Silence
In the lily fields
To find peace
For this moment I do claim
As my eyes are closed
Shutting itself off
From to the world of disgust
No one around
Miles away
A nearby village, I seek
Weeping  in sorrow
For a dying friend
Who remembrance as a youth
As we depart
With no exclamation
As I lean forward
Looking out
On the train ride home
For my farewell
To another death
Has cursed my heart

As my soul bonded in chains
Shredded are tears
Carved in her name
Departure began sailing at sea
An islander
A daughter of a fisherman
From the South Pacific
Our hearts filled with lust
Days and nights as time grew
We formed a tandem by swimming
Passion ever seen
I was young, but inexperienced
To an untamed worship
While wandering thoughts
Retrace special moments
As waves of her past
Washes upon my chest
Her name doesn't matter
Tasting the sea flavor
For I am true
To lust for others
While fishing for you
As painful it may be
I cannot find love
To an ocean voyage
Where mermaids know my name

Lost all currency
Pockets remain empty
To another stab in the back
Existence to a fool's game
Fallen in society's wrong
Pressuring
As I try to leap, but failure to attempt
Landing on Lilly pads of dreams
Faith is lost
Sinking into the abyss
No life preserver to grab on
Who is willing to swim in a path of self-destruction?
A man that gains perstistence

How can love by way of death gratify?
To a slumber so inviting
Sharing a ghostly hostess
Who shares me
Alone with no timeless treasure
Withdrawn
From worldly behavior
As my heart bleeds
For resurrection
Exhausted
Going endlessly
Bearing a painful punishment
That takes me
Shouting to the heavens
With great intensification
While tears continuously streaming
A conclusion I must face
Ashamed
While I kneel at her gravesite

While the festivities were going on
Laughter was in the air
Drinks being poured by the glasses
A grandballroom full of spirits
Exchanging throughout
Being a gentleman of exquisite taste
I heard a kindly sweet voice called my name
A sudden twist in faith
She was there sitting quite comfortable
Pacing towards her with each step seems promising
Gathering my thoughts on what to say
She greeted with a smile of mesmeric elegance
Beautifully in her black garment
Appealing one's notion
Her aggressiveness
Speaks volumes
To her fixation
Catching a conscious man withering
As the music stops
Attending to other guest
I take one last glance with arrogance
Knowing things will never be
How can a lover be a mistress?
A question I ask myself

What makes a drink so evil?
As holidays turn into dust
While payment fails a purser
One can feel
A collision pressing
As beings collided
Dismantle by ignorance
To run through an illuminating radiance
Without showing a sudden stop
Drooling tongue
With utterly words
As a voiceless child
Guilty
To damage
Cause by a drink
Unknown to the spirits
As one life is spared
By a bag of air
Who can drive a drink of evil?

To whom it may concern:

Stolen
Is my very last breath
Upon this lovely world
Its feelings so diverse
While gasping for air
She said "I love you!"
Words from a gypsy woman
First name "Esmeralda"
As we come across feverishly
The tearful river of distinctive soulmates
Drowning uncommonly
Into the depths of despair
Misled by an enchanted love
Towering
As I weaken
With unyielding approach
Lips of my own dare not speak
Between us
A body torn with sentiments
As her lavish spells
Arise upon my death
To a chambers of never-ending spectacles

Sincerely,

A heartless suitor

For I am a fool
Blemished
By comparing distinctive venues
My judgment
As exquisite and so untrue
To whom I once trust
The people
Of unworthiness
Imprison thee
From a wedding between
A suitor and a darling cousin
But blindness cajole me
With a different appeal
Tantalizing every move
Caught in a snare of entrapment
The family, I once honored
But shamed
Beneath me
As the stones began crumbling
Sounding
To a level of crush bones

Why I am writing?
Sharing words of hope
Giving those something to read
Releasing my cries
To the public
Ror attention that i do not need
What i am?
A hermit without passion
Recieving affection that bewitched me
Why am I writing?
Cause the madness has conquered
Unrelenting thoughts
Images breaking my slumber
Awaken to soundless chatter
What has come over me
So, why am i writing?
Take hold of myself
Relax
And just write

Strangely induce
By a lovely matron
Instantaneous
Gaiety
While defrayal
Skeptical to various reasons
Which I try to figure
To a woman whom I hardly knew
A smirk that only a whisper can tell
Who is she?
A gracious beauty
Meander misdirection
I pause
Masquerading my persona
She uncovers
Challenges that I arrange with deception
Bewilder
Her magnificent grassroots
How elegantly her friendliness is shrewd?
I am perch
For her liquid perfection
Which cannot be quench
As my throat dries
My language to her will be lost

