I want to just be friends with you
maybe that will solve my problems
but as much as I want to
I am still hanging onto a foolish hope

I have been told time and time again
that you do not share these feelings
I know that it is the truth
but part of me does not listen

you are the person
that I want to be with

but you are also a friend
that I do not want to lose

I am stuck in between
and I don't know where to go

I am lucky to have friends
that know how I am feeling

my friends are those who understand me
when no one else can

the last thing I want
is to lose a friend

am I a dead flower
wilting away into nothing?

or am I a bud
waiting to bloom?

I'm sorry
for everything I did

I only wanted to help
but I messed things up for the both of us

I'm sorry
for making things even more confusing
I know you don't deserve it

I'm sorry

I want to tell her
exactly how I feel about her
how she seems like the perfect girl
how she has always been kind to me

I want to tell her
but I don't know how

moments like this
when we talk as friends
it's the one time
that I am not worried

although it will be gone tomorrow
for now, I'll hold onto the feeling