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Delaney Feb 2019
eighteen years,
my heart has been yours.
every time I ran away
or wanted to be free,
you let me go.
but I came back...
you had my heart.
I guess you always will
have part of me.
I can't deny that.
one way or another I'll always come back.
you have me for four more years
and then...
you gotta let me go
for good.
and not expect my return
so soon.
can you do it?

-you feel like home
Delaney Feb 2019
cover me like honey
sweet and thick-
warm.
make me feel heavy
and tired.
my eyes droop
with the heavy
substance.
I can't help but close them.
it seeps into my skin,
makes me soft
and I am stained
with the rich color.
golden.

-it enchants me
a love story between me and the sun :)
Delaney Feb 2019
how awful it is for a child to want
bruises and scars upon their skin.
because maybe there would finally
be proof.

-you would do anything to make yourself the victim
Delaney Feb 2019
she left.
perhaps not on her own accord.
she did come back,
but she came for the money.
not us.
she got drunk.
  and smoked.
and when she hurt me,
I apologized.
when we asked her to stop
the drunkenness.
...to stop the pain
nothing.
she loved us.
but were we ever enough for her?
were we worth more than the alcohol?
the money?

-I learned my worth and it shows
Delaney Feb 2019
the best gift I have ever gotten
was given to me as soon as I was born.
you held me in your arms
and whispered "mine".
I would learn later on
that I was minutes old when I was given
one of the greatest loves
I will ever receive.

-I have the honor of calling you my sister
Delaney Feb 2019
I still look at food sometimes
and my mouth curls back in disgust.
Or is it just a mirror i was looking at?

-will i ever recover?
Delaney Feb 2019
I bet we laugh a lot.
You probably make my stomach hurt
And my cheeks sore.
I hope I make you laugh
just as much.
I bet your laugh is beautiful.
I can’t wait to hear it.

-a note to my future husband
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