What must I do to restore this disfigurement?
I hid from the world
In a shell of ugliness
From wounds extremely dislike
So hideous
As they made unmusing comments
Like cackles
To ridicule
As I lose my soul
While the scales rind
My face renewal
To a spirit of fondness
Now I'm redeem

The scars on my face
Remain intact
Its a reminder
To a situation commencing
Placed universally into
Scorn by foolishness
Adjacent this sighting
As blindness comes knocking
But did not answer
Unfortunate
Misdirected
As the red stain smears
Appearing upon my shedding skin
What little pain
Be ill to agony
Coping with
Commendable healing
With regrettable days I seek
As a Jester to sweltering oil

As my soul calms for another day
Refreshing a new juncture
While the sun rises from the icy hills
I continue to study
Controlling a mental afterthought
Why is she following so distantly?
As her appearance comes to mind
Thoughts long ago
Trying to study under unlimitless lights
With manuscripts in hand
Strolling downstairs
As icicles beat against the icy glass
Awaken by the reverberation
As my vocals slumber to sleep
Laughter throughout the hours
Of darkness
I seated before adjourning
Meeting citizens for the first time
Which I never been
From a journey in which
I someday will return

A drink that I remember
On a cold wintry night
By the steamy fireplace
We shared hot chocolate lattes
Cozy in each other arms
Her reflection by the candlelight
Seem warmth,but beautiful
A beverage in one hand
Our hearts in another
Comforting to a sudden twist
I relish those days of loneliness
Now that a unity is formed
As doves nesting in love
Can this night last a little longer
Until the dawn breaks us
Slumbering
In dreams of sweetness
While the lattes remain cold
As darkness overrides me
I push away
Causing this dream to face
A reality that is mine
But only a fool's rekindle

A musical second line
Dancing through the streets
I celebrate hearty
To enjoy a Bourbon Street party
Checking out the game
With a twist and a shout
As the Saints win one out
Cheers springout the bars
While tapping on black tar
that was then
And this is now
I'm proud to say the word "Wow"
Go Saints, Go Saint
To a legacy
We know now

Walls of innumerable colors
Irritable by aging hands
Massaging gently
A glacier surface with such ease
Craftmanship with untold stories
Only a few will know
Secrets are hidden
In each stone plate
Representing ****** fabrication
Built on blood and sweat
Shedding tears of loneliness
Many lives sacrifice their own
Involvement
To pattern
A better life
To pay homage
For those decease,but not forgotten
As time revolves the Earth

While I'll thirst
Longing
A quench of lust
To touch these very lips
In a time
Passion was my weakness
Fallen into her heart
Composing a forbidden trust
upon the skies, I seek
Heavenly guidance
As I tremble
To a darken foe
Tasting this venom juice
While enduring this serpent beauty
Cover the earth with her black roots
Gardening her seeds of despair
I'm wilting
To a forthcoming
Which I lay
As weeds to a delirious plant

He served his country
With the will and might
But only he forgotten
No one fights alone
Many medals and ribbons
Piled neatly across his chest
Honor and Valor was a waste
Carrying himself so foolishly
Disrespecting our Flag
How could he be so boastly?
As he walks the desert shores
I've drawn my bow
Releasing with ease
An arrow whistling through the wind
Feasting upon this corpse
Another traitor
Retribution
To a vulture's embellishment

Awaken By no recollectionGone astrayAs I question her intentionsMaking a mockery of me As my mind becomes a blunderEnjoying the orchestra, I cannot sit wellDue to a pestilent womanNoticing a ticketOn my evening jacketHow did it get there?She murmursAs I exit to safetyShe follows and waitsOutside Running for dear lifeI fell For a split secondFinding myselfTotally wrapped in bandagesWith her presence near As she holds me With a musical ticket of  misery

Suddenly my friends vanish
We entered a cave as one
Finding rest,I must
Slumbering
Gone adrift in humanity admirably
Shifting to reflection
Deepen inside a mindless cave
Humankind is misplaced
Unsolvable solutions boggling
Needing my friends
What pace I do next?
Settling in dreams and reality
A picture of antiquity
Falling to a new opening
Which cannot be reach
Please somebody, please somebody!
Are you there?
Before I become extinct

It was rumors
An overzealous starlet
Her name Cassandra
Well-known to critics
Beyond a casting call
Conquering the boulevards
This flaming Diva
Her serpent attitude is her might
For I
Once bitten into poisonous passion
Repeatly stumbling
As her looks proclaim the likes of a darling Dove
Losing a battle that cannot be won
Her graphic representation for apparition
Appeals to men with greater value
Calamity is her weapon of choice
For days upon her roof
I've fallen
To a script
Only meant for fools

