Shhhh …
        that sound ...
                scatters diamonds.
Gray turns black.
        And black reflects.
When it stops …
                you HEAR the silence
sound simple
                and complex

Flower gentle, colors flowing,
Purple bleeds from velvet red,
White is pure, it barely holding
Sinless dew, confused and wet.

Petals curvy, gently squeezing
Swollen flesh of yellow stigma,
Scent arousing, tremors pleasing
Form lascivious enigma.

Flower gentle, colors flowing,
Purple bleeds from velvet red,
White is pure, it barely holding
Sinless dew, confused and wet.

Petals curvy, gently squeezing
Swollen flesh of yellow stigma,
Scent arousing, tremors pleasing
Form lascivious enigma.

Overwhelmed with sheer indulgence
Being touched by summer night
Sweet nectar pours in abundance
Builds temptation and excite

Scarcely seen behind the clouds
Moonlight daringly with grace
Weaves itself in darkness shrouds
Trimming blossom with a lace.

You swim in linens
                while your skin,
Is touched by blanket,
                lucky creature
you barely breath,
                you are …
                so thin,
the night’s awake,
its magic sweeper
picks worries, doubts and frustration,
the place for them, the destination
is not in dreams, it’s out there
with those who evil
        who don’t care

right now the night
        with all its power,
        all its might
protects you,
        standing guard
I am watching too
I’m allowed
To see your dreams
        their gentle flow
like morning haze
        they drift so slow
they give you comfort,
        and the time
sits next to me
        its touch divine
it shows me future
and the way
I dare not move
        I see the day
It edges sky
        On the horizon
with silver thread
        I beg …
Time looks away,
no compromising

we must adhere to rules created
to keep the balance in the world
I searched for you
        and I have waited
for many years, and I can hold
my dreams away a little longer
to put my arms around you
we passed the test
        and we are stronger
it’s only weeks, it’s only few

My friend on Monday told me – “Sorry,
        There is no easy exit now
I know you well, I know your story
You have a mountain to plow,”

You need to change the way you think,
Forget yourself, what was and is,
You need to sleep and eat,
        don’t drink
You’ll fall in love again and kiss …

Will bring you back to life, unless
You will resist and then the stress
Will make you struggle, draw you under
You’ll see the darkest dark of black
But please believe me, just like thunder
Love wakes you up,
        and brings you back

I'll tell you this
        my dearest friend
I am here for you
        until the end

In moment wonderous of wisdom
Or life’s eternity indulgence
I freed myself,
                at last, from prison
Unchained my soul,
                and fled the dungeon

Black mirror of Laguna waters
Two silent boats glide ahead
they leave no trail,
                like little daughters
the paddles make the noise instead

it’s dark and quiet, expectation
takes breath away, the boats freeze
the liquid sky, hallucination
the stars are flying or the breeze
like titan rose from mighty ocean,
it flipped the scales of universe
and milky way
                the stars explosion
was placed in waters to immerse
ourselves…
                the constellations …
are rushing by in midnight swim
Laguna’s glowing revelations
stars’ travel, gift of nature, dream …

When life gets dark
and everyone you loved
        is gone …
it hurts to breath,
it pains to rest,
        you scream, you run

you fight yourself
        while silence rumbles,
it boils your blood,
        it floods your ears,
you’re deaf,
        not dead yet … tiny crumbles,
of past that’s gone come back,
        bring tears

it was
        unreal,
        dream,
        illusion,
let sorrow settle, let the pain,
deliver final blow,
        confusion
will cloud your mind,
        you now insane

you try to leave,
                                to draw the line,
with ink, both bold and bright
But wait, it can’t be right!
the page is black … it’s not the light
                                you blind

alone …
        with hands extended,
you start to walk, you calm your fears,
you want to live, and you are tempted,
by something no one ever hears

your heartbeat …
        keep it going,
it gives you life with soft caress,
it’s yours,
        desire’s growing
to find your way by cheating death

one tiny step …
        one simple move
you taste your sweat
        no need to prove
you are the best
one more, some rest ...

It’s cold and lonely, but remember
“don’t let IT tell you who you are”
you are your only true defender
        The violence in universe
        will give the birth
to brightest star

already born,
        its light will travel
to find you and for many years
to see it
        walk or ride in saddle,
fly high without any fears

Don’t ever hesitate,
                                leave darkness
Go there …
        where warmth and kindness
will take you in
                        and care for you
You’ll hear again,
                they cure your blindness
become reborn,

                        feel loved and new

You are magnificent and gentle
        can turn reflection of the sun
into a diamond,
                                sentimental
we get when stars and moon
                                        are drawn
on darkest surface, and abyss
        feels dear,
        comforts soul with bliss

You look at them,
        I look at you,
                our thoughts light-years apart.
But I will whisper,
        in your ear,
                in hope to change your heart.
You think of them and evening dress,
                the candles,
                                silverware.
I think of only,
        you and them,
                I close my eyes to dare.
You put them on,
        they touch your skin,
                you turn and ask me “See?”
I want to burst,
        in billion pearls,
                and let you swim in me.