As the rain pours into day
Driving on drench roads
I am alone
Inside this mechanical vehicle
Feelings of warmth and comfort
Away from the impurities
Sheilding the outter atmosphere
As the music soothes me to another time
While the passionate lyrics
Uplift my spirit
A completed stop
I commence to breath air
On Earth's surrounding enviroment
People looking like humanoids
With grimance faces
As I stood like a pawn on a chess board
Being checkmate from the unknown
This terrain
Which is not mine to walk
but to stroll in a proud manner
As I feel no calmity
Peeling my soul
While my skin is frail
To their discomforted
As the sun settles upon the cloudy skies
The raging foes are normal
As I seek to dry land
A touch of wet grass
Endures my feet to a conviction of glory

A once popular friend
Is just a memory
Torn into bits, but now dimness
Totally lost
Is where I stand
Destroyed by separation
Reminds me
The unthinkable
Questioned her judgement
Supporting my cause
She was there
Running through me
Then the day came suddenly
From out of nowhere
Her feelings I can't control
Pouring out the unbalance pain
To our souls
What has come over us?
To a saga of misery

To a deprived Lamb
Death is my bed
A light
Which is not seen
Laid in darkness
In a possess form
For no reason
To be tortured
Am I a sacrifice
Living and Working
Into the horrible nights
Eating away wisdom and knowledge from dead foes
With uncontrollable views
Enters my soul
Where are they?
Crumbling enjoyment
To horrify inner self
Dismantle thoughts by combating
One's blemish life
Lewdness of words
Crossing thresholds into a chi
Feeding voices
Each night as daybreak
Storing a being forgone

I am a stranger
To a lover
I cannot encounter
Glamorous is her beauty
She smiles in a special way
Holding back true feelings
Whom I must not tell
Falling so shameless
This woman of mercy
Giving all I have present
For one night with her
Is a chance
Which is mine for safekeeping
I am a stranger
I stand alone
To a love relinquishing my soul

The agony of pain
I tolerate as of now
Forking deeply into my back
This sharpen spear which I cannot see
Has to be removed by sterile hands of comfort
As I lay twisting and turning
While this impregnable object claims me
As victor
Voicing another cry
To attend my howling call
Now
I am speechless
As distress captures me
How can suffering invigorates souls?

Innocence is her smile
Begging for urgency
As I stayed chained and imprison
To her drama of importance
I indulge to always love
Castalia
Condemn to her foolishness
She knows my weakness
Wasting in a passionate poison
She buries me
To a fatal outcome
A question that I must answer
To myself
How can a man collapse as casualty?

Words of starvation
Can utter me
I rather be suitable or dishonest
But never snivel
Am I
Marveling upon the countless
Which circumscribe my opinion
Assessment without account
As fabricated idols are formed
To deception new ruler
Capturing various fools for sport
While laying the snares of scrutiny

Writing
In the hour of the after life
As the candle burns
Fingers are numb
Ink is dry
A feathered pen ruined
On ashless paper
Exposing uncombined thoughts
Of revision
How can this be?
The words I look upon
Carefully
A sentence so unfinished
Quenching  for more expressions
In which I cannot find
A performance in the house of tongues
From an encore of a lapping lexis
As the dead poet rise
To be saved

Whatever I have achieve is nothing more than a standard
In which I had always done
Someone came near me with a touch
As my body, mind and soul began a single guidance
To areas of comfort never before
Thoughts gathered with an ease
To a joyful peace to feel so free
Cause you are not alone
For another journey
To a path of redemption

I was crazed
As the moonlight blush my skin
In a crowd of deception
Finding that spectacle of color
In a short time
People dancing in the streets
As music plays on to dusk to dawn
To a carnival for the ages
The energy  generated between men and women
As the their bodies heat up
Rediscovering their destiny
With costumes so glimmer and glittery
No one knew who exactly they can be  
A mystical trip to Brazil
Is a realm of festivities
To strangers of beloved passion

A candlelight dinner with soothing music
Her presence not attended
Thoughts of her like a delicate peach
Tantalizing nectar so sweet
A flavor that is much to endure
Cassia is her name
Influential passion that stands out
A creation with such beauty
Possessing an enchantment of radiance
A precious stone circlet to limitless affairs
How can  a woman so destructive?
Downs a man's harmony with just one gaze
Yielding
As I lay my arms of prosperity
Submission calling to her foolish needs
She puppets me with strings of a endless soul
Lifeless as I am to this woman
Her dominance controls my means

Thoughts in a distant memory
Reflects
An inner being
Snared in situations
In ways, I couldn't break free
Herds of large numbers, they came
Beastly faces that I haven't seen
Torches in one hand
Weapon of readiness in another
Burning villages
Along roadside
Arouse from the burnt ashes
A general of great power
Mightier than any creature on earth
His armor was impeccable
Sword made of the finest steel, but deadly
His shield withstand the strongest blow without a dent
I stood with amazement, but scared
His thunderous voice give order
In triumph
Over the weak
While troops took spoils and other riches
Captured by his men
I'm unarmed and enslaved
To an immaculate man from regions beyond

As my energy escapes
Battling the fatigue soldier
In hand to hand combat
Every ounce inside drains
Having nothing endure, but hope
What else is there to do?
The energy disappearing before you
Stretch-out
Closes your eyes
Fall on your knees
Relax, as the spirit enters
Regain to be born
Feeling the will
A newly day charged with vitality

As the weekend departs
I made my way
Many exits, I find no path
Shaking hands one by one
Hugging in endless fashion
Feeling so close
Looking back on this muddy event
Where strangers to become friends
We shared stories from afar and near
Spreading laughter in the air
Music jingle across the land
Now the treasure is gone
I'm left all alone

He is full of surprises
Once your sight is set
At times, you feel lost and heavy burden
Then comes a miracle
I am a witness to his calling
His spiritual works surrounds me
I have seen throughout my years
Joyful tears
While gladness appears
A doubt, I will never
Admirable to his ways
Endured for ages
Being saved by his word
Is best for me
A new life
Giving him thanks
Not an ending to a beginning

Pacing the entire night
In my thoughts hold images
Burning right before me
Lasting a short period into time
A remedy proclaims,but folly
What have I done?
In this state of affairs
My resistance has increase
To a vision so blurry
Forbidden are the boundaries
For each other domain diminish
A longing appetite with no food
To one's touch
Pathetic living by far
Shows a different hunger
Shall we end
This masquerade of games?
To devour is not a crave,but a capture
For it's gain

Path of invisibility
Wretches a far out cry
To torturing means
A journey
Tolerated by little insanity
Secret scrolls unquestionable
To an endless developement
Coating many layers of implementation
Sustain by giants
To diminutive people to exodus
Their captivity
Gesturing
In the fibers of humanity

Youthfulness in time
A lad full of energy
Chasing
The treasures and wonders of
A newly world
Feeling so freely
Nor vigilance, nor dilemma
Seeing everything through
A vision of excitement
As a seagull
Gliding across the oceanshores
Arouse
For cultural experiences
Until now
For I am old, but wise
To know
How people can be

My last breathe
I gasp
Sinking into sorrow
Who would believe?
A nation I once held
Rejection from tribes from afar
In defense I stood alone,
But mocked by fellow kinship
No statue honoring my name
Slandered by curse
Words pierce defeafen ears
Jealousy rages a counsel by shame
Am I diminish by treachery
From the people I love
A leader fall to death
Concealment in a tomb
As the sun shines east
A soul is born again

A defeat I can't bare witness
I should have known
The king signed a peace treaty with the enemy
Politics behind our backs
Chancellor's participation
His engagement cost us dearly this war
Poison the king's mind for serenity
Our enemies have won
I renounce service to the king
Nobleman I am
A mercenary life I will live
Payments is my services
Death is thy drink
May the spirits keep me away?
From a nation of ignorance

I stand alone
Performing as one
Imprisonment
With amazement in sight
A creature far beyond
My gentle touch
Bestowing with thoughts
I recur
Reins of attraction towards
A botanical darling
In the flesh
Hearts of love sowing
Born from the roots
Arouse a daisy
A custom to static
I do not know
Shall we manipulate tendencies to others?
Another chapter begins tomorrow
As it revolves
Her mist
To a standstill
For I am worthless and self-pity
To a plate of provisions
I cannot change
For who I am?

Dear Madam Sabrina,

The lonely beach shores, I walk
Tossing seashells of affection in remebrance of you
A pursued love interest that is overwhelm
Overflowed by tears I attempted to hold back
Slithering ghostly as we never embrace
A tender kiss, ponders across the bay
Given a mysterious essence
We are lost
In an oceanview desire
Recollecting inner thoughts about another
A woman I found,but an achor
Abreast from you
Rejection is a raging wave that conquerors
My ability to forget you
A stranger to calm sea
Can float away
From peaceful shores
Of love

Yours truly,
A man without dignity